"buggin" poems
Relaxin' is a mental state
I like to be in.
Doin this entertainment business
makes you feel
more like
not a free man.
Sustenance is what I needed!
It's a must we get
back to the basics.
Let's forget self hatred.
It's too blatant...
The things we say and do
to make
me
you
Feel blue...
so blue...
so blue...
so blue...
Ahhh,
Take it easy
God please make me see
That I'm speakin in vein
about the pain I can't contain
without the doctor tellin me
***** you ****** crazy!
Unless you take a drug or 3
or some Dramamine... some Dramamine... some drama, I mean...
My mind state is buggin me
Why is no one lovin me
like my favorite soap opera star On tv?
I thought it was real and not a fallacy... and not a fallacy.
Why has my surroundings taught me
That I need a pill
to heal?
When all I need is some spiritual feed.
Relax...
Take my time...
Set a course...
Breathe in...
Thoughts of success and not divorce!
Breathe out...
Stress and pain feeling no remorse!
It's insane
that a mere mortal
could be on the border
when everything doesn't have to be
so stressed out (F'ed up!)
and outta order!
RELAX!!
Apr 11, 2010
Apr 11, 2010 at 11:53 AM UTC
He tells me that I’m beautiful.
That I’m good at what I do.
He tells me that I’m worth every cent while the clock ticks to two.
The mattress is up against the window.
The door is locked x3.
I sit and watch as the smoke floats and drifts around me.
I use my magic words.
And I do my hair just right.
I’ll make a bunch of money if I can make it through the night.
The drugs make it bearable.
So my body hardly feels.
This is my reality now. This is what is real.
Makeup painted on my face
And Fishnets up my thighs.
I tell him that I need him, right to his buggin eyes.
His pipe and rock are on the floor.
So I watch where I walk.
When he gets it in his system I can hardly even talk.
The paranoia eats his mind
As the clock ticks to 4.
He locks us in the bathroom, so no one can see us anymore.
The last of his drugs are gone
As the hour comes to 5
He tells me that I’m beautiful. That I make him feel alive.
He drops me off at home
And thanks me for what I’ve done.
“Last night was great.” He says with a smile,
“I Can’t wait for the next one!”
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 10:35 PM UTC
By: Cedric McClester
This is for Bartee
Who's in heaven hopefully
Dropping pearls of wisdom
Like only he could give 'em
When people started buggin'
He advocated huggin'
More huggin' less muggin' he said
Now he's dead
For him it was essential
To use his poet-tential
And everybody knew
He always had a poem or two
This is for Bartee, who inspired me
This is for Bartee
Who will always be a living memory
The D-Train poet, who could really flow it
This is for Bartee, who lives inside of me
(c) Copyright 2015, Cedric McClester. All rights reserved.
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 12:53 AM UTC
Never quit fightin',
Always shovin' and strugglin',
Making sure the ends are meetin',
Even when the Missus be buggin'.
Jun 16, 2013
Jun 16, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC
Still running from the police
While the streets screaming
For peace
I see more and more brothers layin on the
Streets covered with white sheets
Dont ask me why
I got hate in my heart for the law
They been fuckin' us
Since slavery and they say we free
But that ***** lady liberty
Never gave me my papers
And yea im . Kickin us dust
Put my trust on my own **** self
Packin' mad ammunition
With a fully auto matic ak on the shelf
So go ahead and get mad
Yall cant **** me my spirit will revenge thee
I know martin marched the battle
And malcolm showed em the black fist
Which proves they scared of a revolutionist
Now drop all you crooked *** cops 187
Leave society wailin'
And ill still be bailin'
Now that im fresh on bail
There always a snitch to tell
Runnin' to the law
Gets you a fractures jaw
And 200 lbs of body with a razor
Straight to ya throat
Check ya air pressure
Times goin' flat on ya back
Hopin' to make it death couldnt break it
**** em
There always a cain in the neighborhood
Even though
We have our ups n downs
We still somehow hold each other down
Cant trust noone even ya family
Members be buggin'
Still muggin'
At twenty eight in the mix
Sippin' on tangeray or the henny
With a spliff to match that
On the waist a eight pound gat
**** up if ya want too
And watch death come hunt you
So just play it cool fool
I aint tryna say im the baddest
But i gotta defend mine
Especially to punk *** one time
Meanwhile im still sailin'
Ocean coastin'
Breakin' the bells of liberty
Still bailin'
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
*Jitter Buggin’
“Oh Carol,
don’t let him steal your heart away,
I’m gonna learn to dance
if it takes me all night and day.”
