"undoings" poems
When your mouth moves I remember
what it felt like as I rushed to flip a page
and sliced my hand on the edge of words.
Every syllable you murmur in my ear stings
salt-lick strong.
I am four again. I will not breathe
until you untangle me slowly
from you, from your own undoings
that have become the paper wrappings
around the bird-cage of my heart.
Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 7:17 PM UTC
It's a space within a space, where
all are transparent...i am myself.
On two layers of shelves on a wall,
a dictionary and a thesaurus,
share space with what seems like
an heirloom of books, old and new:
Gibran, Dylan Thomas, Dickinson,
Bronte, P. B. Shelley, Jane Eyre,
Hosseini, few Ludlum oldies, etc...
Here, a blending of the tangible and
the intangible is present, like habits
and thoughts that don't, and can't die,
stuffs that've endured the years: old
unposted poems with scribbled notes,
faded photos in sepia...faded jeans;
a bed that awaits fatigued body and
mind on toxic days, and becomes a
desk to write on...when needed.
It's not as though nothing's awry,
imperfections are seen by the eyes,
some details may not be precise
in this accepted clutter of daily goings-
on...of feelings...of some undoings
that interrupt and are mingling
with enigmas flashing up the ceiling;
lost shoe-laces wander, and go hiding
among indispensable habits and things,
kept...retained, like a hanging purse,
grabbed, when a sudden trip occurs.
It's hot and cold in this ***** place,
it's cozy, my neatly-cluttered space.
sally b
Rosalia Rosrio A. Bayan
March 24, 2022
Mar 24, 2022
Mar 24, 2022 at 7:27 AM UTC
the promise-laden air of 3am
lies stifling, stilled and sad
upon those who whisper into it
the darkest hopes and fears of man
the grass sways at any hour --
wind breathes alike under moonlit skies
as through baby blue air; yet
only one can burn my mind
unholy sit the grinning stars who
know my secrets and desperation,
the howling wolf that breathes, bites
in my chest, only in night's nation
why only under the sleeping haze
can I admit that the daylight burns
can I pour out my soul and own
the emptiness that swallows me in return
hushed tones and hushed hours carry
a safety: there my undoings are released
content at 3am -- 3pm holds my tongue
I drown in what lies underneath
my brittle hair holds my secrets
cracked teeth and skin contain my lies
shaking legs carry me until night's comfort
and the devil sits behind my eyes
© Tara India.
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
what could empty you?
in the weight
of our divines
the un thinking
deep within us
strokes of pure spirit
our fleeting fall
labour — the early war;
original sin
in between the earth and sky
is the shade
of the galaxy
why limit sorrow?
why blank the source?
conquered,
we go on
and put life first
ignore the remnant artifacts
merciless undoings
turned pools,
nudge of time
ordinary notes of care
unleashed poisons
etched
into skin
history’s suitor to time,
shards,
debris
remember remember
remember
the blank silence echoing
days go on,
fewer,
sleep escaping
crying out
it was a home.
cursed nights into mornings,
who can make of this?
what once was theirs,
whatever is left?
emptied, murdered, obliterated
an annihilation
of the ego
the anguish,
the anguish
eyes still seeing last touch
feeling
ancient alone abandoned
what is a year
a month
a decade
but a moment?
—lost and burned
futile devices,
fervour’s writing
mailed to the void
and the sea?
the sea?
the saltwater dead, my love,
the saltwater dead
the last great epitaph
of our love:
i am nobody
i am nobody
and you
are gone
oh, August, a season deceased,
tell me again
the hieroglyph
of your name
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
He write in bread crumbs,
trails of clues that will not be found because the birds have eaten them. Fleeting, unremarkable, but it feeds and feeds and fills empty stomach. Unfulfilling but full.
( Most of the days that is so much better than being hollow)
Over the years, the forest grows.
Grasses mold it self into canopies, rooftops that shields him from the light. A darkness that blinds but pulsing with warmth. Branches twisting towards each other, entangled in each other stories. 'write better' they whispers.
Flowers will not blooms but the sweet smell of honeycombs wafts through the air like hunger.
( we are hungry and hungry and lonely tell us stories, tell us more more more more please moremoreore-)
So the path to home become unrecognizable. Intangible, flickering as if it wanted to be real.
He feels kin ship down to his bones and whimpers fall out from his mouth, quivers but does not fold.
He curled but life would not, will not let him bend.
What should a man do if he cannot curve, cannot bow and break? They all said that to achieve greatness, he have to taste 'broken' on his tongue. Ripe to the point of decaying, fingers sticky with black honey.
He let his teeth chatters, secrets flew out of his mouth like love letters. Carved into him self are the promises made by breakers and yet, honesty is what he sounds like. A forest is an illusion, they say. Wrap your perception until everything look the same and there is only doubt in your self.
( After all everything have to protect their heart)
Peeling barks, bleeds. He bit his lip, wounds are his lovers but everyone knows that love is treacherous. There is a little boy and a man. There is Him, the one who only grows and feeds but never fulfills. 'Isn't that enough?',he asked.
