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"handyman" poems
You are the practicality that keeps me grounded; I am the spontaneity that drags you along. You are the reason to my irrationality; I am the tumult to your calm. You are the answer to my questions; I am the words to your quiet deeds. You are the engineer I cherish; I am the bookworm you esteem. You are the chef I rate as top; I am the baker you adore. You are the handyman I can count on; I am the seamstress you prefer. They say opposites attract, and it seems that might be true. Like two pieces from the puzzles we both love, We fit together seamlessly. To be cliche, you complete me, But in ways I never knew weren't whole.
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Apr 3, 2011
Apr 3, 2011 at 8:34 PM UTC
antonyms and synonyms
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 2:43 AM UTC
You Sir, Are An Electrician!
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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365Nectar #46 The High Priestess of Soul Fri. November 8, 2013 10:38 P.M. Deep in the distance dancing upon the horizon a deeply distinctive voice defies definition bending genres to her will clearly breaking boundaries an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Little Girl Blue lettin' it all out with a wild as the wind Sinner man just tryin' to feel good absolutely refusing to be misunderstood a strong-willed priestess turns tempermental tunes into blazing beautiful harmony putting a revolutionary spell on you belting emotional songs of freedom and spirit Peace of Heart Nectar of Truth just in time to do what you do... an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues. Born to a preacher handyman and housemaid minister a gospel pop fusion diva emerges from the Glory of Love a strange volatile fruit blossoms into young, gifted, and Black spitting storms of spiritually smoldering Black Gold from a silky soul that scorches the earth an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Masterfully mesmerizing Black rock Blood and Candlesmoke a fiery flow of tangy, tantalizing and titillating under a fog of duality genius bears two heads vibrant and intricate a saucy songstress swings with passion and honesty an empowered diva breaks down and let's it all out just energetic expressive jazz injected with well composed folklore live at Ronnie Scotts an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues From Newport to Baltimore an exiled priestess feeds forbidden fruit and hypnotizes the masses with tantalizing love me or leave me alone torch songs a powerful Four Women high on Lilac Wine blush from Broadway Blues Ballads in Baltimore See-line woman goes to hell to save Little Liza Jane and shelters in Barbados Cotton-eyed Joe feeds Brown Baby controversy behind Blue Prelude Did it move you? Yeah... Hell yeah.. it moved me too! Mr. Bojangles wave bye bye to a Blackbird in chilly winds that don't blow while willows weep something seemingly symbolic of soothing to an African mailman in Central Park and an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues The High Priestess of Soul caged but still singing shivering sensations from stubborn sweetness under sweet strings that sharply spill and scatter strength to the sorrowful that daily dine and devour silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 11:51 AM UTC
The High Priestess of Soul
365Nectar #46 The High Priestess of Soul Fri. November 8, 2013 10:38 P.M. Deep in the distance dancing upon the horizon a deeply distinctive voice defies definition bending genres to her will clearly breaking boundaries an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Little Girl Blue lettin' it all out with a wild as the wind Sinner man just tryin' to feel good absolutely refusing to be misunderstood a strong-willed priestess turns tempermental tunes into blazing beautiful harmony putting a revolutionary spell on you belting emotional songs of freedom and spirit Peace of Heart Nectar of Truth just in time to do what you do... an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues. Born to a preacher handyman and housemaid minister a gospel pop fusion diva emerges from the Glory of Love a strange volatile fruit blossoms into young, gifted, and Black spitting storms of spiritually smoldering Black Gold from a silky soul that scorches the earth an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Masterfully mesmerizing Black rock Blood and Candlesmoke a fiery flow of tangy, tantalizing and titillating under a fog of duality genius bears two heads vibrant and intricate a saucy songstress swings with passion and honesty an empowered diva breaks down and let's it all out just energetic expressive jazz injected with well composed folklore live at Ronnie Scotts an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues From Newport to Baltimore an exiled priestess feeds forbidden fruit and hypnotizes the masses with tantalizing love me or leave me alone torch songs a powerful Four Women high on Lilac Wine blush from Broadway Blues Ballads in Baltimore See-line woman goes to hell to save Little Liza Jane and shelters in Barbados Cotton-eyed Joe feeds Brown Baby controversy behind Blue Prelude Did it move you? Yeah... Hell yeah.. it moved me too! Mr. Bojangles wave bye bye to a Blackbird in chilly winds that don't blow while willows weep something seemingly symbolic of soothing to an African mailman in Central Park and an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues The High Priestess of Soul caged but still singing shivering sensations from stubborn sweetness under sweet strings that sharply spill and scatter strength to the sorrowful that daily dine and devour silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues.
