"dissappointed" poems
I
I feel a darkness in me
that is not worthy of love
and is not capable anyways.
It is selfish and will hurt you.
But there is a bright light as well
and it has also caused you pain.
For the noble light removes me
out of belief it will stop you from hurting.
And when I want to love you
I know that I must not.
It is an inner turmoil that has accomplished nothing.
Your pain and confusion was meant to be spared.
I am a curse.
You have felt pain whether my intentions were pure or not.
II
A piece of my heart flew away
everytime I dissappointed myself.
A piece of my heart melted
everytime someone I trusted walked away.
A piece of my heart passed away
with each loved one lost.
Pieces of my heart have been broken
by the careless hands of others.
I feared there was nothing left
but in unknown, brief moments
I feel a slight spark in my chest
And I am reminded that there is still one person who can make me feel like there is no darkness in the world.
III
I think
I love you.
It seems clearer now
for some reason.
But this abrupt
clarity
is exactly what keeps me from knowing...
Why now?
Why did it take so long?
Just when my frustrations had peaked,
I found your name within my heart again.
IV
How I do love thee
I love thee with what heart I possess
but I'm afraid not much lies within this chest
And I fear you an injustice
If only part of a heart you request
Then I offer it as my best
For I do not know the tests
I may face in this life
nor the next.
If we should be but friends
I would embrace you as my best
for you have given me memories
that will forever be cherished
One day at a time it will show
One day we will know
But with you i'd rather grow
Than to have lost it and be unsure.
Made with Love
Jan 31, 2011
Jan 31, 2011 at 12:59 PM UTC
i dont know you
yet you plague my thoughts
i turn a corner
and i hope to see your face
i get dissappointed
when its a different stranger
and all i want to know is
how do you miss someone
youve never met
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 11:08 PM UTC
When I was a boy, and saw bright rows of icicles
In many lengths along a wall
I was dissappointed to find
That I could not play music upon them:
I ran my hand lightly across them
And they fell, tinkling.
I tell you this, young man, so that your expectations of life
Will not be too great.
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Have you ever met the right person at the wrong time?
Me too...
He was the best thing that has ever happened to me..
We were perfect for each other but i wasn't ready.
I was 16, he was 18 we had known eachother for a couple of years, he was tall and he smelled nice.
He had blue eyes and dark brown hair.
He was a ****** up kid.
He had just gotten his drivers license, so he raced.
He got drunk om school nights.
He smoked one pack a day.
But when i was in his car he drove below the speed limit, because he knew i had anxiety.
He stopped the drinking cause he knew i didn't like it and he stopped smoking cause he didn't wanna make my asthma worse.
He became a nice guy, doing everything he could to make me feel like a princess...
When we had been together for 5 months he dropped out of school..
I got dissappointed and he promised he would get a job and get his **** together, but he was busy caring for me.
He wanted to get married.
He was about to turn 19 and his friends started to get married and have kids.. and he wanted that too...
But i wasn't ready...
I was 16 and just started high school... i wasn't ready to even imagine myself starting a family yet..
So after 9 months i ended it.. with a text... i had to breathe... i needed space..
But i know that if i had met him 5 years later i would have spent the rest of my life with him..
We had the same values, we agreed on everything, rarely faught, had the same view on kids..
But i wasn't ready...
So i ended it with a text...
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 4:02 PM UTC
I was with my boyfriend today.
When i started crying randomly he got confused and tried to comfort me..
But he couldn't
Cause i can'ttell him what's wrong..
He'd just be dissappointed that i feel worse again and that i lost 3 kg in a week.
I can't dissappoint him like that..
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 3:22 PM UTC
As I sit here writing,
so many different things are flowing through my head.
So many different emotions.
I feel humiliated, at the same time very gullible.
I feel I should have taken the signs and ran all the way with them, other than contemplating.
Hoping that there would be a change.
They say you learn from your mistakes,
but I believe you have to make the same mistake a couple of times to actually learn from it.
You need to see and realize what you're doing wrong.
Sometimes you tend to blame the wrong things as the cause of your problems.
You say maybe if this one thing was different, everything would be perfect.
Some find it hard to face reality, and just realize the situation you've been trying to make right this whole tine was just not meant to be.
As I sit here writing,
So many different things are going through my head.
So many different emotions.
I feel let down, at the same time angry.
I feel I should have taken the signs and ran all the way with them, other than contemplating.
Hoping that there would be a change.
I hate being angry.
Its not a feeling that excites me.
Not anyone at that.
But at the same time, it's an emotion that we all come across a lot.
I let little things get to me and stick.
They tell me to let things go and to just flow.
But as they say, things are better said than done.
The feeling you feel when you feel let down is dissappointment.
Not so much to the person or object that has let you down,
but more so, yourself.
You're dissappointed that you let your guard down.
Then it came back to bite you in your ****
Then when you're let down over and over again,
you start to have trust issues.
Which is enough to drive you crazy.
As I sit here writing,
so many different things are flowing through my head.
So many different emotions.
I feel calm, at the same time collected.
Because even though I didn't take the signs and run all the way with them, I still feel that I've learned.
I feel a sense of accomplishment and achievement.
I'm not blaming anyone or anything.
Everything happens for a reason.
That is what I believe.
So as I hold my head up high,
I smile at everyone and everything that has caused me to feel humiliated, gullible, and angry,
because it has all taught me something and gave me an understanding.
And it has lead me to a journey of no worries and happiness.
Thank You!
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 2:50 PM UTC
I bumped into God the other day
he was looking pretty sad
I guess he’s kinda dissappointed
bout all the stuff that’s going bad.
It seems it isn’t working out
the way he had it planned
we’re supposed to love each other
and all things upon this land
we’re supposed to love our neighbours
no matter how they look
not hate and try to **** them
because they read a different book
and we’re all created equal
not one better than the other
and we’re all part of one family
every man here is my brother
we’re supposed to love our children
and teach them right from wrong
not raise them via videos
but take the time to make them strong
but somehow we seem to lose the plot
people, church and state
instead of living peace and love
its all intolerance and hate
So I asked how it feels
to have all this done in his name
at which he looked me in the eye
and said he felt ashamed
churches serving churches
abusing children hiding truth
amassing wealth beyond comparison
then making us pay for the roof
spreading hate and not forgiveness
preach sacrifice practice greed
while enough gold adorns the altars
all the starving for to feed
So I asked him why he told me this
as he crossed me off some list
He said “Because I knew that you would listen,
because you don’t think that I exist”
He explained that he’s in all of us
always has been, always will
that he loves if we go to church
and if we don’t he loves us still
I think I understand it now
its what he says that counts not him
so the values in the message
and the message lies within
Sep 17, 2010
Sep 17, 2010 at 12:48 PM UTC
Dear Mr. Finch
I fear I’m just like Aunty
Dissappointed, so it’d seem
The need to scold and rid myself
Of good, encouraging things
Calpurnia would not approve
My earnest and impatience
‘ve been left behind, fell out of line
Feel cold sweat as my heart races
Crushed my own hopes;
Sent far away my own dreams
Wallowed in my own despair
Lacked to care for all the needs
Confess t’ you; am I Mayella now?
All of this was my own doing
And now we face the coin flip
My luck being his killing
I could hardly breathe
I couldn’t dine
My conscience could not clear
In time
Today I finally realized;
It took me too much time
That I had killed a mocking bird
A simple, humid-aired crime
He’s innocent and suffers
And here I am.
Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 12:38 PM UTC
Pictures
old and faded
Smiles that are often faked
The flash, the outfits
The imaginary happiness
A portrait of longing
Stereotypical family portrait
hung up in the foyer
showing family love
respect and pride
only wishes, what they want to portray on family portrait day
behind locked doors its another story
daughter has "potential"
father's dissappointed
thats all shes afraid of
his dissapointment
Her mother barely there
in the basement making jewelry
or whatever it is she does
pushing her daughter slowly away
the emotional, physical, trusting rift
grows day by day
The daughter feels alone
but can't tell anyone
her friends all love her
but shes deep in her mind
crying silently why, why, why
The family she wishes for
is up in the foyer
The family of smiling faces, loving glances
hanging up in a frame in the foyer
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
I met you at church,
you we're the ultimate guy
I couldn't even mumble a word,
but I tried even I'm shy
You were a snob,
and I was a bit dissappointed
And not too later,
You approached me instead.
Oh how funny life goes,
that was almost 9 years ago
Still I find you my ultimate boy,
and I'm proud how you have forego.
Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 4:49 AM UTC
"YOUR GRADES ARE SLIPPING
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU"
there are people in my grade that would **** for a C
an A- is not that bad
"I KNOW YOU CAN RUN FASTER
YOU'RE JUST NOT TRYING"
this is the fastest I can run
i'm sorry you're dissappointed
"YOU'RE EATING AGAIN
SLOW DOWN BIGGIE"
it's just a granola bar
I haven't eaten anything else all day
"NOBODY LIKES YOU
N O B O D Y"
...
it's fine
it's all fine
i'll fix it all
don't you worry
Mom
I promise no assignments will have less then 100 ever again
every 100%
every smiley face
every "good job!"
will be written on the paper with the blood from my wrists
Dad
I promise i'll run faster
i'll run until I throw up
no
even better
until I pass out
Meena
I promise to stop eating so much
matter fact i'll just stop eating altogether
and I won't start again
not until you can clearly see my ribs poking through my skin
and Lali
I promise
once I make everyone else happy
i'll make you happy
by ending it all
Dec 25, 2024
Dec 25, 2024 at 10:54 PM UTC
I've read a post on facebook about a girl who committed suicide. As per the narrator, she was a good person, a good leader, a good friend and as they can see a perfect daughter. But little did they know that she was suffering because of her parents. Her parents were dissappointed because she was not intelligent enough to graduate with flying colors, the pressure was too much that she wasn't able to carry it all. So she ended it all by taking her life away.
It makes me sad whenever I hear/read stories like that. Sometimes, I think that they are so brave, but sometimes I think they are just stupid to do it. But who am I to judge??
And to all the parents, you are suppose to know, support and understand your children, not to chain them and definitely not to cause them to die..
this is my personal opinion, so an advance apology for the sensitive topic
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 6:40 AM UTC
I wake up with a bright idea know the reality of something terrible is going to happen
I can't stand it much longer
Here I go put on my wardrobe just to be judged by society and
i know
i am ruined
people can not accept who I am now it is time for my clothes my mask should I be happy or sad today
I don't know it is not gonna matter i am still going to be judged and life will always be there
i always have my mask to hide my scars because I am a teen this is my life i am my mask
i am a teen
I still must face the world
No matter what life throws at me
I fall in love to easy
Always end u getting dissappointed
We have all these hopes and dreams and
Reality
hits us like a ton of bricks
Tumbling down we go
Into the threshold of our emotions
Copyright - Samantha Schemmel
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 11:19 AM UTC
I’ll stop you right there
I’ve heard quite enough
I don’t like people who act all big and tough,
Because I know deep down you resent yourself and I can see why
If I was born and looked like you I’d surely just cry,
For the rest of my life
Or I’d do us all a favour and jump of a bridge,
You’re a heart attack waiting to happen,
You’ve eaten half the fridge
I detest
And despise
And I cover my eyes, to shield myself away from you and society why do you all behave this way
I’m not angry I’m dissappointed
Because this all could be avoided
If the world just listened to me, we would not have this problem
And as one dying planet we would live our last days in solemn
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 1:39 PM UTC