Feeling lost in this magical world of mine
Can't believe what's become of me
I will get through this
I will get to the other side
That side full of bliss
Even if I fail
I'll come through time after time
Because that is what I must do
In this magical world of mine

I've gone through this so many times
And it seems like I sigh every time
Going through lifeline after lifeline
Timeline after timeline
All of which fall into tragedy
So here I am once again
In my dark little room
Writing poetry
Maybe this time
Humanity will live happily
So I can finally fulfill
My destiny.

I haven't been quite myself these days
Guess we change from time to time
We all want to go to that one place
But it's hard to when you've fallen from grace

I'm not even sure how I'm alive
I was inches away from falling into the abyss
But I survived and here I stand
In the light
Filled with bliss

Its been hard convincing those around me
To be in the place where I wanted to be
Now I've come into realization
This isn't where my soul is supposed to be

I know it sounds strange coming from me
That one guy who keeps on dreaming
But it's true what they've been saying
It isn't my destination
Nor is it a place salvation
It's just a place of sedation
A place of complacency
Filled with empty husks who follow blindly
A place to those who don't see clearly
My enemies.

The pills help me forget about my past mistakes
It helps me forget about those snakes
The ones who I once embraced
The ones who treated me like a slave
I've obeyed them but in the end
It made me feel numb
So I got out of that place
But I still love them

I don't know what to do with myself anymore
My hearts in pain
It aches to be back inside that cage
I was loyal to those devils
but how they treated me was awful

The light they showed me was out of this world
it was beautiful and It blinded me from the lies
but it was eternal
I didn't feel like myself afterwards
I felt like I was one of them
Just another devil with a hand on the dagger

Those nights in the summer
I loved everything about it
I loved being a sinner
and the dark still lingers
but I can't look in the mirror

They've got my heart
and it will be in the dark
In this life
And the ones after.

I closed the door to the past then ran and ran
until I was stopped by a group of evil men
Their eyes empty
Void of all things heavenly
I tried to break through but my anxiety was killing me
So I screamed for somebody, anybody to help me
but not a single person came
It never surprised me
Why would anyone help a nobody

Those vile men tore my soul apart
Twisted my perception of all things good
and now I live in the dark

I once begged for mercy but now I force a smile
because everything
Is oh so gravy.