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First Kiss (Manchester to Miami) Rachel was a 19 year old student who attended the Royal Northern College of Music, located in Manchester UK. Manchester was considered the arts, media, higher education and commerce mecca of north central England. Bordered by the Cheshire plain to the south, and the Pennines mountain range to the north and east. The famous River Mersey ran along the southern side of Manchester. Rachel was packing for winter holiday with some of her classmates, to the warm beaches of Miami Florida, for a week long stay in the sun, far from the often dreary weather that settled over the UK this time of year. Not only was Rachel looking forward to the warm weather and sunny skies but she was looking forward to meeting up with Daniel. Daniel was a 40 something musician, beach bartender, handyman, who lived just outside of Miami. They had met on a poetry website seven months prior, and had established a warm friendship. They communicated almost daily threw emails, chat sites and through poetry exchanges. Their friendship had become more romantic in the last month or so, talking that silly love talk that new lovers used, and Rachel finished off every meeting with the initials AKTY at the end. AKTY stood for angel kisses to you, as Daniel liked to refer to her as his angel. they both were very excited about the chance to see each other, face to face. Rachel knew that the majority of Daniels poetry was slanted toward the romance side, and she knew from their conversations that he seemed to be educated, gentle and romantic. She was, they were, both looking forward to spending an evening together, holding hands,caressing each other, looking into each others eyes, and..... that first kiss. Kiss kiss kiss kiss hard rock guitars, lights and smoke Kiss, that first kiss, this is what, loves all about kiss, your sweet kiss, makes me go crazy, scream and shout your kiss, that angel kiss, can't live with out it, you drive me mad one kiss, just one kiss, from your sweet lips, blows my mind real bad don't know how I got by before you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you you know i've been crazy, I've gone crazy, just can't get enuff, of you sweet baby dreaming, got me dreaming, every night baby, I don't mean maybe every kiss, like your first kiss, sets me ablaze, you know it takes me higher another kiss, I want another kiss, turn the flames up like a funeral pyre don't wanna try to get along without you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you been waiting for that first kiss Gomer LePoet
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Apr 12, 2010
Apr 12, 2010 at 8:58 PM UTC
First Kiss (Act I -Manchester to Miami) A Rock Opera
First Kiss (Manchester to Miami) Rachel was a 19 year old student who attended the Royal Northern College of Music, located in Manchester UK. Manchester was considered the arts, media, higher education and commerce mecca of north central England. Bordered by the Cheshire plain to the south, and the Pennines mountain range to the north and east. The famous River Mersey ran along the southern side of Manchester. Rachel was packing for winter holiday with some of her classmates, to the warm beaches of Miami Florida, for a week long stay in the sun, far from the often dreary weather that settled over the UK this time of year. Not only was Rachel looking forward to the warm weather and sunny skies but she was looking forward to meeting up with Daniel. Daniel was a 40 something musician, beach bartender, handyman, who lived just outside of Miami. They had met on a poetry website seven months prior, and had established a warm friendship. They communicated almost daily threw emails, chat sites and through poetry exchanges. Their friendship had become more romantic in the last month or so, talking that silly love talk that new lovers used, and Rachel finished off every meeting with the initials AKTY at the end. AKTY stood for angel kisses to you, as Daniel liked to refer to her as his angel. they both were very excited about the chance to see each other, face to face. Rachel knew that the majority of Daniels poetry was slanted toward the romance side, and she knew from their conversations that he seemed to be educated, gentle and romantic. She was, they were, both looking forward to spending an evening together, holding hands,caressing each other, looking into each others eyes, and..... that first kiss. Kiss kiss kiss kiss hard rock guitars, lights and smoke Kiss, that first kiss, this is what, loves all about kiss, your sweet kiss, makes me go crazy, scream and shout your kiss, that angel kiss, can't live with out it, you drive me mad one kiss, just one kiss, from your sweet lips, blows my mind real bad don't know how I got by before you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you you know i've been crazy, I've gone crazy, just can't get enuff, of you sweet baby dreaming, got me dreaming, every night baby, I don't mean maybe every kiss, like your first kiss, sets me ablaze, you know it takes me higher another kiss, I want another kiss, turn the flames up like a funeral pyre don't wanna try to get along without you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you been waiting for that first kiss Gomer LePoet
