"institutionalised" poems
The Rebel inside...
Imprisoned by an institutionalised conscious
Hear the Lion's roar inside,
It's the Rebel's clamour
Feel the prism of both...
and break free from this prison of ghosts
Be the Lion of course...
Be the Rebel of Cause
Be Rebellion (Rebel-lion)
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 2:42 AM UTC
I am no expert,
no expert at all
But when I am compelled
to write a poem
the compulsion comes
from a pure wish
to distil a thought,
to communicate,
to ride language ********
across the open spaces
of my brain
But you would lasso me,
corral me,
shut the barn doors on me
and the lowing, braying herd
for some self appointed *****
to cast judgement
So that the best possible outcome
is that I step on the faces of others
on my way to institutionalised,
establishment-approved freedom
Well,
**** you
and the horse
you wish you could have ridden in on.
May 31, 2012
May 31, 2012 at 4:22 PM UTC
I still deny the rules and social ties of citizen spies
that i televise by shouting chanted anthems into the sky
yet to comply with the codes of conduct i defy
as you synthesize the number and size
i am careful not to compromise the lost light within my eyes
my cold gaze reflective of your demise
and i
scrutinize them until they realize they're being penalized for the lies
until maggots monopolize your corpse through your cries
until pulled away by the hissing of shadowed flies that fly into the lost light in my eyes
until my pupils cauterize
locking you inside
institutionalised
and i
am imprisoned in a prism of realism
as anti social collisions have me pulling my soul through verbal incisions
seeping radioactive emissions
from the legions of religions
from the season of rhyme without reason
failure to pay darkened tuitions is now treason
as catastrophic cataclysms lock me away in my primal visions
my verbal inflictions as though holy missions to infuse friction
smashing through my divided contradictions and feeding my addictions
good riddance
Jul 5, 2012
Jul 5, 2012 at 10:45 PM UTC
I knew a girl in my school once who exchanged the water in her bottle for ***** to blur the sadness she felt inside, even if just for a moment.
I knew a boy who I fell in love with but instead of falling in love back he fell into bad habits to fill his empty, dark mind with colourful patterns.
I knew a girl who I became best friends with, she wrote horribly sad stories on her wrists because she couldn't afford pen or paper.
I knew a man once so heavily institutionalised that he'd rather put himself on his own death row then face the cruel world.
I knew a woman in my street, so lonely that she hugged a bottle of wine every night, temporarily comforting herself to sleep until the next morning.
I knew a man, so distant you could see space in his eyes if you looked close enough.
I know a girl. So within everyone that she can't see herself anymore. Blurred, empty, broke, trapped, lonely and distant she lays there, in her own thoughts, motionless, waiting for someone to know her.
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 11:05 AM UTC
Sick of having to compromise
My morals and beliefs
I’m sick of institutionalised
Corruption and deceit
Decisions, decisions; ‘it’s all fair’ you see
But ‘fair’ isn’t fair, between you and me.
No pain, no gain, earmarked again
But what else do you expect?
You’re a tiny fish in the shark’s domain
There’s no such thing as respect.
Word hard, lie harder, that’s the motto
Be the best act around
Tell them ‘there’s always tomorrow,’
‘Opportunity abound’
Decisions, decisions; ‘it’s all fair’ you see
But ‘fair’ is unfair, between you and me.
No pain, no gain, earmarked again
But what else do you expect?
You’re a tiny fish in the shark’s domain
There’s no such thing as respect.
Bite your tongue and swallow your pride
It’s all part of the game
They say ‘your turn will come in time’
But how long can I wait?
Delusions, Illusions; it’s not fair you see
Enough is enough, if you ask me.
No pain, no gain - walk out again
‘Cos what else do you expect?
Just a tiny fish in a shark’s domain
Life is too short for regrets.
Copyright ©2016-2017 KF
Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 3:19 PM UTC
A victim of selective segregation
A society of articulated differential synopsis
Weaponising religiosity with extreme hypocrisy
Aided by the water drinking ****** perfectionist
Who bath their illusion with institutionalised pride
They force the common man,to trade his superiority for their overpriced inferiority
Until they were embedded in a caste of self pitying and planned rejection
Just like a self updated software..
