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Frozen in fear
Nothing but a tear
A cry of pain
Going insane
Lighting a flame
Never the same
Flickering light
Losing the fight
You write a letter
That no one will see
A ****** of a knife
Ending your life
I am ashamed
Life will never be the same
Now that I cut
The heart will stay shut
How do you cry?
I can only try
Pain is only a distraction
And still is only a fraction
Of what i feel inside
It's like my heart lied
Nothing is ok
I can only live from night to day
How long can I last?
Because i'm fading fast
I can only hope
That i can learn to cope
But the pain is too much
It hurts with just a touch
Truth be told i'm scared
Telling you this has left me bared
But now it's too late
I guess it's up to fate
I'm begging my heart to stop
But it's brimmed with pain to the top
My worst fear is you
That you'll become like me too
Dedicated to the one who was raised like me...
Why do feelings hurt?
Making me feel lower than dirt
I've thought of learning to fly
But am always scared to try
The feeling of pain
That is not a gain
You can't go far
Without receiving a scar
You become shaded
Because you feel hated
My heart is so sore
I don't think I can do this anymore
A tear

Nothing can be said to make it  better

A fear

What if she didn't wake up

A cut

Temporary numbness

Eyes closed shut

She doesn't care anymore

She bleeds

She feels pain but it's like a cure

It is this that she needs

Holds her to reality

And out of insanity

She doesn't know how long

But her only regret was being alone
This feeling is like a curse
As they drive away in a long black hearse
The dark and gloomy sky
Shudders then starts to cry
A father consoles a mother
While holding a child
The dead's brother
For a moment they stay
Unable to look away
I try to call out
But they don't seem to hear my shout
These feelings I feel
Fill me to the brim
A new light has been shed
It was me
I was the one dead
This is dedicated to my deceased baby brother Cody David.
The shadows grow
Dark and sinister
An icy chill
The blood begins to flow

The cries of the broken
Torn and tormented
Their hearts hurting
The pain never to soften

They say time will heal
But these souls ache
With the pain of the world
They don't know, because they don't feel

You can never get loose
You can't breath
It's like you're suffocating
Like you're being hung by a noose

There is no light
Forever forgotten
They're drowning
Losing their eternal fight

No one will save them
To remain forever lost
No more will to live
Their life will slowly
Slowly
Fade
I recognize nothing
For what is to be recognized
Even my heart is a stranger
Every beat stranger than the last
Time continues on
Hopefully the end is coming fast
The pain of life
Is everlasting
And although I can see
I see nothing
My soul is empty
Forgotten and lost
I keep walking
Not knowing the cost
Maybe one day
A light will show me the way
So I can forget this darkness
That is swallowing me whole

— The End —