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Where the grapes you eat are red and green But the ones you draw are purple Where you love your parents with all of your heart But pretend you’re an orphan when you play with friends Where the monsters that lurk in closets and under beds Can be destroyed by the light of day Where a stinging, aching cut or bruise Can be healed by a kiss Where a girl can transform into a fairy princess By slipping on a voluminous pink tutu Where a boy becomes a conquering hero By arming himself with an intimidating roll of wrapping paper Where a slightly unkempt yard Becomes a jungle full of tigers and serpents Where an in ground pool Becomes an ocean whose depths must be explored Where winter Is a season for snowmen and presents Where summer Is a season for ice cream and beaches Where Mommy Is the best chef, nurse, and storyteller Where Daddy Is the great protector, hug giver, and handyman Where science has no bearing Because rainbows and lightning come from magic Where logic doesn’t make sense Because the powers of love and fantasy are illogical And there is no place for suffering Because pain is overshadowed by innocence
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Feb 26, 2012
Feb 26, 2012 at 7:01 PM UTC
The Innocence of Youth
You can hire me for whatever I'll fix your broken heart Repair the plumbing within its walls Repair the wholes in it I'll do it all for free You can hire me to kiss you To hold you And I'll never charge you anything As long as you tell me you love me And I'm able to love you With a love even a god himself Cannot buy with anything I'm your free handyman I'll do whatever you want Give you what you need Even if I don't have the power to do that I will try anyways Ti amo con tutto il mio cuore
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 9:10 PM UTC
I'm Your Free Handyman
I just started my new job As the handyman in the land of OZ Seems things haven't been going the same Since the Wizard up and left that day First off is that house from Kansas The one that fell on the Witch of the East There's no way the Munchkins can move it So we're going to renovate it right there on the side of the street And turn it into a Bed & Breakfast Where all the Good Witches can relax and stay Then they all won't be so apt to Commandeer a sphere and float away After that I'll need to buy some silver paint As the Tin Man is looking rather dull these days And while I'm at it might as well, some yellow and green To give the road and OZ a brand new sheen And since the Witch of the West has been put to rest I have all the Flying Monkey helpers I can use As my professional skills will be put to the test Giving her dingy castle a good ole OZ spruce I wonder why they've never had someone before Oh yea, I've also gotta fix that Knocker on the front door There are so many things that need to be done Me being the new Handy Man in the land of OZ
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 6:58 AM UTC
The Handyman of OZ
As I have grown to understand Most everything can be fixed with       a little duct tape and minimal effort while               S                c               a                r               s           never fade to those                 scarred by time; unforgiving    are the years that forbid such                      (memory lapses)       to look upon   unblemished skin and see                                          ******        wreckage                                                               since faded to                                                               white ribbons like smoke
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Oct 14, 2011
Oct 14, 2011 at 7:00 PM UTC
Handyman
Open up to me, he says But inside there is nothing but void Feel a little, he says Little does he know Every word that spills from his mouth Injects itself into my blood The anesthetic that numbs my soul Listen to me, he yells But all I hear is noise. They want to fix me Want to hammer out the perfect girl To fit into their crumbling little world -- a doll to beautify their cemetery their collection of hollowed out bodies. I may be empty but I’ve already been a token Too many times. Let me fix you, they say. But all they do is break me. Take more from me. Let me fix you, they say. Never once did they ask to heal me. Try to glue me back together. I’m already open. But I was broken into. Robbed. Shattered Hammered. Invaded. I’m already open But you don’t like what you see I guess it’s not pretty to watch me bleed. I’m already open. But you don’t like what you’ve found. ******* away the pain won’t do no good, So put me back down. Inject me with your silent poison and Put Me Down. -lf-
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 1:31 AM UTC
