All my life I've been waiting for love to walk into my little world of tragedy. When you walked in I felt the presence of love. You shined so bright with it inside of you. Your love was such a sight to see I couldn't look away. you looked at me And as you did, The love in you shined even brighter. And within me a little light began to brew. The light I had hidden deep in me, Deep under the darkness where hurt was present.
love brings out love. never give up on love just because your heart aches a lot and you can't ever imagine it not aching.cause when love walks in, it will take the hurt away.
***** perfect. I'm sick of perfection. being the perfect girl, the perfect lover, hiding my flaws, competing to be the best to get accepted.
***** perfect, ***** a perfect future.
cause an imperfect future with you, is what fuels my heart and fills me with life. all the silliness and love that will be present, in our not so perfect apartment, where we sometimes have not so perfect moments, where my imperfections you don't judge rather you admire them.
cause in this not so perfect love story, all the imperfections with you is my version of perfect.
there is more to life than a perfect life. your soul and heart will never happy until you find the right person to spend your life with, where an imperfect life becomes a perfect life to you where hiding is another day you're excited about.
I love him I tell myself I know that We will be together forever I don’t believe that We could be separated My thoughts tell me that He’s the love of my life Sometimes my heart lies and says I could live an eternity Without him Like my friends say “We’re perfect for each other” And you can’t tell me He’s not the one.
How can someone just disappear, Cease to exist? What happens after death? Do they really appear in our dreams? Arent dreams nothing but our desires? What does it mean for a heart to stop? If your heart stops beating then how can you be there for me? How are u next to me when I don’t feel you? Is this why I feel empty and unloved? Because you're not there. After death, You cease to exist.
I'm chasing death To find you. To find your love again. In this world, you left me alone. I need your love back. Please wait for me. I need to know your their, Don't let death take you. Don't let death make it seem like you don’t exist, You live within me, Use my strength and come back. Come be next to me again. I'm lonely in this cold world with a heavy broken heart that goes unloved. please come back. Or at least wait for me, For I believe death will be upon me soon too.
death took you and now I'm chasing death, RIP Syeda Banu (beloved grandmother, friend, sister, and mother)