I flight
in a pink sky
that glows purple
pushed by a lightly breeze
that becomes storm
I taste
a slow pleasure
that becomes suffering
I feel
a growing need
that becomes instinct
I burn
of a flame
which becomes fire
I’m  consumed
by a hunger
that satisfies my senses
a passing wait
for  a throb of delight
here …
ecstasy
arrives!

I look for your eyes
in his
I look for your voice
in his
I look for your taste
in his
I look for you
in him !
I close my eyes
feel your skin
feel your hands
feel you !
your breath
your heart beating
I open my eyes
... and I see
the darkness

bare

bare
I tremble
I'm cold
do you see my dark?
do you hear my silence?
hug me
..here
the dawn
..here
the song of the lark !

I loved you
I loved your shadow
I loved your sign

I loved what I thought you were
I loved the shadow that my thoughts projecting about you
I loved the signs  that my mind created about you

I didn’t love you
because you don’t exist
you are fake

yes
..you can!
**** me. .
**** me !
but
before
the eternal dark
before
my eyes die
please!
line to me
I need your black eyes
please !
kiss me
and give me
my last
beautiful oblivion!

there are  secrets
you'll never know
gifts  that you give me
thougths that melt me
they ‘re only for me
they 're mine
I retain them jealously
they make me feel special
make me the only one ...
there are secrets
you'll never know
because when
- oblivious -
you ‘ll stop
giving me these  precious drops of you
my pain
it will be a secret
you'll never know

so fragile
so complicated
so naive
I was waiting for you
you didn’t have a face
you didn’t have a voice
you didn’t have a body
you were a dream
my dream !
I knew your embrace
I knew your smile
I knew your warmth
….here you are!
your arms
protect me
your mouth
gives me the oblivion
your eyes
give me the peace
I'm your
and you’re mine
fill my empty
sweep away my fragilities
don’t leave me…
I ‘ll be cold
Don’t leave me...
my heart would become ice ...
so fragile…
it would be blown to pieces....

shades
dreams
silent sighs
drunk with pleasure

I looked for
I found
I laughed
I dreamed
I believed
I loved

I watched
I found
I get it
I cried

old woman

old woman.
you. are. old.
you feel old
you think old
your eyes
your shoulders
your skin
your heart
old !
adolescence is gone
happiness is your lie
no more light
only smog
in your eyes.
don’t distort the truth
old woman
this is your only reality