I think that I am blessed with life.
This morning I woke up warm and safe,
with a kind man next to me to kiss on the face.
I have been granted the ability to work.
I have a welcoming space to earn a living,
with a wonderful boss who is kind and giving.
I still have the privilege to text my mother.
She is a sweet woman with a kind heart -
loves who I am even though our beliefs sometimes part.
But today I woke up and my heart still feels heavy.
I feel unworthy of this body I've been given,
and my mind overworks without my permission.
Depression does not care about my positive days.
Even though I am blessed I struggle with pain,
and constantly still I fight with this dreadful brain.
But day after day I will never give up.
For too many people are counting on me,
and encouraging that one day I shall be free.
So *******, Depression!
Today I woke up and continued to breathe
and while sometimes it's hard I have faith in me.
