memoona kazmi

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

with my fever burning at 104,
i have no friend to call,
to make me feel better,
to make me feel home,
pity tis for me,
i am sick and home alone

was really sick from past 3 days,but had no friends around me so i wrote it to express my anxiety and anger

#sick #ill #fever #friends #missing

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

reverse poem

i am never going to be happy again,
so don't try to tell me,
i will be the happiest,
when i already know,
i can't get that,
don't make me believe that,
everyone loves me,
when i know,
they don't love me,
so dont try to convince me that,
everything will change,
i will start smiling again...

now kindly read from bottom to top

#i #am #not #happy #the #happiest

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

letting go

i am letting go of myself,
hold me close,
at this time,
i need nothing else,
just pull me closer,
let the whistling wind,
carry the sound of you promises,
to my ears,
let them echo in eternity,
tell me all your dreams,
tell me you are here,
i am letting go of myself,
just hold me close

#i #am #letting #go

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

space

you left space in me,
which i cannot fill,
that ephemeral relation with you,
was enough to destroy everything of mine,
while sitting alone in my room,
i hear you calling my name,
how stupid of me,
still expecting from you,
didn't know,
you were the puzzle,
i didn't have the complete pieces of,
never really knew,
it was only a game,
and i was amazing at losing in it.....

#you #left #in #peace #me #pieces

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

that's who you were

hey stranger,where are you now?
i thought we shared something,
thinking,laughter,ideas,smile,
or maybe something else,
maybe it was love,
but stupid me,
didn't realize,
afterall,
you were just a strangers.........

#stranger #love #i #was #in

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

love to write

i love to write,
why?
well maybe because,
when i see everyone judging me,
by my past,
i feel my pen,
writing all my mistakes,
as a burning phoenix,
when i see the world,
laughing on my pain,
my pages accept my sadness,
when i feel alone and empty,
my writing hold me close,
kiss me on my head,
wipe my tears off,
and stays there for me.....

#love #to #write

memoona kazmi Feb 2019

nothing

nothing can hold me back now,
neither any luxury,
nor any love,
neither any goal,
nor any determination,
don't tell me now,
that you will be there for me,
when i have stood alone,
in the breathtaking storms,
watching my sail,
being blown away,
don't tell me you love me,
when i know you don't,
don't tell me it's all gonna be better,
when i already know,
you will always be you,
and i'll a;ways be me.........

#stop #lying #to #me #you #dont #love