adept

adept Jul 2018

you claimed the sky
and i kept looking up.

what was kept from me
was never actually refused.

i lied, only to see if you would protect yourself or if you would protect me. turns out we both new the answer, and i still don’t mind

#echo #claim #sky #heard #lies

adept Jul 2018

raising hell

i sat in secret,
watching you build a
safe place with your own
two hands. but when he joined you,
i burned it to the ground.

and you never found out that it was me all along

#safe #place #him #you #burned #end

adept Jun 2018

you left me with a silence that is indescribable

you left me with nothing
but the words i wished
i would never hear.
but yet i make excuses
for you, in hopes
that one day things
will go as i had once believed.

it’s funny that i ever thought this would end with all as planned

#hopes #believed #nothing #never

adept Jun 2018

my turf

please tell me what i’ve done
i’m clueless once again
please please

whatever happened i’m so sorry

adept Jun 2018

my attempts in reaching you

i’m afraid that i’m losing you,
and that is the last thing i want.
i’m not sure what’s wrong,
for the first time ever,
and i can’t even get to you.
but We are fading.

please don’t go anywhere, i won’t let us distance

#hear #me #out

adept Jun 2018

the breaking point.

i realized i have lived my
whole life on the edge,
and that it will take
no more than a step
in the wrong direction
to send me over.

#edge #wrong #direction #over #life

adept Jun 2018

little did i know, that this would only create an avalanche.

i sat and watched her crumble you
to pieces. and you were only amused by
the fact that this meant my world
was falling apart.

#falling #crumble #world #her #you