Hold anything up and it will weigh you down
drop anything and it will lighten you up

resistance bes not coming at you
its being held to your body by you

From worldly usage,
it separates things
Divides inside from the outside,
completely, without links
Walls are made to keep something out
These are also made, to shield internal doubts
As space becomes tighter
The banging volumed louder
Let outside in, and inside out
I'll tear down walls and get you out
But the walls become stronger, sturdy and firm
Then outside realized,
nothing bout the walls but who's breaking them

The town was in chaos, with people running away to places
To escape the dark, haunted beauty of death
The disease spread like a fire, with no one to quench its rage
Killing people on its long run, stealing their breath.
A million of them, but only one for me.
I will never touch one, and they will never touch me.
Who knew an epidemic could shatter million dreams in an instant?
For all that was now remaining were fading memories.
. I can’t find a fix. I can’t find a cure. I’m stuck with this sickness. Stuck for sure. Where’s the antidote to my disease? Help me find it. Help me please? My life is swirling down the drain. Help with my life. With my pain.
There’s something in my chest
Growing, swelling
A disease manifesting in my heart
It latches to my nerves and infects my brain
Living my life barely passing by
Just trying to make ends meet.