"happed" poems - Hello Poetry

I'm not good at being your friend. I was so sure that I loved you in the most complete way possible, I wouldn't have even begrudged you if you liked someone else. It wasn't in my interest to covet you. But then things happed... ...as they do. And I tried my best feel they way I did at first. But I cant. Because things happened. I try to treat you like I used to but I begrudge you half the time I think of you I think of ways to break up with you woops.

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Sep 8, 2013

Sep 8, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC

picket-fences

Circles

I'm not good at being your friend. I was so sure that I loved you in the most complete way possible, I wouldn't have even begrudged you if you liked someone else. It wasn't in my interest to covet you. But then things happed... ...as they do. And I tried my best feel they way I did at first. But I cant. Because things happened. I try to treat you like I used to but I begrudge you half the time I think of you I think of ways to break up with you woops.

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Why are you doing this to me? What did I ever do to you? Is it my fault that I look like the perfect victim? Why are you saying such mean things? I just sat down right next to my best friend on this hot and sweaty bus Then you start I never even met you before nor have I ever saw you You arne't teasing me but something else it's not bullying it only happed today Why? the other day the vice principal stepped on my toe As if I was invisible Why am I not invisible to you? No one ever told me middle school would ever be like this once you escape an obstacle another one will come flying towards you whether or not you are prepared Why do people laugh with you? What did I do to you? I just minded my own business and yet you hurt me with such horrible words Why?

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Oct 5, 2018

Oct 5, 2018 at 4:28 PM UTC

j281

Why

Why are you doing this to me? What did I ever do to you? Is it my fault that I look like the perfect victim? Why are you saying such mean things? I just sat down right next to my best friend on this hot and sweaty bus Then you start I never even met you before nor have I ever saw you You arne't teasing me but something else it's not bullying it only happed today Why? the other day the vice principal stepped on my toe As if I was invisible Why am I not invisible to you? No one ever told me middle school would ever be like this once you escape an obstacle another one will come flying towards you whether or not you are prepared Why do people laugh with you? What did I do to you? I just minded my own business and yet you hurt me with such horrible words Why?

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I’m defeated. Insomnia wraps its hold on me, making sure I’m aware of just how trapping its grasp is. This is another continuous replay of how I live in the home in my mind. I want to evict, run for the hill but like the hideous demons that slave me, my thoughts are one of them. I knew it was wrong. I wanted to stop, look away, go back. I wanted to do anything but what I’m doing right now. I’m not. I am doing this. no, I did this. moments pass feeling more and more like years looped around. there is a sensory overload, then silence. however, I open my eyes and all I hear now is screams. tears drop. I internally feel the battle repeating. two tears drop, three tears drop, the screams cease to stop. the screams are mine. I gasp for air in what feels like centuries later hoping what I did, what happed was a dream. it wasn't. it was all just too surreal.

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May 25, 2019

May 25, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC

sierragautschi

it should have been different

I’m defeated. Insomnia wraps its hold on me, making sure I’m aware of just how trapping its grasp is. This is another continuous replay of how I live in the home in my mind. I want to evict, run for the hill but like the hideous demons that slave me, my thoughts are one of them. I knew it was wrong. I wanted to stop, look away, go back. I wanted to do anything but what I’m doing right now. I’m not. I am doing this. no, I did this. moments pass feeling more and more like years looped around. there is a sensory overload, then silence. however, I open my eyes and all I hear now is screams. tears drop. I internally feel the battle repeating. two tears drop, three tears drop, the screams cease to stop. the screams are mine. I gasp for air in what feels like centuries later hoping what I did, what happed was a dream. it wasn't. it was all just too surreal.

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Setting out in my destiny To revisit me in my hopes Seek out where I began In empty lanes How strange a life is With madness of its own Set my heart on my head Hoping to hold me Raising towards a road Where ghosts of faces will merge Left behind horrors of my lost Mentioning me of my burnt up care Happed without any hint Leaned towards me To guide me through with a torch of presence Pledging it never will forlorn Until a flesh appeared in hallucination Where everything dissolved Desiring me to desire my left over For I was the mean to myself alone While reason collided with my heart I affectionately held it in my arms Everything ceased to be Here, I embraced myself with my union And I called upon me To rival my own worst pieces Since every other halted I witness myself in my rivalry Recollecting bits and pieces Unity, bond, affiliation Reconciliation with my negated stay Said my soul and my name; and I listened All of me was freed Within freedom persisted my essence Longing to be held While everything deserted I answered the questions By lifting veils-To set apart my bitterness Screening it with my soul, my heart I heard voices of my attributes that I long forgotten With my beaming eyes From mirror of my existence I encircled myself In all directions by the wisdom of mysterious

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Nov 4, 2014

Nov 4, 2014 at 6:08 PM UTC

Maavi

Setting out in my destiny

Setting out in my destiny To revisit me in my hopes Seek out where I began In empty lanes How strange a life is With madness of its own Set my heart on my head Hoping to hold me Raising towards a road Where ghosts of faces will merge Left behind horrors of my lost Mentioning me of my burnt up care Happed without any hint Leaned towards me To guide me through with a torch of presence Pledging it never will forlorn Until a flesh appeared in hallucination Where everything dissolved Desiring me to desire my left over For I was the mean to myself alone While reason collided with my heart I affectionately held it in my arms Everything ceased to be Here, I embraced myself with my union And I called upon me To rival my own worst pieces Since every other halted I witness myself in my rivalry Recollecting bits and pieces Unity, bond, affiliation Reconciliation with my negated stay Said my soul and my name; and I listened All of me was freed Within freedom persisted my essence Longing to be held While everything deserted I answered the questions By lifting veils-To set apart my bitterness Screening it with my soul, my heart I heard voices of my attributes that I long forgotten With my beaming eyes From mirror of my existence I encircled myself In all directions by the wisdom of mysterious

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I woke up staring at a blank wall I used to wake up to good mornings now there is nothing but silence I see you in the hallways but with no conversation there used to be affection now there is just silence we used to hold hands and kiss now there is empty hands and broken hearts I walk alone I keep my head down pretend nothing happed yet there is not a day when I don't think of you I am hollow like the hospital wings at night and the rooms are memories that I can't bare to look into crippling and hollow its just silence now

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Jul 5, 2017

Jul 5, 2017 at 9:27 AM UTC

Rosemaryclair

Silence

I woke up staring at a blank wall I used to wake up to good mornings now there is nothing but silence I see you in the hallways but with no conversation there used to be affection now there is just silence we used to hold hands and kiss now there is empty hands and broken hearts I walk alone I keep my head down pretend nothing happed yet there is not a day when I don't think of you I am hollow like the hospital wings at night and the rooms are memories that I can't bare to look into crippling and hollow its just silence now

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¤¤¤ Stars fall like angels Unseeing Eyes drop crystaline tears And they wonder of the cosmos, What happed to hope? It simply fell at their feet And they walked all over it. ¤¤¤

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Nov 26, 2017

Nov 26, 2017 at 12:01 AM UTC

sylkie-smoothie

Falling

¤¤¤ Stars fall like angels Unseeing Eyes drop crystaline tears And they wonder of the cosmos, What happed to hope? It simply fell at their feet And they walked all over it. ¤¤¤

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