"remebering" poems
Forgetting,
It's so painful.
Because to forget something,
You must first remember.
Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 10:40 PM UTC
Let's stand around and talk about taxes and crime
Or watch it on t.v
Cool people only getting cooler
As alcohol leaks
I think I remeber leaving a party with you and falling asleep
on a dew covered hill
But I woke up in my bed
The shirt you had warn
Was pink and white through the haze
Remebering your face
But I still couldn't think your name
...I remember that you said you liked only
The old starwars
And your favorite Zelda
Ocorina of time
You got high with me and watched adventure time
And talked to me about the effects of ether on the human mind
You liked ska and doc martens
With only black laces
Japanese tea pots
BC ***
Black Jack Davey
Tattooed on your neck
You told me you were fourteen
When you last wore black lipstick.
"Far out"
Yellow Submarine
Mushroom picker
The
Tingling of your spine
As it creeps up your neck
I was about to fall away to oblivion
Until I saw your smiling teeth
I got all the way to work without noticing
Jen
And your number on my wrist
Jan 10, 2012
Jan 10, 2012 at 12:59 AM UTC
I am obsessed,
obsessive
obsessing
over you.
So much that I think I've become ill.
My mind throbs
from all the memories.
Vague and vivid
and even imageless,
remebering all of them
from when we were five
to just last weekend.
My eyes are red and itchy,
my tears that just won't cease.
My body aches,
my muscles feel twisted and ripped
beneath my skin,
as if you tore through my arms
trying to escape from our embrace.
My chest feels heavy
carrying this burden.
And my breath feels thick
with the old blood of our compassion.
I am sick.
Sick with you
and why everything seems totally fine one moment,
and then I get lost in the lull of my empty bedroom,
with a knife reflecting
your handsome rigid face.
Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 11:43 PM UTC
subliminating
making all the bad thoughts into firewood to build a fire to warm my hands.
Teeth falling out, scared of how you see me. scared to see how others see things.
latent content laying me down, sweeping me under the rug.
dirt.
My ego and super ego are fighting, i.d's sleeping with childlike bliss.
Typical.
Dreams are too scary, I'd rather be awake.
Escaping
REM
Rapid eye movement, trying to find an exit sign. scanning the polaroid- covered walls of my skull for a fracture in the bone, where the sunlight filters in.
freudian slip.
a mistake. linked to my mind when it drifts.
I call you by his name, remebering his face that haunts the edges of my vision.
I think I may need a doctor.
a therapist, a drug, a wagging finger to ensure me that this will be over
it's just a breeze.
kicking up the hem of mydress that guards my freudian slip.
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
I don’t know where to start.....
She has me baffled because I cannot believe she betrayed my trust
She forgot about us
For what? For lust?
Lust mistaken for love
Gained attention from a new source that causes a chain reaction of butterflies and smiles
Her old love has been forgotten
For her new love is exciting
Out with the old in with the new
Deception was formed and you knew...
I yearned for your affection but you ignored my calls
You burned my obsession and you added to my flaws
I’m afraid to love again cause you loved me when I was nothing and I guess I couldn’t
take it
So how will I love again if I feel these girls alwayz fake it....
Our love was sacred, a bond everlasting
But everything has an end and our love never lasted
It died it’s in a casket
Our fires exntinguished and the pain surpasses
the joy that was conceived and received
But I was deceived into this make belief
This so called fairy tale....
Ended up to be my very hell
Left me weary, frail
Trapped in a deadly cell.
Remebering our existence very well....
I’m cursed, I’m hexed
With words and stress
My nerves are wrecked
It’s absurd and yes.....
I still love you, **** I can’t help it
Your smile lingers in my mind and I can’t accept it
That it’s gone and I took it for granted and lost it
Your smile makes me smile, ironic, cuz the pain you caused it
Exhausted........
Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 8:55 PM UTC
Remebering your voice
And the tone
The gentleness
Protectiveness
It started up again.
Why?
I was over you
I let go of you
I moved on without you
Why is this happening.
I wont turn again
I go forward
Not backwards
So make up your mind
Just please
Understand
What is past is past
I will be sure
It will
Never happen again.
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
I cry my heart dry to the thought of you
my eyes they feel as though---
I dont want to think about you
because if I do
I will have a drought within my body
for years
I have dreamt of you so many times
I have thought of how it would be
to simply stand next to you
I remember your parents porch
and I remember you
on bright sunny days
you couldnt be more beautiful---
you were----
so beautiful
and no matter how anyone sees you from that angle
you will never be more beautiful
than to me at that second
when I walked up
and introduced drinking wine
I will never forget that day
when nothing could have been more simple
than me laying down next to you
I remember everything
down to your awkward smile
nothing
nothing was more beautiful
than your smile
thinking of any gesture that you might make
noone will ever be more impassioned by you
than me
hate that truth
or grasp it
no one will
but me
because we come from the same place
that has a thick air of loneliness
makes my blood cringe
and I feel inconsistent knowing that any of you
was ever really
real
I hurt knowing and remebering that you were real
your beauty
hurts me
Im wounded by who you are
in a complete sense and completely
I am everything
in everything that you are
and if you cease to exsist
then I am dust.
and nothing matters anymore
although you never mattered
because I am nothing but dust
to tattered eyes
in hopeless glimpses
in everything without you.
Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 9:22 AM UTC
I dont need you anymore
I am getting over this phase
find your own way
I'm getting better here
Remebering Im strong here
listening trying to hear
what you say
but you are gone
and thats ok
because im strong enough to live without you
I am strong enough
I am strong
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 3:42 PM UTC
should day become tomorrow ..a day that i should die
would life upon this planet care.. would people laugh or cry
would time go on un-noticed ..would people hold their breath
i very much so doubt it my life now sudden death
do flags get flown because im out and nearly 6ft down
i very much do worry not i bet no sudden frowns
my life is that a tiny ant ..that **** no longer there
i bet a younger ant like me be ready that i fear
In times gone past we hasten had forgotten all our pals
remebering of the dead we know yet someone filled their souls
will we become a memory fad that people just dont share
a stone inside a churches yard bare of love and care
My death will go so no one see's a greif of family life
my freinds,my love and closest ones will mourneth me
a day of life be had
time will heal those wounded souls and time will fade away
leaving just a dusty stone crumbling day by day
May 13, 2011
May 13, 2011 at 1:30 PM UTC
Am I crazy?
staying up all night
Remebering how you felt next to me
Am I crazy
Thinking about your hair
and how it always feel perfectly
Am I crazy
Wanteing you to be here with me
Even though you would hurt me constantly
Am I crazy
Wanting you to be there when I have our baby?
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
If
my insides
where as gritty
as my taste
would you still doubt
me?
Because every morning
when I wake
up from
my sleep
I get shivers
down my spine
remebering the things
you told me
last night
You make me sick
beyond my reasoning
Yet here I go
again
Playing doctor
Like I Do
Telling you
To keep the
sword away
from
Your Heart
Suicide isn't
As glorious
As a new start
Jul 20, 2010
Jul 20, 2010 at 12:05 PM UTC
Take them, because they do me more harm than good. They're yours because another drunken night thinking of you I canot bare. Remebering what we had only makes the pain grow. Please come when I am sleeping a reclaim everything you ever engraved in this mind. Wype your face, your smile, your eyes. All the promises that were made and that you couldn't keep.
Dec 24, 2012
Dec 24, 2012 at 10:54 PM UTC
This supposed triumph that has left me corrupt
At home this silence has left me to rust
This tiresome festering love
Makes me think my insides aren't enough
Remebering better times
Memories together in the sunshine
Tendencies of her are stuck in my mind
They're cavities that I can't fill with what I find
But what I need is no concern of yours
When I bleed, I only burn down our doors
My greed only lures me to my own guts and gore
These weeds tore and have left me raw
Now, I could lead you to my mind
I would feed you on what we find
Though I shouldn't need you to be mine
This seed doesn't seem to grow only with time
Now all is left is the morning due
With what I thought I knew
I'm sorry I didn't know what to do
I'm sorry I didnt know what I'd do to you
What were we before
What was I before
Maybe to me it means something more
Either way I can't go on like this anymore
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 8:12 PM UTC
I knew things beforehand,
I knew things after that hand,
Digging and clawing a way in the sand,
Looking for something to grab,
Safe for a second or two,
Drifting back to the old you,
Remebering when you were at your best,
And then falling in to your worst,
Can't stop this "curse."
-
Boo hoo
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 5:57 AM UTC
The hardest part of the day
is waking up, and remebering to fake a smile
and hide everything. The feelings that make us busrt into tears
and stain our pillows
with mascara
Emotions drained and all you can do
is ignore it
and to move on, but fail.
Because you are constantly reminded of the failer that is you.
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 6:05 PM UTC
I remember the first time I saw us together...
Physically saw us together.
It was in your bathroom mirror the first time I went to your house.
I was wearing your shirt
And you were wearing mine.
And I thought we looked like the biggest mix match couple ever.
Like people would wonder how we got together.
2 years later and I love every single picture
Of us together.
Every single time it makes me so happy.
Just looking at the pictures of us.
Remebering how in love with you I am.
Knowing how far we've come.
Its so beautiful.
We are the most adorable couple.
We try the hardest.
Not only are we making things work
We're loving each other while doing it.
I wouldn't want to make it work with anyone else but you.
Because I'm so in love
With you yelling "wake up it's morning"
And you saying hellooooo when you call me and it eventually escalating to "haaarrrooo"
I'm so in love with the smiles you keep adorned on my face in your presence
The laughs that flow out of me when I'm with you
When your a complete and utter dork and all I can think about when I look at you
Is how lucky I am
How in love with you I am
And how I could never be with anyone else.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 8:16 AM UTC
You was a good
Dog you was
My best friend
Remembering JD
I remember when I was
Young I used to dress you
In baby clothing and used to
Push you in a baby doll stroller
You let me push you in the baby
Stroller and dress you in baby clothing
And I used to put hats on you
Remedmbering JD
You are gone but not forgotten
You and the memories we share
Will be safe tick in my heart I
Always remember you JD you
Will always be in my heart forever
I know you are up in heaven with
Precious and my grandpa you are
Runnig free with Precious and you
Meet my boyfriend Nick I love you
And miss you so much everday JD
Remembering JD
© Amanda Kay Hill
3/30/17
Apr 2, 2017
Apr 2, 2017 at 2:50 AM UTC
I forgot what it was like to spar with witty banter
I forgot what it was like to be grabbed with gentle hands
I forgot that a conversation doesn’t have to be all ******
I forgot what it was like to date a man
-ALC Feb 9, 2019
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC
remebering the bliss
the courage we had to love
one another
never knowing the trouble
the pain
the uncertainty it caused other
we never cared
just head over heels
in love
love
love
L-O-V-E
love
they couldnt seperate us
Listen? to who?
them?
Never!
Our hearts spoke
but they never listened...
we did
we ran
started over
who knew what
we had endured...?
no one here
a fresh start is
given
with a whole
new meaning to
that thing we call love..
Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 7:23 PM UTC