They were condemned by the same society,in which they worked so hard to satisfy
They only had a scratch,but the hatred drive it to a wound
They became rotten,spoilt to the outside world
They were tagged unhealthy not acceptable in any form for human consumption
Discarded and thrown away and left to rotten to death
They were filled with hatred ,frustrated,and ***** by love
Like a condemn prisoner who found himself in siberia for a minor case
They were locked up in a depression gown
So death became the only way,the only liberation from the eternal suffering
The deluded hypocritical society celebrated that with a visible stunt
And the cycle continues
AYANFE
suicide is never a solution,just a passage to eternal suffering
Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 7:40 PM UTC
There's a quiet tick tick
Tick tock
There's a quiet sound of cars in the distance
The air is warm but there's a slight breeze through the window that is refreshingly cooling
I can feel it on my thigh
I've got one eye closed as I squint at my phone and write this poem
Is it a poem? What is a poem?
I feel like a fake
A plastic poet
Making it up as he goes along
Wanting to write a good poem instead of just writing ...
Anything
What's happening now?
I tried to write a poem about my Dad being a conservative, about coming from a farming family, and about doing things rather than talking about them.
I just rolled over on my couch
I don't always think about what I'm doing
I like to think I'm doing something
Sometimes I'm just trying to do the right thing
Sometimes I'm just trying to be seen to do the right thing
Sometimes I just want to indulge myself in the profits of my labour
Money
I'm skint
I'm not skint
I could be skint if things go a certain way in the near future
I'm scared of being skint
But I don't want to go back to doing the things that I was doing
I don't want to be dragged down again
****** in again
Institutionalised
I don't want to trust people and then get ******* over
I want to be free
To make my own decisions
And walk away if I don't like it
I wonder if Adele will call
I like Adele
She reminded me of my good points again
After Paula
Letting go
It scares me a bit to think whether I actually would have killed myself back then
No matter now - it seems so long ago
When I needed someone to make me feel good
It's inly been about six months
It's not long
I've changed a lot
I hope that it's for the best
At least I don't cry every day I'm without my kids now
At least Adele is my friend
Do I wish she was my girlfriend?
Or do I just like being respected and liked?
I like being liked
I think that's why I write
It's probably why I'm setting up my charity
It's definitely why I post what I'm doing on Facebook
I'm tired now
This poem is getting too long for the 3 mins
Is it a poem?
God knows
I need to sleep ***
Tick
Tock
Buzzzzzzzz...zzz..
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 5:24 PM UTC
Did it hurt when you died
or did you not notice
Only, we missed the countdown and so we fell
out of
sync
The beginning was a false start
Chattel hurriedly march onward to their demise
Maniacal laughter from the radio chatter
and the afterthought master, pulled strings faster
Cloning programs in the desert
Phone record credit
(your birth certificate is just a receipt)
This year, the year of somebodies lord
many facts come forward
many facets of the reward scheme
of institutionalised regimes
Your terrorist masters in the government houses
mastermind crises or create all these lifeless..
Sing it two times for the slaves in the system
and their families that miss them
The Queen's Christmas manifesto
Ghost written in a conference in Austria
This is your controlled system
But you'll try not to listen
Unless there's a fire beat, something to make you move your feet
Unholy march of the lonely,
Masquerade of the only...
...and when the end finally rears, when the years stop, drop
pop and lock
We'll be dancing
and the lights will be dimmed
Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 3:05 PM UTC
I have prided myself
on my piece of mind
sure in my head
that my thoughts were mine
but brought up in a prison
with the walls ill-defined
didnt need to be in jail
to be institutionalised
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 10:12 PM UTC
maybe the institution of marriage
institutionalised
is the bedrock of the family of Humankind
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 3:30 PM UTC
not enough casual bites to take up
a body for institutionalised continuance
and rear children and
whatever you think that means about youth's
joy of touching more than just
steering wheels and hammers
and photographs and joysticks.
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 9:07 AM UTC