"aving" poems
Having you
All I want and need
Petrichor in the air
Playing the devil with my love, you sinner
Infinities before us
Nemeses – I defeated them all
Evanescent beauty with age; growing love
Surreptitious gazes and love
Scintillas of a lunatic love tainting this happiness.
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 2:26 PM UTC
Loving you is the best thing
I can do! I want to spend
Forever with you and with
Everyday that passes I
Can't wait to be your wife!
Having you in my life has made my life better
And I can't image it without you
Nor do I want to think of that.
Going with you to baseball games, shopping, or just
Evenings at the gym or home as long as I'm
Spending time with you, I am happy!
I love you!
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 12:16 AM UTC
What’s Your Water
*If you talk to Wallace J. Nichols, Ph.D., a marine biologist and the author of Blue Mind, a book about the physical and psychological benefits of water, for long enough,
he’ll eventually ask you*,
***what’s your water?
And as it turns out, nearly everyone has an answer.***
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Having lived longer
than I had a right to expect,
through decades of lost years, pain imbued an attitudinal of:
‘I do not ****** care,’
find myself perplexed now by my near
escapes, death misses, graceful landings,
and now,
the fortune tellers ply me with
predictive prescription possibilities
of a good many more!
So I write this missive,
mine own “Guide to the Perplexed.”
for a longest miserable
drove me to deep despair,
and even the littlest do was a wasn’t undone,
to insure any extension, even hurry up a clusterfk,
and here I am
yet, wander-in-g & wonder-in-g,
Why, what
accidents of fortune reversal,
made my prior life a rehearsal
for a hopeful long end run,
before a Mahomes miracle touchdown
Knowingly
looking for the X Fsctor,
discovered that the solution was
W2
W squared)
where W is a
(Woman,Water) multiplier
Found a woman who
lived by waterways,
upon island bodies and seas of rivers
that led to
this little island that
gave me
the solitude unsolicited
to see inside my
history
leaving me with
no imperative imperial resources to resist,
but to make it
just one day more,
to let the celestial sun
celebrate a new daily saluted calculus,
Of
*the sum total of
every grain of water
in this world
evaporated to be rebirthed
in a million raindrops
just like me and
poetry*
writ over the spring & summer of 2024
Sep 9, 2024
Sep 9, 2024 at 11:59 AM UTC
Seldom do you come,
Lighting up my dreams,
Anxiety wakes me up,
Vague memories though,
Escalating my heart beat,
Raving behavior,
Yelling for no reason.
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
*'Ello, 'ello, is that the coppers?
I got somefink 4 U and I don't tell no whoppers -
That fatboy Billy Bunter from Number 4
'E won't be coming 'ome no more
'Cos I 'eard 'im 'aving a row wiv 'is Dad, old Zorro
And 'e won't be seen about the place tomorrow.*
Alas! Poor old Fat Boy Billy from Number 4
Is in some black bags lying outside the door:
*So come along and get 'im, coppers,
Before the ******* foxes get all stressy
Wiv their ******* great choppers
Which will make it well ******* messy.*
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 9:55 AM UTC
Then I wake--
Having the worst nightmare of my life.
Either it was about losing my mind, or my touch of
Reality. I know I'm already on a fine line with reality, anyways.
Every night I have this
Same nightmare. What am I to do?
*How can I make it stop?* Who do I call?
Everywhere I look I see people being corrupted,
Going nowhere fast. When is this going to stop?
Only time knows the answer. I'll just have to wait.
Eternity should come soon and together we can
Start *a new beginning.*
Feb 5, 2011
Feb 5, 2011 at 3:58 AM UTC
So, here I am free and with
Each new day without you I grow stronger.
Can you believe that it's been a year, since you left me standing...
Only that doesn't matter. I don't care you're
No one important to me anymore, but just a ~friend~.
Don't you see I always loved (and still love) you; always will.
Change happens and we have to move on.
Having the time of my life and enjoying being free!
