"decison" poems
she lost her heart in things not persons
she lost her soul in moments not humans
today everything came to an end
they forced me to make a decison
not asking about what I wanted
and they didn't even realize all this
dragged me more into the dark than I allready was
making a pact with the devil sounded like the best option
maybe the only option I have left, maybe he can save me
thinking about the past always made me feel sick
but tomorrow I will realize I am still living there, in the past
after a while they let me alone, with all my thoughts
the light was dark and the room was empty, it was just me
empty like my soul and dark like my heart
I need to take a break, to get away from this place for a while
accepting who you are is a hard thing to do, but I will
someone told me there is nothing wrong with being yourself
and I hope the people around me will think I am good enough
because I am
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 6:08 AM UTC
The judge and the lawyer,
They are both me,
I defend myself,
As I condemn myself,
I am witness,
I am the murderer,
I am the defender,
I am the guilty,
Death penalty,
Or walking free,
The decison is,
Completely up to me.
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 12:35 PM UTC
Drink with me, baby.
I know you want it badly.
But why did you look so worry?
When you know that it will makes you happy?
So, drink with me, baby.
For a while it is necessary,
for letting away your agony
and those thoughts of sanity.
So, drink with me baby.
Who cares about sins?
when all you can feel is pain?
and there is no happy things you gain?
And what if it was your only ocassion,
to left all your pain behind?
Drink with me, baby.
No pressure this time.
It is all your decison,
for choosing to bear all the pain
or to be happy for a while.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 10:05 AM UTC
I want a call
For my name
Outloud
An Alabama wedding
I love her
I mean him
Derision
Decison unto my simplicity
Deranged
Mad
Glad
With a bag
Wrap it
Around her
Sunny head
Where is he?
I am sad
Needy
Cry
Beg
Constant pain
Undecided
Toward contract
Ultimate commitment
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 12:10 AM UTC
I love
with no passion
I care
with no sympathy
I dream
with no goals
I live
with no motives
I touch
with no feeling
I fight
with no honor
I race
with no end
I choose
with no decison
I hope
with no faith
I try
with no strength
Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 10:45 AM UTC
It is like walking in a mist
an opaque vision is to fear
lost in a fog in your mind
but will things become clear.
Come to a junction in a road
choices are left or right
no straight road is ahead
the decison becomes tight.
stressful, lost in a way unknown
no satellite navigation found
no internet for your mobile phone
there is emptiness all around.
Even the sun does not appear
at least you'd fathom east or west
instead you walk in a dense mist
and all that ou do is your best.
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 9:21 PM UTC
Mubarka bhene viah dia
Shyad tu aj apne aap nu jittea hoea mehsus kar rahi howegi
Par ik gal
Kaha eh teri sab to waddi haar c
Menu ik wari dasea tak ni ki engagment ** rahi
Bhenchod mere naal
Ewe da kade nai hoea c ki me ik wadda decison le penda ghar dea de against jake
Tere bi 2 waar rishte tute
Us to baad u were enough strong to take strong decision
Tere 2 rishte tutan to baad mud ke wapis ayi c
Us time tu sochea ki me ghar dea di parwah nai krni
Heena ji same mere naal c
Jiwe tuci pehla stand nai c le sakde
Me bi nai c le pa reha
But jad sir te pai
Te meri fati
Me stand *** nu ready c
But bhenchod nu ta agg lagi c mere to pehla viah krwan di
Jad kendi c me ki 1 saal ni viah krwana
Te *** ki ** gea c?
Salie eni agg lagi hoi c?
Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 9:32 PM UTC
what was more important
the horse or the house
on a horse I could ride away
in house I'm there to stay
Id need to look after the horse
but not the house
Yet I need to look after the house
and the horse
One is all about the insides
the other about the outsides
Its funny how we need to look after the insides
to make the outsides so much happier.
I'm asking you to help me decide
I love both equally, want both
don't want to go without one or the other
The last one I owned I sold away
and on leaving the paddock gate
he never bothered to look back
to say even 'thank you.'
I was the ***
The house still stands
meaningless without the horse!
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
I have set a like of black and white no color. I have shunned away societies bull **** over and over. I have been stranded in a vortex that play's your life's mistakes like a minor with a ****** fist from anger in the pure eyes of the devil of your own misery.
Eyes and ears but all I have to say to that is blah blah what ever. I have no wish except that my voice would of been heard cause life would be more innovated.
My last dying wish is to see society not be such copy cats of one another. Making me feel like shunning away made a good decison.
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC