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Atta May 2017
i tried to forget you
your smile
whenever we talked about our favorite bands or songs or movies
i remember everything
i remember you sang my favorite song
i liked it
i loved it
eventhough your voice was bad

your presence
whenever i felt lonely and sad
by you in my side
i felt everything
sad but happy
cold and warm
did you hug me that day?
no, you didn't
because my parents were there
you were afraid of my daddy
Haha:)

your smell
chocolate mixed with lone wolf
sometime sweat you got from your field
the field of freedom you said
bouncing running launghing
winning
wonder what you were thinking when you were in that field
me? or just some random thoughts?
bet it was nothing but others

the distance
i was moved out that day
i left you alone
i didn't want to be the one who leave
but i didn't want to be left by too
i miss you
i miss you
i'm sorry for everything
i'm sorry
RenzoAndy May 2017
How come i can be this longing
Bare with me if you mind to sing
Telling you now not mean to cling
Just letting my mine been digging

Only to you be bring closer in you
Only for you be true closure of you
Never been told these will making us
None told as growing deeper as cause

Tonight what i feel isn't for me only
You will see what i can feel with folly
You can laugh as you can see free in me
This is what will shown for you and me

Be missing of you bring star faded
Being with you star glowing as beaded
So glown sparked me, cant even close...
Won't Close my eyes for just second pose

I need to see you.
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Para akong sumusuntok sa hangin noon,
Noong bigla kang nagpadaig sa ihip nito.
Sana tinangay na rin pati ang damdamin,
Mas masakit pala kasi iniwan **** may pait.

Para akong sumusuntok sa pader ngayon,
Ngayong sabi **** hindi naman nagbago
Pero ang sakit na ng mga kamao ko,
Nasusugatan ako
Pero pilit akong kumakatok
Sa puso **** malaki ang pader.

Para akong sumusuntok sa punching bag,
Pinipilit kong husayan kahit dumadaplis ako.
Kapag  nangangatog ang tuhod ko't napapaluhod,
Sabay ang luha sa tagaktak ng pawis.
Pero muli akong bumabangon.

Para akong sumusuntok sa unan,
Gusto kong mamahinga
Pagkat pagod na ang puso.
Masakit na ang mga kamao
Naaawa na ako sa sarili ko,
Kaya't pipilitin kong pumikit.

Kailangan ko ng tulog na mahimbing
Oo, iiyak na naman ako
Sinusuntok kita
Hindi dahil galit ako;
Sinusuntok kita
Kasi kahit pagod na
Sayo nais mamahinga.
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Krimen ang kasinungalingan,
Baluti ay matatamis na salita
O biruang panlihis sa katotohanan.
Nagtitimbang mga katauhan
Sa payak na mga salitang binibitawan.

Hindi ako makahinga
Bagamat sariwa ang hangin --
Sariwa gaya ng mga alaalang tinubos ng dilim.
Pinili kong maging totoo sa silakbo ng puso,
Sa bawat mensahe'y, kaakibat nito
Ang mga panalanging gamutin yaon ng Ama.

Pag-ibig na nakarehas,
Pag-ibig na hindi nasambit
Bagkus binuhos ko kasabay ng pagluha.
At ngayo'y pag-amin ay hindi liham,
Ako'y tiyak na dadaloy ang kalayaan.

Kung may tanong ka,
Sagot ko ay "oo"
Dahil mahal kita
Dahil minahal kita.
Pinili kong tiisin ang sakit ng distanya,
Pinili kong hindi na balikan ang nayurak nang larawan.

Takot akong sumubok noon
Kaya nga nakikisabay lamang sayo.
Bagkus sa'yong paglisan,
Di waring pag-ibig mo'y tangay na rin hangin.
Parang nawala na lang,
Kaya't sabi mo'y sumuko ka na lamang.

Kailanma'y hindi kita sinukuan
Bagkus pinagdasal kitang tunay.
Pagkat yan ang dinig ko sa Maykapal
Na Siyang unang nagbihis sakin ng pagsinta.
carapher Sep 2015
This time next year
I still want to be this
passionate for your presence.

I still want to be jealous
as you drool over every name
other than mine.

I still want to crave for your attention with only an exceeded crave
as a result.

I still want to make you smile
as you force yourself to forget that i
made your muscles move.

I still want to say
that I'll take whatever i can take
from you.

I still want to be
in this
blasphemous relationship.

I still want to try
to get in the way between you
and your religion

And accept this very subtle victory.

I still want you
to think about what this
could be.

I still want to entice you
with the taboo relationship
of no relations.

I still want to see your hidden glare
as I flirt with every girl
other than you;

an act of which we both know is an act of sheer desperation.

I still want to want you,
and
want you to want me to
this time next year
and the years to come.
Unrequited Love Jul 2015
No Matter how mad I am at you.

When your hand reaches out for mine, I know I'll let my finger intertwine with yours.

Hell, I'll squeeze your hand tighter.
I'm headed for complete and utter heart brake and I know it.

— The End —