You
beauty. Achingly perfect in a way I can't control
So perfect, you make me vulnerable.
Vulnerable to
a vortex of emotions made so completely for me
that I can't helped but be pulled into you.
So dense are you, that I am weighted to this ground
in a way that is perfectly designed to expire.
I so admire
this magic that you have,
Where I say words to you
that I haven't ever said to myself.
Trembling from my mouth
I see the colours growing true
A vivid sense of clarity, reality
All because of you.
And we are so young. And beautiful.
And for a short time we were free together.
In our room,
With your flag and my heart,
We had everything.
I miss you.
Sometimes, I miss you so much that the world around me cracks,
Which is to say, that everything shatters into a million shards of pain,
Which is to say,
my heart breaks.
Now,
In a world without your bottles or i love yous,
Your steadying hand, or your legs on the balcony at night,
oh charlie girl
It's hard to remember what it was like to have you at all.
I miss you every day that passes by with only your face to keep me company.