I saw you looking at her
in the midst of festivity,
when everybody else
are shouting and jumping,
joggling and rapping,
all that there is to say.

I saw you looking at her
and your eyes are fixed
as the moment froze
and I know how you’ve felt.
It was exactly how I felt.

I saw you looking at her
and I was crushed in an instant
like a thunderbolt
like a thunderbolt

One day you will see me again...
But
I won’t be the same person anymore.
I will be a better version of the one you used to know.
I will be stronger, fiercer, bolder.
And I won’t have to feel intimidated to anyone, ever again.
One day you will see me again...
But
Never will it be because of you.
Neither of me trying to get even.
It’s too much for any of us to bear
because we’ve destroyed each other fatally,
and only time will mend our sufferings.
One day you will see me again...
But
Don’t be sorry, don’t be angered.
because the future will change,
drastically.
I swear on earth it will.
One day you will see me again...*
And when that time comes,
we’ll laugh secretly,
questioning ourselves,
What if.
What if it was the two of us?

Something in the wind tells me
that the flowers will bloom today
but will die tomorrow
because the night feeds it
with grief and sorrow.

When time comes and our roads shall meet
Please don't ask me why or how
When time comes and our roads shall meet
Just smile and maybe say Hi
When time comes and our roads shall meet
You may take my hand and tell me you miss me
When time comes and our roads shall meet
Remember, I love you, and I'll always will

I hate it when the darkness of the night
talks to me in silence
telling me how unimportant I am
and that my existence is unneeded.
It steals every hope that gives me fuel to live each day.
and so every time the sun shines a light upon me,
all I ever recognize is the sadness
that wraps me up to my solitude.