why is it so hard to love me ? why am i never up to ? why do i feel so silly ? boring stupid complicated empty sensible weary old woman lonely .... lonely
why is it so hard to love me ? I have so much love to give a hungry puppy looking for love trivial predictable invisible annoying misunderstood disillusioned disappointed lonely .... lonely
born, grow , learn ... fall .. get up ... don’t understand .. trust !! you water in my desert light in my darkness , hope in may desperation , you peace and serenity you my absolute certainty you love you always with me you my life
you are pure emotion you are more than what I dreamed of you are like the infinite that holds me tight a breath that accompanies me sliping through my hair immense and intense you are the deepest part of me you are the love that smiles caressing my soul and when you left me you are a tear that comes from the heart
a sign from you and I stop a word from you and I smile a gaze from you and I tremble a caress from you and I melt Liquid ahead of you you're all colors in one you're my compass you're my center of gravity you're my nirvana when you're there everything is intense every color is vivid every sound is shrill the sky is infinite the green is more green everything is easier everything finds its own place nothing is impossible you're the best of me without you everything is flat the music in me turns off disorder and impatience mark the faint gust of life gliding beside me without being able to brush me a slow ticking bottom accompanies the wait to the prelude the symphony of music and perceptions of your return and everything can start again and I can fly
strawberry juice vanilla and salt fragrance of the must smell of rain a frozen lake a shooting star music and poetry red and black a patch of moonlit the stormy sea a hot bath a fire on the beach and more and more .... I feel in your mouth on your lips when hold in your arms you kiss me and your eyes are still clinging to mine your kisses... my breath !