I have gone through the pain those whom are close know.
I have endured it all.
Theres those whom pity me or my life.
I ask for no pity of those.
Nor sadness.
I only ask as of eyes upon my passion.
My life.
It is not one to say its well.
Its not quite easy but ive dealt.
I may have broken but i musnt say im no queen.
I may feel deep pain from a time, A time called the past.
I've learned.
My past is not to consume whom I am.
My past is a story.
Its my pain i hold yes.
It still hurts me to the present day.
I've come to know my pain dearly well.
But i've turned pain.
Death defying pain into wisdom and strength.
Ive become the queen i was.
I've only became stronger through the time being.
Pain kills but also heals.

-Lovey

I look down at my arm, there's a scared wrist but no fresh cuts. I look down at my thighs and there were no burns recently snuck. I came along way and I seen a loy of better days.

The sun is out for its first time and as I place my hands on my cheeks theyre finally dry. But I still miss it... I still miss it..

Who could ever save me from he world I seem to always go back to? Who could ever be my rehab for the addiction my demons make me do? Could it be you? Could it be you that makes all my gray skies blue? And could it be you to blind all my old scars so they can never see the new?  

But with the fantasies I been visiting, I dont understand why I still miss it. And with the fantasies I been visiting I dont understand why Im scared to live life happy like this. Is it because my skies never stay blue before? Is it because my scars never stay old for a day or more? Whatever it is its got me... because I still miss it. I still miss it..

Darling goodbye id hate for you to see me this way. Darling goodbye you musnt see me bleeding today. Im sorry that I still miss it.. darling im sorry that I will always miss it.

Maybe I'm tired.
What if I told you I couldn't remember the last time I've gotten more than seven hourse of sleep?
Would you believe me?
I could be lying to you.
I could be lying about staying up, starring at my ceiling with bloodshot eyes, thinking about what a girl, with purple hair and a heart, that once used to be so cold, told me words that i never wanted to hear.
Even if it might have only been in a dream
Evenifitdidntmakemefeelanything
Imtootired
Tofeelanything
M­aybe you'd believe me if I described it with intricate detail?
How
The air was cold and the blanket I slept with didnt quite cover my shoulders or my feet
How the coldness touching my skin
Just matched the temperature
Inside my chest
and how
The side of my bed dipped from
Broken metal springs
Just like my bones
That felt close to dust
Because of the exhaustion
Dripping
Off of my being
How
the red numbers on my alarm clock were six minutes too far
From the present
and
How the metal rings on my right hand
Cut into
My skin
But not enough to break the surface
How the hours passed
And i did not blink
I could not look
Away
From the glowing stars I so oh
Deperately wanted to return to
To recycle myself into this earth
And maybe have a slight chance
Of giving back
Some
Of all that I have taken from it
If
It meant
I wouldnt be so tired
But I could be lying.
I could be.
What if I am?
If I told you I was, would you believe me?
Maybe not
Because only someone who has felt like that can put it into pretty words? So I musnt be lying?

As a tear rolled down my eye
I stopped to look around
For I had to say goodbye

This was the life I'd known
These were the boarders of my life
These four walls were what I called home

I'm starting a new chapter in my book
Going on a new adventure in life
No matter whats behind me, I musnt look

It doesn't do well to dwell on the past
Because even if we do look back
Our future is coming, and its coming fast.

While there was love, laughter, and sometimes anger
I hope that you'll never in my life be a stranger.

Solid's in the past.
I see it now.
This is it.
Too late.
Too afraid.
Too many doubts.

I musnt leave.
I accelerate.
No, No.
Too much anger.
Too much hate.

I am needed.
This isnt fate.
This isnt it...



I fall.
Not slowing down.
Eye to eye with heaven.
I hit the ground.

Taken over by god.
I open up.
Deafened by grief.
Misled by lust.

Blinded by shadows.
Your eyes I can refine.
Tears in yours.
Nothing in mine.

I warn the lost soul
On the desolate road-
For he musnt follow
The muse.

