I love you to the point it hurts
Said you loved me too, let me fall
Now all I can feel is the pain of everything I see
You do not feel anything at all

The waves weren't our enemies
Being to close to the ocean was
We
Were
Sand
Sculpted together
But not
Concrete

It's good reminiscing every night
Remember the good times we had
It became my habit, looking back to our yesterday
It's just a happy memory

I feel the other way tonight
I realized something
Asked myself
"What if you're just being forced by the idea of my love?"

Maybe our ideas of love won't just click
If we still continue this, we'll be sick
I love you, I want reasons to stay
I hope you still feel the same way.




--jeannery a.



♡

That smell of you still lingers
I've bleached the walls
Changed the linen
Hell, even threw away your
Favorite dress you loved to see me in
But the drainage from your memories
**** me
Will they say you're the cause of death
On my autopsy?