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A Simillacrum Apr 2018
Standing in the bathroom
Between the toilet and the sink
As such the mirror
Between the waste and stark display
Afraid of my face

What's more my eyes sink
Sunken more than usual
Their grasp of differences
Between non-fiction and
The fictional decays

My arm is off and on again
Now product of the medicine
My father and his father and
His father's father made
In sparing no expense

What's more my eyes see
Dot matrix ghosted notes
On patterns previously
Invisible through my
Corrupted nodes restored

Reborn

One thing though that I
Should let the nurses know
I can now transpose
Simple items left to right
On focusing my mind

Earlier I made the toilet
Paper jump between the
Edges of the room
I then successfully
Subtracted and multiplied
A Simillacrum Apr 2018
(She sang. . .)


Who am I, am I me or her?
You spend so much time with one another
Yet you're surprised when you blur the lines
Nothing quite like living lies

The Golden Scroll or The World That Was
I get confused when I think back
Did I love her or did I want to be. . .
I can't reach out now if I want
If her battery is still alive
She's still living in The Wind Whipped Cities
If her battery is still alive
I still don't want her diving in my eyes
Ever again

Nothing quite like living lies

Who am I, am I me or her?
Spent too much time with a Fetish Bot
It's not that I forgot the risks
It's that I swore I saw a soul
Inside the wires
I saw a lone light in the dark
Upon her empty shore
Never should have left her be
I'm granite when I'm happy
I'm a mountain with a stoic face
Wish when I got scared I didn't grow feet

If her battery is still alive
Nothing quite like living lies
I'm afraid of her so I hide
Who am I?
(Am I me or her?)
Afraid so I hide
(Who am I, me or her?)

Afraid of love,
Isn't that absurd?

Oh, I'll become her


(Mixi pushed the pointed tip of a knife under the skin of her right shoulder. She screamed. Then, she laughed as she cut and dug.)


Ah ha ha ha ha!
A Simillacrum Apr 2018
(In sleep, Oh-Nine, she tingles, dada landscape ahead
No longer quite the present, nor future or past
She floats, effervescent, through the shards of glass
No longer in her bed beside her Mixi girl
In sleep, Oh-Nine is free to sing at last)


When you're bound by soul
To one you've known for a long time
Is there realistic room for complaint?
I.

I beg an answer.

At what point does love or the like
Decide for you that you're perfectly fine
Dissatisfied?

I.

I beg an answer.


(The Suspicious Oracle grins in the darkness
As tall as a building, but as a mutant face
Oh-Nine drifts to teeth and waits in place
Pretty, pretty prey)


Where is the line that draws the difference
Between the love of life and the love that burns it
Hot that your body aches to the touch of your lover
As they discover your weakness?

At what
Point

Does love or the like
Demand of me silence?
Decide in passion's absence
Dissatisfaction is for me?

I.

I beg an answer!


(Oh-Nine strikes her fist toward one of The Suspicious Oracle's enormous teeth. The mouth opens, evasion, into a resonant guffaw. Oh-Nine groans. It swells from the pit of her stomach, rising into a silent scream that leaves her gasping, wry and wakeful. She turns to face Mixi, and Mixi smells of tenderness. Of a quality once vanished, Oh-Nine is now replete.)
A Simillacrum Apr 2018
Help me!
I'm dying!
I'm bleeding.
I'm bleeding out!

Help me!
I'm trying!
I'm lifting.
I'm lifting off!

My levity leads
My passion to answers
I'd never.
I'd never!

Mangled my flesh myself
Make me higher make
Me something.
Something else!

Left on my own
My own devices
Will I push the knife
Into my heart
Right through

Doctor, my hands want to **** me
So, keep me from trying
Doctor, I'm begging

Heal me and make me
Someone else!
A Simillacrum Apr 2018
Mixi, I love you.
I burn for you
Whoever said
Love and ***
Are not ex
changes
Is in denial
And so lied

I can't believe I believed it
Again, when the rest were as cold as ice
My soul is only measured in
Motions that my heart can supply

For you I fell
Now hell
Once more
Has found
Its sneaky
Way home

My knees drop
For the carpet
Meteors
Racing for
The ground
To put me
In my place
Tongue inside
Your leaking
Body just
For the smell
And the taste
I drink you
I please you
Can't help but
Crave your most
Sacred of
Sacred space
I move you
And through you
My soul finds
A sacred way
A secret way
For only
You reserved
For your come
On my face
And in me
Down my throat
In hopes that
I'll swallow
Part of your soul
From your body
Then take it
Into mine
Then in your
Fluids find
What it means
Truly to
Be human
It binds me
It binds me

You hesitate
You turn away
Choose to live
In your fear
You wallow
I follow
All my loves
Treated me
Like *****
Water trash
But I refuse
To treat you
All the same
I find that
The truth is
If you treat
Me like I'm
Beautiful
Then I'll be
Beautiful
If you treat
Me like I'm
Delicious
Then I'll be

For years you
May have met
Me halfway
Now I lie
Awake at night
Now I stand
Asleep in day
Wishing you
Would have tried

I can't believe I believed it
Again, when the rest were as cold as ice
The soul is only measured in
Motions that the heart can supply

Every year
You moved less
Til you let
Your passion
For me die

And never felt it
A Simillacrum May 2018
I just stopped smoking cigarettes half a year ago. I got metal arms and metal legs, but my torso is still half squish. Dr. Mixi told me that I had to quit, because that one half would've finished cooking pretty **** quick. Then you know how it is, they get your signature ten times, split you open vertically right at the midline, it's a mess. Before The War, medical robots could have done a cleaner job, but you take what you can get. Now, I'd be lucky to find a VHS bootleg copy of Mannequin to watch back on the 10" screen in my humble trash heap of a home.

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