And I hope whatever you're doing, you're happy too.
Now that our time is over and things have
Changed! I am ready to find my Second Chance.
Each day; I think, breathe, live, & dream positive thoughts.
Apr 9, 2011
Apr 9, 2011 at 8:17 PM UTC
Come now
Only you and I can figure this out.
Under the cork tree,
Never-the-less we're done.
The good times have come and gone,
In the middle of the
Night I scream, "What am I
Gonna do!" ---Friends we shall be.
Together doing stuff that two friends do,
Having fun, hanging, or seeing horror movies.
Everyday is a new
Day-- a new chance to meet a new guy
And someday I will find that special guy.
Young love will find me
Someday! I hope. <3
Jan 1, 2011
Jan 1, 2011 at 2:16 PM UTC
Spiritual hope is in my pleading soul
Until the wondrous Rapture comes!
Christ be in my futile heart
Kindly looking down on me!
O Lord how I earnestly beg of you,
Fearful and worthless creature that I am,
Forgive me as I grovel before Thy Cross!
Cleanse me please of sin dearest Lord,
Help me to know my own faults,
Raise me from the dust and dirt
Into which I am condemned to lie!
Slake my thirst for Holy Truth,
The Truth which only Thou can bring!
Only Thou, O great Lord, our Hope,
No one else can save the world,
Thou great Savio[u]r up above
Hearken unto our weedy and feeble cries!
Everlasting life is what you bring,
Crucified for us on Calvary
Royal and Holy Hill of Death,
Our only hope of Salvation!
Save us O mighty sweetest Lord,
Save us this coming Eastertide!
All must fall down on their knees,
Not forgetting to confess our sins
Devoutly worshipping the Lord's
Saving grace in this wicked world
Wherein we must toil and strive,
And at the last we must come face to face
Loving you, O great Lord!
Let Thy holy words filter down
On us like humble Easter Eggs,
World without end in thy embrace!
How can we dare to approach Thee
In the knowledege we are hopeless sinners,
Sinful filth from the days of Adam and Eve?
Sweet blessings we beg of Thee,
Prayers we send up to Heaven like emails!
Unless we confess and beg forgiveness
No one may be saved for the
Kingdom eternal in the sky!
Yea, please do not crush us to atoms
Underfoot as we grovel in the dust
Mutely offering up our anthems to Thee!
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 9:26 AM UTC
Bought me a swisha
Rolled 'er into a fat blunt
Smoked 'er all alone
I be aving me a sad swisha
Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 5:34 PM UTC
"There's been a million before me," and
Having been in the mental health field for a while now;
Each day I'm always learning and sharing *"That ultra-kind a
Love,"* one that I'll "never walk away from."
And "I will shield you from the waves, If they find you."
So *"I'm done with having dreams;
The thing I believe;
Oh, you drain all the fear from me."*
From this moment on "I will protect you."* I'm *"just
The last of a dying breed,"*
Hoping more people will come out and help others.
Every day someone needs help and
Really we're all in this together. No one is alone.
Every day *"I wonder if your therapist knows everything
About me."* I'm just "here in search of your glory."
Love is all we need!
One day, we'll see that mental health is okay,
Not something to be feared.
Enjoy life for what it is and
So much greatest will come to you!
STAY STRONG!
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 3:08 PM UTC
Hello my comfort through dark
Episodes,through depression and
Loathing, I've missed your solace, your
Loquacious eloquence.
Opining my misery
Profuse prose poetry attempting to heal
Open wounds,
Emitting sorrow and loneliness
Take me back as an errant lover, the lost and
Raving raven of old and,
Yore, tell me repeatedly, that nevermore will we part.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 7:53 PM UTC
Having everyone around in the morning,
Everyone ridicules me without warning,
Love fills my day before it has begun,
People in my life shine brighter than the sun!
My desires have to be put aside for theirs,
Every once in a while, they care!
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 12:21 PM UTC