You're Not a Handyman
Flipped through my comic And there I eyed Free ride on the batman slide Got so pumped I nearly cried Got so pumped I nearly cried Took my ticket Drove to the fair Let the wind breeze through my hair Kind of cold but I don't care Kind of cold but I don't care There it was Past flume log Was it worth this sudden slog? Chomping on my chili dog Chomping on my chili dog Gave the ticket Crawled on in Beaming with a goofy grin Taking this ride for a spin Taking this ride for a spin I slid down Then I barfed! Losing all my debonair Chili splattered everywhere Chili splattered everywhere Off to ride Carousel Handyman would come with broom Walking past the scary flume Walking past the scary flume
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 1:01 PM UTC
Free Ride on the Batman Slide
Here is your handyman, to fix your heart And each and every feeling ,which is broken apart Caused by desolation ,and intense amount of pain Now I'll help you stop,thy tears of rain You don't need to tell, how broken you are I can feel your pain,without seeing thy scar Just free away your soul, and let it have a say The pain it dwelled inside,for someone to hay Now I am here for you,to free you from the ails To give you all my love,and extract your gloomy wails So come cuddle with me,inside the blanket of safeness So that I can kiss your forehead ,and take away thy stress...
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
**Your Handyman**
I feel like a tool, A pen, knife or wrench, Applied for her will, Twisted to her gain, But I tell you now,     wing turned black, **I will not let you use me,     never again will you torque me,     never again will I bend to your will.** So you know,     for a handyman,     you don’t know a hammer from a nail.
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 1:57 AM UTC
Concrete Cracks, Woods Splits
Lacrimal ducts clogged. I am Broken in the most fundamental way. Catharsis ineffective, Insufficient. Insufficient. Perfect word to describe everything. If only there were a handyman to unclog my lacrimal ducts my soul my cranium
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
Tears
Whining about slushie stains, broken shoe strings, a cloudy tan date, a blender of crushed molding fruit and a couple of misplaced coupons dusty under the bookcase I listen, I stay. I know I know-so awful, so unfair Tuesday the tongue red Toms squished into the slip n' slide of a slow-paced coat on the run, splashing in the surprise and disgust but mostly drowning in the wrong point I listen, I stay. I know I know-so foul, so raw The pipes ooze liquid, weeping for a fix but the handyman's calloused fingertips were fired for not fitting the bill, mending the rip or driving the speed limit I listen, I stay. I know I know-so frustrating, so disappointing Saturday's overlap into Sunday was cramming lyrics and auto corrected notes into the bloated edge of a clicking lens snapping away, capturing a frenzy of wild memories and ibuprofen pills I listen, I stay. I know I know- so entertaining, so amusing Begging for top shelf truth, knee stretching for flexibility, pen scratching for a road deeper inland, holding, yearning for a meaningful entry to meaningfully look back on I listen, I stay. I know I know- so vanished, so fragmented Each night, the muffled light bulb all tucked into bed shamelessly stares crooked at the nightmares of an exhausted headboard wishing only to shed comfort instead of light I listen, I stay. I know I know- so sorry, so sorry, so sorry I can't be more for you
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May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 7:32 PM UTC
Journal Sympathy
A decent man in this world alone DrIfting, dreaming about going home Disappeared years ago, down the road Mental illness, carried heavy load Wandering daily from town to state A handyman for hunger to slate This man in it's grip, the devils brew Loveless traveler no goals, no clue Well trodden shoes worn to a shred Shabby garments hanging like lead No coat, no bag, had nothing left His numbed out mind wholly bereft An upstanding man once clean shaven Matted hair and beard, no offered haven To hunger and thirst in this sad way Calculated risk leaving that day To acknowledge failure, too **** proud Never to return he boldly vowed His people and love, no mail, no call Family wondering if he lives at all Lifes loneliest soul, filled with self hate Reshaping existence, now too late Loved ones lost an incredible man Need to pray and move on, if they can
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 4:45 PM UTC
Ode to Billy
is very handy, so now i have another egg cutter, coffee grinder, he brings old things for me, mends old things for me, generally repairs and sweeps, the lower terrace. ask him anything, he will discuss, pleasantly. resourceful is a word i can spell, i tell you there are a few things i cannot, do. so i have the handyman come. also have a windowcleaner. he did not come, yesterday sbm.