~~Chuck Berry
~~~~
1957
you drove that cherry red Chevy coupe,
327 and 4 on the floor,
ChucK Berry coming through your door.
“Oh Carol”
you steppin’ out
to dance tonight!
~~~~
Come on Carol,
there’s a little juke joint
just down the road a way,
so lets go baby
cause when you arrive
the whole place comes alive
and everyone wants to dance and play.
~~~~
Tight pants and swayed out skirts
fill the music
with rock-n-roll jams, and
“I got my eyes on you baby,
cause you dance so good”.
“Oh Carol”
you’re stealin’ my heart away.
And I’m toe tappin’
hip swayin’,
jitter buggin’
the night away.
Aztec Warrior/redzone 5.10.16
NOTE: the quoted lines are from the Chuck Berry
song “Oh Carol”*
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 12:03 PM UTC
Here lad, take your wallet.
Here lady, get your clutch
Here kid, have your candy
Let me watch over you three.Over and over.
Over and out.
Must **** to be a human.
Come on, kitty kitty,
Get your paw here,
2 eggs wait for you.
There Ma and Pa are off the coast.
They Been buggin me for long.
Food kitty?
-space- inner space -space-
~~I'm right here.
The outer space .
Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 2:34 AM UTC
im the guy you rejected
but the guy your with doesnt treat you any better
you hate me because you couldnt change me
everything he says phases your heart
you claim to have feelings for me
you are with him and he doesnt make you feel special
i accept you flaw and all, i have deep talks with you
he doesnt call you at all, or ask about your day
we have more in common than her could ever imagines
he hates me over our connection
you ask for more but he wont give
i listen t you complain its annoying how you speak his name
i care about you but you have no shame
you slaunder his name but go back like a fool
you talk about leaving but dont go anywhere
im not in the person who hurts you but only want to know about you
Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 1:11 AM UTC
The seconds, the minutes, the hours,
the time inside my mind stretches on.
Self-awareness has got me buggin' out.
I know this game, I know this chore,
I've done this all one million times before,
but sometimes I just don't wanna be me anymore.
Writers block.
A moments silence for the voices inside my head.
Stillness for now.
But the voices will come back, they always do.
Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 11:27 PM UTC
Who gonna stop me from praising,
Your worried bout what they gonna say while I'm chopping like Jason,
Taking that leap of faith man I'll die for this,
I rather that then to die by the pits,
Y'all thinking bout clowns
while we're clowning around,
Y'all thinking bout shooting while we getting the bounds,
365 times my lord said fear nothing,
So I'ma keep going in while
these boy's still buggin,
Now they're banging on the window,
Demon's trying to get me I'ma hit em with this info,
With protection like this ain't no need to fear anything,
The devil trying to get us but we gonna hit him with a solid swing,
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
That was only chapter one did I forget to mention that I wasn't done things just started to get fun so relax and sunbathe in the sun
Lets cut out all the hullabaloo *** now we're in chapter two its time to get buggin like fuu and turn you around until you get *******
You heard my story so lets stick around for his after party and try not to b so cardi or a playboi or else you could get this poetry in motion like a hardy
He thought he was the kid of karate til he got stuck doing a jazz pilate all because Santa said he was naughty since his mouth was like a *****
But he was fearless with no fear God fearing but things still weren't fair just like the maiden who left him broken stole his keys and left him looking for bus fare hoping for a miracle like ******* why won't you appear"
He held the wheel but couldn't steer with death giving him a death stare and he only had to climb up that one stair but why would anyone think or care about someone who had no flare
But lets take a look at reality but through the oculus and watch the apocalypse settle down in his mind where the monstrous demons from the unknown started to make him feel anonymous
He was in his prime like optimus but he kept running in a zig zag line the people thought he was nauseous and no matter how mich he tried to be cautious he couldn't make his destiny autonomous
He thought he could strike lightening like laxus and he tried to bolt tackle like pikachu but everyone just kept asking him "Are u-sain?"
