We all have addictions, you were mine. As much as I'll never admit it to you, you run through my veins and poison my blood.
They say to not smoke past the number on the bottom of the cigarette but I do anyway in hopes of burning your breath out of my lungs, giving myself a new reason to struggle to breathe rather than the thoughts of you.
Tainted like an iron brand your name is imprinted. I scratch at the deepest corners of my mind trying to get rid of it but somehow you're still there.
My lips, memories of yours on them, biting off skin hoping it will take off your old touch.
I have changed the bed sheets more times than I can count but still your presence lingers, sitting on the edge, smirking.
All these thoughts of you and still I know I do not even cross your mind.
I thought you were gone permanently but forever was mistaken for just a moment in time, and here you are again, clouding my mind.