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 1:23 AM UTC
the handy man
I feel like a tool, A pen, knife or wrench, Applied for her will, Twisted to her gain, But I tell you now, wing turned black, **I will not let you use me, never again will you torque me, never again will I bend to your will.** So you know, for a handyman, you don’t know a hammer from a nail. -June 15th 2013
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Jul 20, 2013
Jul 20, 2013 at 4:22 AM UTC
Concrete Cracks, Wood Splits
Covered in plaster dust, I stumble out coughing, and laughing you wipe the white and dirt from around my eyes and fail to be stern i’m supposed to leave these things to the professionals not a google search and my bare hands once, i plastered and painted a bedroom wall for a ********* i was living with and now i think i am a handyman genius then i whine for hours at the cuts on my fingers the soreness between my shoulders you roll your eyes and run a bath and tease me when i still pick up the cat eventually we have to hire someone to repair what years and lack of life (and my mistakes) have done to this old house we sit on the porch with beer no longer afraid of it caving underneath us we wake, curled around each other and the blanket we dragged outside the hungry cat pawing at our hair you are bathed in the glow of the early sun i clutch your sleeves and i am grateful
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Sep 5, 2013
Sep 5, 2013 at 10:49 PM UTC
Untitled
Realisations of common knowledge lurk around us like shadows in the darkness. Don’t close your eyes. Don’t turn around. Don’t turn a corner too quickly. It’s just the wind. It’s not the same car. It’s too big of a city to find you. Dear authorities, what are you doing to help? People from generations before mine have raised their children to be hateful. They have taught them that if they don’t feel like respecting people, they shouldn’t and won’t. I’m sure you’ve guessed this next one, but they’ve let their children get away with a smack here and a smack there to those who don’t obey their every demand – and even to those who do. But I am not the only one. I am not the only unlucky punching bag to experience the hatred of someone much older, more mature, wiser and certainly, not just a kid. Is that it? Is that why you let him go? I was four when it started and fifteen when it ended. To you, that’s a child. Children don’t know much, do they. Dear authorities, that’s where you’re wrong. I was four when it started and if you think it stopped at fifteen when my abuser walked out, think again. It never fully stops, not yet. I am nearly twenty years old and I still flinch if someone holds out their hand for a handshake or raises their voice just a notch because they’re a little out of earshot and I needed them to repeat. Dear authorities, I can’t live because you won’t let me. Oh, you like Budwiser? Corner Gas, the T.V. show? Do I smell steak? Potatoes baked on the BBQ? You need a plumber? Handyman? Oh look, you’re wearing red. Do you think I appreciate being reminded by the stupidest things, that my abuser is out there? Why is that? Could it possibly be because nobody has bothered giving the man any possible discipline? Dear authorities, I’m tired of being told, “it’ll be okay, it’s not that bad.” People after people have continuously told me to go talk to someone. I’ve seen multiple counsellors, doctors, talked to teachers, specialists, friends and family. But what are you doing to help? I moved away from my mother and siblings, in fear. Fear, because every time we moved anywhere the lawyer told us we had to give our address to the abuser. We could not deny him access to us, we could not cut off communication with him. I had to leave, as an attempt to protect myself and hide in a big city with lots of people and hopefully I could blend in. Dear authorities, you have failed me. Stop telling me things will be okay, when he is out there and things only seem to matter when a death occurs. Dear authorities, Dear authorities… Dear me, you’re not dead so authorities don’t care.