All his efforts were in vain he wasted all his time behind scenes with no name his life was like a planetary devastation filled with pain and he didn't have an umbrella to walk through the rain
He was in love but got blue ticked, wanted to ride her waves and listen to her hearts acoustics, but learned he wasn't the only tooth picked and in the end still couldn't face the music
This is the end of the chapter and I thought I couldn't lose it, his hearts going through a punic and he can't save his documents because he lost the rubric so he started burning tulips and there was no cure for his state of mind he was incurable the opposite of therapeutic
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 10:00 AM UTC
Not everyday can you wake up gets ****** over and be nice about it..
Apologies mean nothing I can live with out it
But to do the same thing over and over I ain't really about it
My stubborn is careless but I hurt no one but me
I go behind no one's back lie or just leave
A poor man's soul once told me u can live blind and still be able to see
Or u can have site and live life blindly
I care way to much till I begin to get hurt I still don't give up till I feel I'm lessening my worth
I've been left for dead more then a dozen even by family often by people I can call cousin or by people u think u can love.. I must of been buggin
Never really had no one always chose to be alone theirs so much drama in the word and to me it's just better for it to be unknown
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 2:16 AM UTC
Thoughts are so reckless citizens feckless still
Society got me buggin' but thumpin' doe
If I'm gonna dance let it be in this hell
If we gon' romance, can it just end well
for once it'd be nice to hit it and smile, fill
you up and sip-sip all off of that cup, mo'
drink, drink water in the fountain of your legs
where the youth, youth going, no more shots from the kegs
for me, no more, no more
'ready drank too much- what else is in the store
for the night, is it nice? is it Nike? am I right?
be my wife? Not tonight, but I'mma hit you with dat spice
Yeah let it all go let it all go go
let it all go let it all go go
let it all go let it all go go
let it all go let it all go go
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 1:57 PM UTC
You broke me
You tore me down , ****** me up
I still managed to get back up
I wanted to make you proud
I wanted to see u smile
But when the time came u showed the
Remains of lies that was left
So I was left there in pain
Picking up the pieces
Of the pain u caused
Had to pull up the big girl draws
I ignored all of ur flaws
But u pointed mine out
Filled my heart with doubt
**** now I'm sitting here
Like I lost out
You made me shut my dreams out
It's crazy cause ur my mom
And I feel like I'm buggin out
It's been so long that I felt like This
But it's ok I guess cause it made me
Who I am today
Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 2:03 PM UTC
Y'all ***** men don't know war
Check I been to Lazy Ramadi and the brutal streets of Iraq
seen alot brothers that got bullets to the back
Families crack still fist clenching the Mack
Bustin at ghost cuz I'm too close
To the edge government made me take a pledge
To the allegiance I'm bleeding army fatigued
Running through alleys trying to find the enemies
Somehow I see myself as the enemies
Busting at people who look just like me Brown people see?
Living in poverty starvin cuz they hungry
Now it's blood pour over the rich vs poor
***** pipeline oil for the tour money is the core
I feel like it's a joke so many died for nothing
Only to come back tell the veteran affairs something
Is wrong then they tell ya nothing is wrong
I'm having revisited images of the man in the mirror
Demons knockin' on my visions
To keep me from seeing clearer
From the climbing towers
Of Pain begans to Sear ya
Talkin' to regular fam and friends
Seems nobody hears ya
Fools on here rappin' for verses
I'm tryna to break the curses
Fools don't know **** until they seen a flock of hearses
Cruising down street 21 guns salute
Rifles shoot m16 dog tags and soldier boots
So shut the **** up y'all fools ain't no assassins
Just lil ******* running around graspin'
**** ya see on tv this no drama G
This is reality so learn a lesson from a real veteran
Cuz y'all ain't poetic assassins
y'all about as fake *** the ***** of the Kardasians
Fake *** emcees and poets talk to real veteran y'all fools buggin'
Stop watching them muthaphukkin' tv scripts
Fuckin' around with real veterans get your head peeled
This goes to this poets talking like they know war y'all ******* don't know war
Get off the breast milk
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 12:22 PM UTC