what was more important the horse or the house on a horse I could ride away in house I'm there to stay Id need to look after the horse but not the house Yet I need to look after the house and the horse
One is all about the insides the other about the outsides Its funny how we need to look after the insides to make the outsides so much happier.
I'm asking you to help me decide I love both equally, want both don't want to go without one or the other
The last one I owned I sold away and on leaving the paddock gate he never bothered to look back to say even 'thank you.' I was the ***!
The house still stands meaningless without the horse!
she lost her heart in things not persons she lost her soul in moments not humans
today everything came to an end they forced me to make a decison not asking about what I wanted and they didn't even realize all this dragged me more into the dark than I allready was
making a pact with the devil sounded like the best option maybe the only option I have left, maybe he can save me
thinking about the past always made me feel sick but tomorrow I will realize I am still living there, in the past
after a while they let me alone, with all my thoughts the light was dark and the room was empty, it was just me empty like my soul and dark like my heart
I need to take a break, to get away from this place for a while accepting who you are is a hard thing to do, but I will someone told me there is nothing wrong with being yourself and I hope the people around me will think I am good enough
because I am
and you don't even realize how bad you making me feel
The judge and the lawyer, They are both me, I defend myself, As I condemn myself, I am witness, I am the murderer, I am the defender, I am the guilty, Death penalty, Or walking free, The decison is, Completely up to me.
Drink with me, baby. I know you want it badly. But why did you look so worry? When you know that it will makes you happy?
So, drink with me, baby. For a while it is necessary, for letting away your agony and those thoughts of sanity.
So, drink with me baby. Who cares about sins? when all you can feel is pain? and there is no happy things you gain? And what if it was your only ocassion, to left all your pain behind?
Drink with me, baby. No pressure this time. It is all your decison, for choosing to bear all the pain or to be happy for a while.
I love with no passion I care with no sympathy I dream with no goals I live with no motives I touch with no feeling I fight with no honor I race with no end I choose with no decison I hope with no faith I try with no strength
It is like walking in a mist an opaque vision is to fear lost in a fog in your mind but will things become clear. Come to a junction in a road choices are left or right no straight road is ahead the decison becomes tight. stressful, lost in a way unknown no satellite navigation found no internet for your mobile phone there is emptiness all around. Even the sun does not appear at least you'd fathom east or west instead you walk in a dense mist and all that ou do is your best.
Mubarka bhene viah dia Shyad tu aj apne aap nu jittea hoea mehsus kar rahi howegi Par ik gal Kaha eh teri sab to waddi haar c Menu ik wari dasea tak ni ki engagment ** rahi
Bhenchod mere naal Ewe da kade nai hoea c ki me ik wadda decison le penda ghar dea de against jake
Tere bi 2 waar rishte tute Us to baad u were enough strong to take strong decision
Tere 2 rishte tutan to baad mud ke wapis ayi c Us time tu sochea ki me ghar dea di parwah nai krni
Heena ji same mere naal c Jiwe tuci pehla stand nai c le sakde Me bi nai c le pa reha
But jad sir te pai Te meri fati Me stand *** nu ready c
But bhenchod nu ta agg lagi c mere to pehla viah krwan di
Jad kendi c me ki 1 saal ni viah krwana Te *** ki ** gea c?
I have set a like of black and white no color. I have shunned away societies ******* over and over. I have been stranded in a vortex that play's your life's mistakes like a minor with a ****** fist from anger in the pure eyes of the devil of your own misery. Eyes and ears but all I have to say to that is blah blah what ever. I have no wish except that my voice would of been heard cause life would be more innovated. My last dying wish is to see society not be such copy cats of one another. Making me feel like shunning away made a good decison.
To be completely honest I'm done being deeply modest Sick of your mouth Couldn't be your orthodontist Broke all you that you had promised Still you choose to be dishonest
So now begins the end Decison far from no contest Victory shall be flawless Your amends has no predominance The truth is your abuse has Hung my emotions from some nooses
All you do is construe Useless untrue excuses Yes I can be crazy too A wire loose Maybe a few But If you were in my shoes **** right you'd blow a fuse But I'd never make you choose Like you made me on the daily
That was low That was shady When you spoke about a baby Do you think that I appreciate the lies Tell me Do you think so Amy
Not caring for my feelings Though this time is not the first If wrote down only the worst It'd be reaching to the ceiling Breaching up until it burst
This has got my mental state No longer gentle just irate I can see right through you It's bizarre how all I see is fake
Now you want my approval For Christ sake give me a break Dementedly lost my respect Couldn't keep yourself in check Eventually it was bound to happen What the heck did you expect
That I would turn a blind eye That I would let it slide by Only way that could be the case Would be to stab me in the face With ice skates then wait In probate until I die
And even then you couldnt make me cry I've got to many fish to fry Just a crab consumed in cake Won't settle no more for cheap imitate Until the moon and Earth collide I won't be satisfied You and I are not an option No more will I oblige
It's no longer on the table Closet now empty, clear and, clean Unable to sense fear it appears Or I don't care it would seem
Leave me out of your fable And keep me out of your dreams Might want to search for something stable Because I'm tearing us apart Let me start With the seams
It won't matter how it turns out Not to me It was my decision So I'll keep screaming no regrets Born alone die alone I killed my heart beacuse nothing in this place deserves it I let the darkness take my soul Its a hell of a habit So don't get the wrong idea I did this to myself I let the demons out and threw away the keys There's no place for love here So I numb it, I numb it all The sadness, the happiness, the pain I numb them all I chose the loneliness and it's never left me I'm losing my mind and I've never felt anything so good Letting go was the my decison One that was hard to make but worth it Drained myself of everything and found contempt with emptiness Casted away every ounce hope of beacuse I'm tired of lies No more faking how i feel No more trying to get away No more getting caught This dream keeps getting to me and I'm tired the **** I've set fire to all the bridges so I have nowhere to go I did this to myself and I'm satisifed
