It took so long
For my house to be built
I lay the foundation
Of course I couldn't do it
If I was alone
I sought help from others
Called my entire neighborhood
To lend a hand
To put up the pillars
As well as the walls
To strengthen my home
Make it my own
I put up a roof
To protect me from the rain

But some days just come
When the droplets penetrate
The roof is not enough
To shelter me
Some days just come
When a match can set my home on fire
A careless remark
A hateful comment
Swiftly burning
The home I carefully built

It will take some time
To mend what is broken
Or rebuild my home
From the ground to the top
But I never abandon it
I never give up

I understand you are tired , i understand you thought there's no hope left , i understand it seems an end to you ... But is this how it should be ?

Question yourself that when and where all this gone wrong and trust me once you'll figure out this the solution will appear automatically to fix everything .. see , there's solution for every problem but you have to find out what the actual problem is ...

Sometime it's hard to keep yourself going on but it's never impossible , there's only one person who can let you down or who can bring you up and that one person is you .. choice is all yours whether you want to quit or you want make it for yourself with your hard work , smart work and patient ...

It's very easy to blame your luck after getting defeated but it's very difficult to win it after defeating your luck ♥ ...  

Be the one person for yourself who chose to fight till the end not the one you quit in the mid just because of tired mind and hopelessness ... Be your own hope and be your own luck ...

i've worked myself off since my birth
to get a simple letter determining my worth
it's hard to get all the things you want
when everyone is telling you that you should not
it's hard to succeed when you get a score
and everyone is telling you it should be more
it's so hard to try to no avail
when everyone is telling you that you'll fail

My fake laugh, most of the times
my eyes wanting to say so much
my voice, calm and gentle
Determination and perseverance
Trying to think more about people, or less
thinking more about me, or less
What am I sharing? The pain
The anger
The restlessness
and so little joy.

I tried to fix what was broken
And became upset when I couldn't.
I left it alone,
I let it be,
I even changed me.
Some worked and some didn't..
Now, I must admit it
My errs have made me shameful
Because my intentions were so good;
But I was blinded, so blinded,
That I never really understood
How I could ***** anyone over
The way I did.

I turned a new leaf
And still I couldn't succeed
Because all anyone ever really saw
Was the old me

I set new boundaries and was shunned
So I opened them up and now I'm lost

I went back to the old me,
And even that ******* me.
So what do I become?
What do I do?
Because the old me
And the new me
Wasn't ever good enough for any of you.