Watching by the little window,
I see those kids, I those pups,
Playing ,joking, running around
Giggling ,laughing ,on a merry go round
So much!  i envy ,seeing them laugh as they play,
So much ! i hate, that i was once as happy as they,
So much ! i cry ,i cant go back to those happy days
So much!  i scream, i cant run ,i cant play,
So much !So much! Just So much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I miss those days ,i miss those nights,
I miss the sun with its morning light,
I miss the birds ,I miss the skies,
I miss those stars ,I miss the moon,
Humming and dancing with those lullaby tunes,
I miss so much! Just so much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
OH! how i used to wish and pray,
I would Grow up and I would say,
The money ,The house ,The cars i want ,
Its all i want! Its all i want!
I pity those innocent prays,
I wish I would go back and say,
Do not say! Do not say!
As God hears only a Child's pray,
I beg so much !Just so much!
I beg ,I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I still hear those laughters and those sounds
The winds whispers, the rain weeps
Remember those days! Remember those days!
I still wish, I still cry,
I still hope, I still pry,
Child O' Child where are you!
Child O' Child are you lost!
Child O' Child dont run away! dont run away!
I cry too much ,Just too much!
I beg, I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
                       __tsuki no ume

Far,Far,Far away
I see a door,I see a frame
Whether its night ,whether its day
I see it there it never fades
Its in my eyes its on my mind
When im mad when im kind
Should i rather stay behind
Not to sleep but to grind
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night Whether its day
Should i play should i stray
Should i just quit away
Its not a choice i could make
Its a road i must take
No delay No mistake
They say its good for your sake
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I just cant run away
I can stay i can pray
But when i wait for that day
On that coffin i would lay
I Close my eyes while they pray
All my life i lived your way
Its you who took my life away
I couldnt laugh i couldnt smile
I thought i could run a thousand miles
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I wanted to run so i could escape
From this mundane landscape
I wished i longed for so long
That i could sing a pretty song
Not for you but me alone
Im not a slave im not a prey
I would dare but i wont care
This time ill disobey
The shackles the chains
Would eventually break
At that time i would awake
From the horrors and terrors
Of this puppet play
I shall shine i shall rise
This time i wont compromise
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
                      __tsuki no ume~

A tiny version of me
stuck in my own empty pockets
and staring me down.
Unfinished business
is the only job
you can find in this town.

Sit unemployed
and aging with my wine
waiting on a laptop chime,
last minute copy
of my government issued W-9.
And I'm bored like I've got
a world of time
this apartment is leased
nothing is mine.

Tuesday night, my mother sits , her face buried in her screen
Blues playing on the radio at the neighbours house
My brother yells from across the bolder keeping us apart
My door opens , freshly presented with a new responsibility

Breathing , had so feverishly left ,
As the words echoed through the pen keeping me sane

My mother had brought me a request ,
A journey through the cracks of our house,
Whispering the imperfections of my efforts
My books sadly abandoning me in the abyss of my cluelessness
Pots ringing in the distance ,my mother notices my exhaustion
Considering her yearning for my duty
The door shuts pulling the last of my efforts at its tail
Victory! Shortly lived , as the voice blasts into the oblivion of my echo
“RUN ME A BATH OF COLD WATER"
“AND DONT FORGET TO BREATH"

I wait for my Water...