"straightedge" poems
Little boy Cain finds daddy’s old straightedge
Cracked leather band, wipes the blade on his thigh
Little boy stalks ‘round, slingshot in the sedge
Soft stinging cheeks, striped where bloodlines dry
Little boy breaks ice, cold winter this year
Big brother chops ash with numb hands out back
Little cat hunts mice while the dogs chase deer
One last hammer lash, then leave duties slack
Little boys grow up too soon, mother knows
Brother lain face down by the cutting wedge
Little white-furred pup, matted crimson nose
On the icy ground left in need of sledge
Little too late now for the morning chores
Cries upon his knee, curled by reddened bed
Little boy, head bowed, listens from the floor
Brother, bury me where the raven treads
Brother, forgive me, curse the wanton gods
Now, I walk alone through this land of Nod
Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 4:29 PM UTC
we lay together,
surrounded in silence,
an uncomfortable gloom.
i lose the battle,
"flesh on flesh...
wounds bleed fresh."
alone with you beside me,
"every inch of my tar black soul,"
a fake bled into a dry life.
A purr awakens me,
urges me to write,
words haunt me and
i can't get them out.
i'm stuck in this limbo
wishing i had something
a little stronger than
a bit of sweet iced tea.
"he loves me with every beat,"
of a straightedge heart
and i thought
we could be happy.
a slice of life,
a pit of sorrow,
a hell in my mind.
sleeping and worrying.
hoping that the world will just spill out?
that might be awhile.
i love you.
xoxo
Feb 3, 2013
Feb 3, 2013 at 10:28 PM UTC
8 months ago,
it did not seem like we needed drugs
and alcohol
to have fun.
And suddenly,
there was everything
we had heard about from
everyone else.
But instead of in the whispered gossip
and the disjointed stumblings of drunken dreams
it was right in front of us.
And so the straightedge in us
was bent
with every shot glass
with every smoking joint
that we brought to our anxious lips.
Slowly, hesitantly, at first,
our arms creaked upwards towards our open mouths,
as if we were training muscles,
we didn’t even know we had.
But then it became familiar,
and our elbows flowed smoothly with the oil
of routine.
And at sometime during those long and blurred nights,
I lost track of what was right
and what was wrong.
With every sip I drowned my values
and with every inhale, I cremated my former self
and the white smoke of the fire
wisped up into the air of a dimly lit garage.
Until all I was left with was the present,
wondering where the future would take me.
Mar 26, 2011
Mar 26, 2011 at 12:20 PM UTC
He's a straightedge vegan
That has tattoos for from his neck down
Who loves Star Wars and Doctor Who
Has been a drummer for many bands
Is currently the drummer for Fall Out Boy
My Celebrity Crush is Andy Hurley
Jul 29, 2021
Jul 29, 2021 at 8:23 PM UTC
There’s a reason I don’t smoke
or get high
or get low
or drink.
Don’t I seem ****** up enough to you?
May 6, 2012
May 6, 2012 at 5:46 PM UTC
i stopped doing drugs because you were the only thing that made me high
now we're just fiction
your mouth is stained on my cheeks, still echoed with a sad goodbye
we're out with the garbage you so angrily tossed
and you're drinking wine
and i'm still lost
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC
some boy once told me
when we were 16
"the way i see it, it's either you or the drugs— and i know which one i've chosen"
when i remembered that,
i laughed—
because it's funny
how three years
can change you.
it's funny, too
because when i laughed
i blew
the line away.
Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 4:11 AM UTC
I want to scrape off my skin
Just to tear the words
That your tongue had left for me.
I want to scrape my skin
Just to forget the parts of my body
Where your lips had once lingered.
Paint my body in scarlet
And color me with purple bruise
I want to drown in you.
Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
Those dark cold nights
The ones I held so dear
They dissipate as ends prove near
I was always blind
I fled from the silence
I ran to false profits
Those who gave me solace
A woman of straightedge
Narrowed by the path
Now holding fire
breath in the wrath
Lost in the found
I am poison
Fleeting through time
The hours conclude
The rasping grind
Run to the roses
For the thrones pierced your eyes
Darling of nature
Watch as all lies
With two eyes absent the third appears
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 11:45 PM UTC
This is not the life I planned of living
When I was in my caring mother's womb
Like a flowing river,I keep changing direction
Yesterday I was straightedge
Today I am a drunkard
The wine and whiskey I saw on Television
Are now brewed in my backyard
And fermented inside my aging stomach
Born in the ninety's
I grew up not socialising with women
Like a confession l keep changing
Yesterday I was a monk
Today I am a womanizer
The females I used to admire
Now satisfy my desires
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 2:50 PM UTC
breaststrokes
power me
through nebulous
clouds of stardust.
push through the pain,
echoing in the chasms
of a brain deadened.
bypass the past
that clings like detritus,
beyond the black holes
gobbling galaxies
whole. onwards.
eyes set on the horizon
nothing lies beyond:
dancing along
the razor's straightedge,
an eternally
expanding cosmos.
Apr 10, 2017
Apr 10, 2017 at 11:49 PM UTC