I speak ***** syllables
Of truth- for the muse
Wanders lost, seeks
Yet is never sought.

The muse is a femme fatale
An alluring temptress
Of the night

You Seek her  illusions
With unclear foresight

Little blue baby feet are crawling towards you and the door is shut
GOO GOO GAH GAHH
It ***** on your blood and shrinks your body down to a prune,
The feeding season musnt
Be disturbed

Has a governor and a white house

And a mayor of Los Angeles it musnt obstruct

Freedoms
Free speech must be heard
It may not be on the payroll

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kevin  8h
To what rights?
To what rights does a decision on anothers house purpose?

At which length is the decision of anothers plight a weighted scale?

That an america is homeless and ripe for the picking of worth?

Or as to why any lend voice to cause of
Life without a home

Maimoona Tahir  31m
Beautiful...a lil context would be appreciated tho

kevin  now
Doldrums?

Not a flattering term to be defined besides.

Yet the people, the mass of the ignorance they face

It is this period again

The head to head rebuttal and retort of not efforting progressively

The times are shared and the winners have had time to enjoy
Now the quality of people musnt falter in hilted loves quarrel

Here the isolation of narcissis becomes the French fountains deflating balloon ride of goldmoon

We are not the musketeers

Vocalize supervisions upon the subjugated traitors under taxed

Free speech musnt be disturbed

Drill sergeant inside deplorable federal official speed dials civil rights violations

The feasibility of a country to fund a contractual obligation is limited by the viability of the product.

From physics we use engineering in research and development to do cost analysis in manufacturing
That's textiles
Also confluence of opinion
That all waters cross and return to the original source requires not extracting more than is environmentally viable before harm of water

Water musnt experience harm in time
Velocity is graphed in this variable

A volume of poetry is best

End radio chatter of "homeless" civil rights violations you are committing and awaiting your criminal sentence

Attention to supervisors of California
That's a dept of justice file

Here is an example of helpful thoughts to correct stress induced reflex associates with impulse control of crowded neglect

The bystanders effects

Very important to develop these dialogues in our country
Extremely important!
One of our worst traits as a fluid body

"Cool identity boundaries without individuality" no free thoughts

Torn?

What it's like dating Agnes Varda
See!
She's tripped out fun

We weren't going out she'd tell me
Stop telling people that

Years later my lens dropped down gently from her tears

In investigative journalism of corruption you take the sun out of life accept life's good times where wasted on you and commit to never enjoy anything again, to be diligence is to be accurate, that's justice in a democracy

The original draft is writing

A judges name obstructs the line where his or her family grows a poppy flower, an opinion is a gallow

The trembly family of bishop Diego high school in Santa Barbara is involved in the letters of democracy defined by obstruction in the alliance and allowance of collection plate policy politics in camarillo
Being on the headlines of time and time again? Free will gone? Stuck with free association of fraud in legislated command of property?
Ignorance of the law is not an allowable excuse only if and when notice by postage cannot confirm free speech

80 East Hillcrest Dr suite 101
Read the report
Historical records

Rhonna Channing was a girlfriend of mine for over a decade waiting in church shelters and dinners for dignified liberty
Buddhas Umbrella was a poem that dazzled her

She was one of Irwin's constituent properties prior to becoming a billionaire

Multiple times in life the digits and total data in the database of Americans wasting away on the pavement in front of CVS fails the register, intentionally.

4000 gone in 2024

80 East Hillcrest Dr suite 101
Read the report
Historical records

Rhonna Channing was a girlfriend of mine for over a decade waiting in church shelters and dinners for dignified liberty
Buddhas Umbrella was a poem that dazzled her

She was one of Irwin's constituent properties prior to becoming a billionaire

Multiple times in life the digits and total data in the database of Americans wasting away on the pavement in front of CVS fails the register, intentionally.

4000 gone in 2024
#nytimes #latimes #washingtonpost #dailymirror #bbcnews #cagovernor #mayorofla #aoc #elizabethwarren #asmirwin

That's Julia brownley for lifetime security if Military?