This was what you sow into me, you make me grow into a man but not a human. So he becomes,
forest isn't the only thing that can burn.
( How do you escape your self?)
This is a mirror house, a forest where every trees are your thoughts, their roots are your beliefs, and their seeds are your doing.
(most of the times, it become your own undoings)
You reap what you sow, but what if you are the one who was sowed.
-nabs
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 11:58 PM UTC
He sits on the edge of the world
unconcerned with the
dissimulation of
polite society
busy little bee's
bouncing off reality
living the dream he
so valiantly fought to protect
he sits there quietly
saturated in *****
manufactured of
white port fueled
by memory of war
contemplating
nothing
invisible to most
but still
a blight upon their sensibilities and
a horrid fright to the eyes when seen
cold hungry and shivering
they could give a **** to his welfare
they cogitate his insanity
his own undoings
and that smell
the smell of death
lurking waiting to pounce
on yet another of society's outcast
putrid sores covers flesh uncovered
where gnats and flies feast
and maggots dine beneath the skin and
his breath
his breath smells of Dragon Blood
do we even know what Dragon Blood is?
apparently he does
two tours in Vietnam an a Purple Heart for bravery
yet he sits on the edge of the world
bravely trampled underfoot of apathy
absent of coalition
he wishes only to be left alone
to dance in the pain
of degredation
and waltz in the face of death
until God calls him to reckoning
he will sit there on the edge of the world
listening to
the mundane idiocrasy of those who wander by
left to his own maundering
invisible that is
until the olympics come to town
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 1:35 PM UTC
I need lies
For I am sick of the truths
Untold revelations revealing indication.
To be told
As the leaves fall.
That one is up, Instead of down.
Would you feel as though
You’ve been lied to, prayed victim, insulted
Made a fool of your own.
Devices, trivialities, trinkets, and goodies
O deities keep us occupied, with times undone
Encompass us with stars of our lights
And reveal our destinies, and shape our futures
Lie to us in fashions, stones that tell the wrong
And foretell undoings, wrong-ings and corruption
Hang your false pretenses out, to dry and fade
Bind us in iron cuffs, braces, shackles
Tell us not the truths of the world
But the lies of your lives.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 9:53 PM UTC
Often we find ourselves perplexed by an emotion. Being unaware of why, can't do much other than compound this negative situation. There are three steps one should take:
Examination
Acknowledgement
Acceptance
Through this process a much more accurate feeling is developed, one with clarity that can provide an insight followed by a compelling sense of direction, or action. See, this is the tricky part. The first three steps and the result are an entirely internal process, which alone in itself bears no fruit. They are the undoings of the latches on the door, now one must take the first step out of it.
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
I don't need your help
I am me, and you are you
I am in conflict, don't inflict
I don't need your help
help just ruins, more undoings
help will hamper, go scamper.
We can help
We are here for you and you
We shall assist, don't resist
We can help
help shows us our weaknesses, we aren't geniuses
help reminds us that we aren't superhuman, we are only human.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 9:06 AM UTC
Don't take me for granted cause I may let you fall
may let your undoings consume you.
Don't ignore that I might be losing patience cause I may just let go
And watch you stagger to keep your balance.
Don't acknowledge I'm there and then keep going
Cause I may just ignore your presence completely
Don't expect me to turn around to wave good bye
Cause no Goodbye is worth saying or waving
Don't forget that I can leave it all behind
And never
Not once
Not even a twitch of my neck
look back
Apr 11, 2013
Apr 11, 2013 at 5:08 PM UTC
The museum captures
still life
sculpted with slender ideology
masked by the movement of diamonds
neither the sun nor moon could shield her
from the nature of desire.
she moves in her own way.
Art eclectic like that of floating stairs...
b
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u
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n
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y
like her very own becoming
and circular patterns mimic
constant contemplation
of undoings.
She takes steps toward
a painting of her own.
An almost perfect frame, she sits
under the tree
to pray.
Sinking into a state of multitudes,
she buries her very own diamonds
in the heart
of the earth forever.
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 1:42 AM UTC
A life without you Lord has no meaning.
Before you oh God I stand in full surrender.
Completely overwhelmed my desires.
Delivery me from my own desires.
Envelope my being with your Holy fire.
Fill my heart with love overflowing.
Give me the gift of decrement and understanding.
Hide me in thy precious wounds so by thy side I shall remain.
In you I find Fulfillment.
Jesus my Love and my Lord.
Keep me burning in love for you my God.
Lead me to thy Holy river.
Make me thine forever.
No man can comprehend your blazing glory.
Oh God my eternal Father.
Parise be to thee forever.
Quakes and Stroms resounds your majestic power.
Receive my unending worship my king and master.
Save me from my wayward undoings.
Teach me thy holy wordings.
Use me as thy unworthy instrument.
Victory belong to you mighty warrior!
Wash me free from every evil.
Xerospheres becomes streams in your holy precense.
You reign on high in unfading grandeur.
Zion forever proclaims your glorious slendur.
Jan 2, 2025
Jan 2, 2025 at 12:49 PM UTC