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Alex Nov 2019
I am Legion
We are Six
not one demon
River Styx
Give in
Live in sin
And you shall then
become free men
Trust in we
Just believe
I will fix
Bring forth relief
For all your grief
To all that which
God cannot even resist
Alex Oct 2019
We were once all kids
Wildly childishly dumb
Some threw fits
Become a nuisance
Some prudent
Possibly a ton
Maybe you wined and kicked
Because your chores weren't done
Probably clueless
Of what the world had yet to come

Then there's the misfits
Who never fit in
Who blew scales of fish
Then threw fists
Took a few to the ribs
So now threw brew to lips
Taking double dipped Blue Cupids
Letting blotter strips melt to tounge

An endevor to numb the constant misuse
Just endlessly pursues
Never able to outrun
The pain forever maintains 
Only abstains for some

We all knew one
A problematic student
During our unsystematic youth
One kick ball captins wouldn't choose adamantly 
Or picked on traumatically 
For reasons enigmatically obtuse
Easy to dogmatically accuse
So now he's pragmatically recluse

He walks out of school
Without any excuse
But doesn't go home
Because there's no escape free from abuse
Done it so many times 
Has a bracelet above his shoes
The only safe place he can seem to think
To avoid feelings profuse and being upset
Is the old Willow tree on a swing 
With a noose around his neck
16 year olds
Shouldn't contemplate death

Anyway he picks up the goose
Can't complain it's better than the latter
Sensation so placid
Lamination built couth
Decides to drop some acid
As he heads up a ladder
To the top of the mall roof

It is now 6 stories up
This is how his story shut
Crying apparently seeing stuff
Lying guaranteeing to the kid 
He'd fly away if he just jumped
Without a single condemn
Not a single to hand to lend
Not one person that he could depend
This day became his end
Nobody heard his voice again
Guilty unable to make amends
As he fell to his doom, his death
To a better place he'd soon ascend
A misfortunate event
But God will assure he is now content
I guess you could say its unfortunate
At the least it's for the best
In piece may his soul rest
And forevermore be blessed

R.I.P my freind
Alex Oct 2019
How were you so ruthless
Now your touch hurts
Left me clueless
But the truth is
That it could've hurt worse
Let me show you I can prove it

I was naive
So stupid
To believe
We both felt Cupid
Shoot an arrow love conceived
When in reality you felt too convoluted

So ***** it
I'm done
This is ruined
Have fun?
Cause I'm about to have a blast
Well hell
if I down this liquor fast
I'd be quicker
To pull the trigger
On this gun
At last

Guess I'll start
Picking up
Every part
Of my broken heart
Scattered, ripped, and tattered
Now I'm scarred
Shattered, kicked, and battered
I fell apart
Around this whole entire town
You had pound it in the ground
Also my time you stole
Never found
Tossed it right into a hole
Buried with it with lime
Guilty of GTA and hit and run
Let's add a count of homicide
Don't worry I'll be taking that one

Let's go for a ride
No longer Bonnie and Clyde
Not the front you're in the trunk
And you better abide
Just happily oblige
What the f### you say punk?
Don't worry where we're headed
Should've believed me when I said it
You created this
These roots you have imbedded
So I give you all the credit
Now your life's mine alone to bet with
Let's see how your heart takes it
After I shred it
Alex Oct 2019
I~nsecurity lurking within

W~orriedly closing the curtains
I~nternally hurting from burdens
L~ost surely loathing your kin
L~ets absurdity doting deepen

E~ternally flirting with sin
V~ulnerability sporting chagrin
O~bscurity working to pin
L~eft certainty cursing the wind
V~irtually yearning to win
E~xternally learning it worsens

Alex Oct 2019
To be completely honest
I'm done being deeply modest
Sick of your mouth
Couldn't be your orthodontist
Broke all you that you had promised
Still you choose to be dishonest

So now begins the end
Decison far from no contest
Victory shall be flawless
Your amends has no predominance
The truth is your abuse has
Hung my emotions from some nooses

All you do is construe
Useless untrue excuses
Yes I can be crazy too
A wire loose
Maybe a few
But If you were in my shoes
**** right you'd blow a fuse
But I'd never make you choose
Like you made me on the daily

That was low
That was shady
When you spoke about a baby
Do you think that I appreciate the lies
Tell me
Do you think so Amy

Not caring for my feelings
Though this time is not the first
If wrote down only the worst
It'd be reaching to the ceiling
Breaching up until it burst

This has got my mental state
No longer gentle just irate
I can see right through you
It's bizarre how all I see is fake

Now you want my approval
For Christ sake give me a break
Dementedly lost my respect
Couldn't keep yourself in check
Eventually it was bound to happen
What the heck did you expect

That I would turn a blind eye
That I would let it slide by
Only way that could be the case
Would be to stab me in the face
With ice skates then wait
In probate until I die

And even then you couldnt make me cry
I've got to many fish to fry
Just a crab consumed in cake
Won't settle no more for cheap imitate
Until the moon and Earth collide
I won't be satisfied
You and I are not an option
No more will I oblige

It's no longer on the table
Closet now empty, clear and, clean
Unable to sense fear it appears
Or I don't care it would seem

Leave me out of your fable
And keep me out of your dreams
Might want to search for something stable
Because I'm tearing us apart
Let me start
With the seams

Tearing this down
Alex Oct 2019

Just a goof I swear*

Call this the Catalina.
Your girl p#### wetter than aquafina
Whispers in my ear how she nastier than Trina
Grabbed me by the d### and swore she'd make me a believer
Then we left the crowd as we headed toward her beamer
Thinking to myself, this girl might be a keeper
Opened up the door,
I see her knees getting weaker
Turned around and told me, how she is a screamer
Cool with me, just gonna cut up the speakers
Both climb aboard, says she wanna play receiver,
I will do the chores, I can be your cleaner
Just call me Stanley Steamer,
now girl drop it down and show me that ******
We f##### so hard I believe I broke a femur
All I heard was SNAP,
Turned so red thought she caught scarlet fever
Looks me in the eyes, and begs I never ever leave her
Read between the lines, I seen her as a deceiver
Then she ****** me dry, nicknamed is over-achiever
Hopped out the whip, said I dont like your demeanor
Frustration made me trip so I threw up a finger
Yelled before I dip, good luck with the gonorrhea
Haven't seen her since and I hope I don't either.



It's just a goof I swear
Alex Oct 2019
If I gave you the full moon
wrapped tightly with a bow
would it make you stay,
or would you still want to go?

If I gave you a kiss
and proclaimed my love
would it make you stay,
or fly away like a dove?

if I gave you a house
a beautiful chateau
would it make you stay,
or change the status quo?

If I gave you ring
and made you my wife
would it make you stay,
or just walk out of my life?

If I gave you a child
could this be reconciled
would it make you stay,
or at least feel beguiled?

If I gave you my all
and it was 100 percent
would it make you stay,
or still be discontent?

If I commit suicide
what if I killed myself
would wish you did stay,
or be quick to find someone else?

If you have a shift in paradigm
as you stand beside my tomb
would it make you stay,
one last time,
beneath your full moon?

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