After awhile you'll realize that she's nothing but a little girl with a broken heart.
She depended on you.
Relied on you.
She loved you.
But now you see her, sitting in the rain all alone wondering if she's crying or if its the water streaming down her face. But when will YOU realize what you did to her?

I wanted to tell you, how I really felt.
I wanted to tell you, how much I liked you
I wanted to tell you, how much you meant to me.
I wanted to tell you all this is person but I was too afraid of getting an answer back, that would be unpleasing to the eye.
I'm afraid you'll reject me in a way that I've never felt before.
A feeling of hatred will come upon me as well as the feeling of heart break
but I text you that I need to tell you something but cant figure a way to get the words out.
so Ill do it here.
I really like you. Ever since you said you didn't want to date. I gained more and more feelings for you. Isnt it crazy? I want to tell you how I feel but "I'm afraid"

Hand trembling
feet shaking
Children screaming
babys crying
Telephones rigning
Adults yelling
Girls crying
Boys fighting
Dogs barking
Wind rushing
This feeling
make it *stop

Just a normal day
Sun came up and nothing more
our daily lives go on.
Telephone rang, better pick it up.
Voices trembling
whats wrong?
finally, they get the words out..
"Shes dead..Your best friend..is gone.."
My hands start trembling
my eyes started watering, but not to the point where i can cry
It felt like..
everything went black
Everything i had done, built and known,
was gone faster than a blink of the eye.
**My befriend was gone