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 Oct 2014 Rachel Cloud
Jason Nel
we fought again, inevitable difference
this one was the hardest

pain

to

endure

d
e
p
r
e
s
s
i
o
n
took my sober soul and cleansed my thoughts with evil

i sit and cry on a beautiful summer's eve
i blame myself for all of this
because i hurt you again, i think

i am so sorry for the
words
laughter
looks
despisement
hatred
and
curses
that you did not deserve

i know i ****** up again
because my mother started asking questions
and i lost one of my only friends

thank you for enduring my bitterness
and hurt i inflicted

this cancer is healed
but the cancer-disfigured-wounds lay behind
and all we can do now is forgive the cancer for existing and forgive each other

I
am
sorry,
Ryan.
This is truly one of my pieces that lay closest to my heart...
 Oct 2014 Rachel Cloud
Toria
Pretty
 Oct 2014 Rachel Cloud
Toria
“Pretty”
You start telling us so young
Not even letting us take time to smell
To sniff of the world we’re in
Before you pull it from our fingertips
Leaving us with “Pretty”
Making us weaker than we really are
Just by saying “Pretty”
Making the poor girl smiling, feel lesser
Making her want or even need to be more
Making her uncomfortable in her own skin
Too uncomfortable to breath
To let out the air
In fear of looking fat
Because you said “Pretty”
But you don’t see it
You don’t see the damage that you’ve done
You won’t see it
Because you don’t take the time to look
Deeper than her flawless skin
Deeper than her penciled-on brows
Deeper than her plastic nose
Deeper than her silicone filled chest
And deep into her heart
Her mind
And her soul
To see that her smile is fake
And it’s only there because you said “Pretty”
When she was so young
Not letting her have the time to smell
To sniff the world she was in
Before you pulled it from her fingertips
Just leaving her with “Pretty”
 Oct 2014 Rachel Cloud
Sarah
Justice is not equality
Freedom is not fairness

It’s better to admit you don’t understand
than to torture the hopeless

Waiting for peace on earth,
you dare to hold your breath

So I’ll let you suffocate;
We are equal in death
.
Fall is beautiful.

But we forget that everything is dying.
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T           ////
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Rainy day

(    Oh how I know

               that you  want to talk of               love ! )




god on the Easy Plan




//                         I am

Only in             Darkness

Face to face

With the Pirates

& the Police



I appreciate

That you don't love me cause  it would be a lie

///         ///

Death

Is

Here

All Around

///                 speaking for the children

I'd like you to know

There might be something that would be
Very Human

if you'd try to get it done

////

I walk thru the rain

Thru the death

If you think you want to

You can find me

If not me

Then one of

My friends
/::/::/   •  ||
<>  

()()()()()()

I imagine all the naked girls down in the

great pit of the arena

Wavin their ****** *****  and dripping vaginas

Up in the air

At the boys in the stands
Screaming

LOVE US !  LOVE US !

LOVE US !   WE NEED YOU TO LOVE US !

And the boys laughing and throwing

Bags of ****  down on them

And ******* on them

While the girls howl

And cry and eat the **** and drink the ****

Going

LOVE US !  LOVE US ! LOVE US !

Down in the pit amongs their ****** *****

And dripping vaginas

And the **** and the ****

And the utter total depraved meaninglessness

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And then

A flash of light

////
////
////  

And I see


The 1000 beautiful dreamy faces

Of the lovely young girls

With glistening eyes of eternal blissful truth
Emerging

Thru pristine imaginations

Of childhood grace

And immaculate splendor

Visions of fertility and hope and marriage

And tomorrow's blessed children

Nurtured by strong and real People

::

And the young boys

Teary eyed with humility

Gentle with adoration

Entering and mingling and embracing

All and each

and angels rejoicing

And tyrants fleeing

And the dragons of peace circling

And handsome  unicorns holding and healing

And all is good so very good

:::;

And I read my poem and weep
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