Alright, alright fine.
I guess maybe I over reacted a little bit
I mean, I suppose it's not as though we were dating, just flirting
Flirting is a very different thing. No commitment.
It's not like you broke any promises
I guess that if I had thought that I had a chance with someone I had convinced myself I loved for a long time, I would probably have done the same thing
I'm still ****** of course, don't get me wrong
I still want to hurt you
I still hate you with every ounce of my being
I still have reason to blame you
Don't get me wrong on that.
I still blame you, and have every right to
However,
I suppose
Maybe
I don't loathe you anymore
I guess I have re-examined and a lot of it was in my head
I made up a lot and mistook lots of what you said
I'm not saying I don't believe I had every right to react negatively
But I guess I'll admit, I overreacted.
Alright?
But you still hurt me.
Even if you didn't mean to.
And I have developed a bit of a plan.
Careful.
I overreacted. I have decided that I didn't need to freak out that much and it was my fault that I got that hurt, but it was his fault I got hurt at all. So I maintain, I had every right to react. Also, I hate him.