Your only employee brownley on someone's staff

In between the letters of the law the life is lost
The voice not
The tax taken

Loss of indigent life is resignations oath in honor
As no requirement of separation nor identity wills a country the fund of singular progress is obvious in intent be it poorly founded or destroyed the nature of bodies musnt be held only surpassed in expectation and preparation by constitutional discussion resembling the reserve afforded by time.
As country is abundant so has shelter become abundant whereas neglect is calculated neglect has to be resent and replaced with abundant measure

No single bill as dollar wills forth s continents ability to sign and fold documents
Folded documents are agreeable law as freedom
Otherwise extreme contempt is heard in congressional legislation

Constitution as housing right
In our frames documents
Let it be carried in hand
That inadequate housing is means for a standardized structure
The weight of said document will come to the hand of every American or no American at all
Earned in the trust of democracy
The creation of letters and postage
According the furnitured house a comprehension of worth by construction of duty in allegiance

The empty template of our properties is not without cost in victory
Our reserves expect diplomacy from line to line in drafts yet our giving musnt be obstructed.

our giving musnt be obstructed.
#barackobama #rbreich #cagovernor #nytimes #latimes #washingtonpost #dailymirror #bbcnews #aoc #elizabethwarren

New York Post
In what was provided
And welcomed
To be unbound to life
Beneath wars

Squatters have been wreaking havoc in parts of Los Angeles, setting fires and even carrying out a random attack in a troubling rash of violence that has left residents frightened.

Titling the degenerate names of Fortune launching war upon humans without free speech
The cowardice in a traitors brilliance

Assembled homekey adjustment if record

In investigative journalism of corruption you take the sun out of life accept life's good times where wasted on you and commit to never enjoy anything again, to be diligence is to be accurate, that's justice in a democracy

The original draft is writing

A judges name obstructs the line where his or her family grows a poppy flower, an opinion is a gallow

The trembly family of bishop Diego high school in Santa Barbara is involved in the letters of democracy defined by obstruction in the alliance and allowance of collection plate policy politics in camarillo
Being on the headlines of time and time again? Free will gone? Stuck with free association of fraud in legislated command of property?
Ignorance of the law is not an allowable excuse only if and when notice by postage cannot confirm free speech

80 East Hillcrest Dr suite 101
Read the report
Historical records

Rhonna Channing was a girlfriend of mine for over a decade waiting in church shelters and dinners for dignified liberty
Buddhas Umbrella was a poem that dazzled her

She was one of Irwin's constituent properties prior to becoming a billionaire

Multiple times in life the digits and total data in the database of Americans wasting away on the pavement in front of CVS fails the register, intentionally.

4000 gone in 2024

80 East Hillcrest Dr suite 101
Read the report
Historical records

Rhonna Channing was a girlfriend of mine for over a decade waiting in church shelters and dinners for dignified liberty
Buddhas Umbrella was a poem that dazzled her

She was one of Irwin's constituent properties prior to becoming a billionaire

Multiple times in life the digits and total data in the database of Americans wasting away on the pavement in front of CVS fails the register, intentionally.

4000 gone in 2024
#nytimes #latimes #washingtonpost #dailymirror #bbcnews #cagovernor #mayorofla #aoc #elizabethwarren #asmirwin

That's Julia brownley for lifetime security if Military?

Your only employee brownley on someone's staff

In between the letters of the law the life is lost
The voice not
The tax taken

Loss of indigent life is resignations oath in honor
As no requirement of separation nor identity wills a country the fund of singular progress is obvious in intent be it poorly founded or destroyed the nature of bodies musnt be held only surpassed in expectation and preparation by constitutional discussion resembling the reserve afforded by time.
As country is abundant so has shelter become abundant whereas neglect is calculated neglect has to be resent and replaced with abundant measure

No single bill as dollar wills forth s continents ability to sign and fold documents
Folded documents are agreeable law as freedom
Otherwise extreme contempt is heard in congressional legislation
#repbrownley #aoc #elizabethwarren #kendalljenner #kimkardashian #cagovernor #mayorofla #nytimes #latimes #washingtonpost