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Apr 3, 2017
Apr 3, 2017 at 4:00 PM UTC
dear authorities || 03/04/'17
Realisations of common knowledge lurk around us like shadows in the darkness. Don’t close your eyes. Don’t turn around. Don’t turn a corner too quickly. It’s just the wind. It’s not the same car. It’s too big of a city to find you. Dear authorities, what are you doing to help? People from generations before mine have raised their children to be hateful. They have taught them that if they don’t feel like respecting people, they shouldn’t and won’t. I’m sure you’ve guessed this next one, but they’ve let their children get away with a smack here and a smack there to those who don’t obey their every demand – and even to those who do. But I am not the only one. I am not the only unlucky punching bag to experience the hatred of someone much older, more mature, wiser and certainly, not just a kid. Is that it? Is that why you let him go? I was four when it started and fifteen when it ended. To you, that’s a child. Children don’t know much, do they. Dear authorities, that’s where you’re wrong. I was four when it started and if you think it stopped at fifteen when my abuser walked out, think again. It never fully stops, not yet. I am nearly twenty years old and I still flinch if someone holds out their hand for a handshake or raises their voice just a notch because they’re a little out of earshot and I needed them to repeat. Dear authorities, I can’t live because you won’t let me. Oh, you like Budwiser? Corner Gas, the T.V. show? Do I smell steak? Potatoes baked on the BBQ? You need a plumber? Handyman? Oh look, you’re wearing red. Do you think I appreciate being reminded by the stupidest things, that my abuser is out there? Why is that? Could it possibly be because nobody has bothered giving the man any possible discipline? Dear authorities, I’m tired of being told, “it’ll be okay, it’s not that bad.” People after people have continuously told me to go talk to someone. I’ve seen multiple counsellors, doctors, talked to teachers, specialists, friends and family. But what are you doing to help? I moved away from my mother and siblings, in fear. Fear, because every time we moved anywhere the lawyer told us we had to give our address to the abuser. We could not deny him access to us, we could not cut off communication with him. I had to leave, as an attempt to protect myself and hide in a big city with lots of people and hopefully I could blend in. Dear authorities, you have failed me. Stop telling me things will be okay, when he is out there and things only seem to matter when a death occurs. Dear authorities, Dear authorities… Dear me, you’re not dead so authorities don’t care.
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*The art we make. Child of our imagination. Looking back at us.* The farmer let us into his old Storehouse. Where food and Goods had been stacked and hanging Centuries ago, there were piles of Rubble and memorabilia. Half drunk and inspired, we filled A bag with old objects. Brass scales, Leather blacksmith protective glasses, Razor blades and what not. "Guess were going steampunk," you Concluded, and I agreed. We spoke briefly of bats, and Retreated. Back home, the fire was still Going. You sat down with your Drink on the floor, arranging objects Onto the canvas. Bronze spray paint and A sharper eye for detail than I ever Had. You nearly forgot to drink your Wine, and apart from my applying some Sealing foam and other handyman Touches, it was all your creation. I helped you to your feet -glass in hand- And you stood there with a paint stained Finger on your chin. Pensive; still working. A part of me stumbled slightly deeper in Love with you there, another took your Picture in my mind, my eyes blinking Like the lense of a camera, before you Tilted your head against my shoulder, Eyes not leaving the work in progress. *"Don't you just love it? The art we make. Child of our imagination. Looking back at us."*
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 1:58 PM UTC
We Spoke Briefly of Bats, and Retreated
I've put a lot of it together over the years Tables, cupboards, display cabinets Not been a problem IKEA specials Get them home and a few hours later A work of art Until this last week I work part time as the handyman in a large office complex Got a call "can you come in for a few hours" Not a problem!!!! Can you assemble those desks Those cupboards Those six foot storage units Easy, done this so many times before Opened the boxes All the instructions were in French Trying to follow line drawings Cam locks, cam spindles, nuts, bolts, screws Honor was on the line Failure not an option 11 million pieces later and all was complete And 755 pounds going into my bank account It wasn't 11 million pieces but it sure felt like it
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Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC
Flat Pack Furniture
I guess you wouldn't see this everyday A 43 year old man writing in a diary But hell what other choice do I have See a shrink Talk my problems out So I'll give you the details My names Karl 43 yrs old Divorced 5 times 7 children I barely get to see Kids mothers think I have manic depression Judges took my supervised visitation rights away Because I had a mental breakdown Ended up in the psych-ward for a month I'm working three jobs Little Ceasers, Raising Canes, and a handyman I'm living in my moms basement Paying rent out the *** Even though I'm barely here You tell me if I've had it rough My dad drank himself to death Beating my mother and me My older brother died during service My younger sister is a crack fiend And I've spent more money on her To stay in rehab than I have on clothes For both me and my kids I've been recently cutting I saw my oldest do it When I confronted him He said it relieved the pain He was right Still feels wrong I just wonder when enough is enough When you finally give up I've been a devoted Christian Yet I've never seen the end of it The constant pain The endless torture of reality Hell would be my heaven right now I have no friends I don't have a single clue Where my life went to But I'm sure it's heading nowhere fast Thought about ending it But the picture of me and my kids Always seems to stop me cold I just wish I could say I'm sorry That I wish I could be a better father A more devoted husband But how can I do any of that When the woman I've been with Only wanted my wallet more than my heart I don't even remember the smell of cologne I guess I'm just rambling But how old do you need to be To die from a broken heart
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Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 3:25 AM UTC
Diary of Broken Souls (Karl's Story)
I guess you wouldn't see this everyday A 43 year old man writing in a diary But hell what other choice do I have See a shrink Talk my problems out So I'll give you the details My names Karl 43 yrs old Divorced 5 times 7 children I barely get to see Kids mothers think I have manic depression Judges took my supervised visitation rights away Because I had a mental breakdown Ended up in the psych-ward for a month I'm working three jobs Little Ceasers, Raising Canes, and a handyman I'm living in my moms basement Paying rent out the *** Even though I'm barely here You tell me if I've had it rough My dad drank himself to death Beating my mother and me My older brother died during service My younger sister is a crack fiend And I've spent more money on her To stay in rehab than I have on clothes For both me and my kids I've been recently cutting I saw my oldest do it When I confronted him He said it relieved the pain He was right Still feels wrong I just wonder when enough is enough When you finally give up I've been a devoted Christian Yet I've never seen the end of it The constant pain The endless torture of reality Hell would be my heaven right now I have no friends I don't have a single clue Where my life went to But I'm sure it's heading nowhere fast Thought about ending it But the picture of me and my kids Always seems to stop me cold I just wish I could say I'm sorry That I wish I could be a better father A more devoted husband But how can I do any of that When the woman I've been with Only wanted my wallet more than my heart I don't even remember the smell of cologne I guess I'm just rambling But how old do you need to be To die from a broken heart
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A thought sets off tears A smile creates sobs An "are you okay" breaks you And nothing cures the sorrow you feel No person No object Nothing, leaving you with sadness Sadness that shrinks you into a fetal position It feeds, infinitely hungry A stomach never fully satisfied And you wallow in this pity that can't be ridden of The damage is left behind Not an angel's handyman could patch the hole left behind Guilt Anger Pain and Fear This is when everything fails This is where everything fails Falling into hell and farther down than known to man Because of a trip that could have been prevented But was provoked by someone other than you That, is where everything fails
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Jul 4, 2012
Jul 4, 2012 at 1:46 PM UTC
Where everything fails
I am not your rock, your place of solace, and I cannot give you structure in these empty words My own life is cracking at it’s foundation and I’ve lost the architects phone number You have to find foundation in yourself because odds are your handyman, isn’t on-call for only you and when the wind comes, and the rain pours you’ll be stuck with leaky ceiling tiles and a draft that will chill you to the bone - S.G.
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 4:39 AM UTC
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