IMAGINING MYSELF IN A TORNADO OF BLISS,
SOMETHING I NEVER THOUGHT I’D FEEL FOR REAL
NO MORE CONFRONTATION OF AGONY OR PAIN
THIS NEW FEELING OF TRUE LOVE STAYS STRONG, FEELING SO SURREAL.

PASSING THROUGH THE TURBULENCE OF THE PAST
USED TO CONFINE ME IN A STATE OF DISTRUST
BUT, NOW ALL THE PUTRID PAST LIES BEHIND ME
ALONG WITH TRUE PASSION WITH LOVE, CONTAINED BY HEAVENLY LUST

SO HERE ALL LIES RIGHT BEYOND THE NOW
SEEKING OUT TRUTH, NO LIES, NEVER WAVERING FROM REALITY
KISSES AND TOUCH, LOVE BEYOND MY BOUNDERIES
KEEPS ME TRULY HAPPY AND WITH NEVERENDING ECSTACY.

I WRITE THESE WORDS TO MAKE YOU SEE
I’’LL BE LOYAL AND TRUE TO YOU
THANKING GOD FOR  EVERYTHING GOD BLESSES ME FOR
I USED TO BE LOST, BUT NOW I AM ONE OF THE CHOSEN FEW.

GOODBYE, I SAY, BUT NEVER DO I LEAVE
YOUR MERE PRESENCE PENETRATES MY SOUL
I FIND MYSELF AGAIN, USED TO NEVER RECOGNIZE
FINALLY FILLING THE VOID INSIDE ME, FILLING THE IMAGINARY BLACK HOLD.

THE ONLY THING I CAN’T SEEM TO TAKE AWAY TO BRING ME PEACE
CRIPPLED BY THE PAST, CAN NO LONGER GO ON
I TRUDGE ON IN FAITH ALONE AND BY MYSELF
AND THE MEMORIES OF THE PAST FIND THEIR WAY OUT AND FOREVER GONE.
Written by poetlefemme

Feel the blood rushing into and out of your body
While you cling on to a reality that has become obselete
To a place where only harm can come to those you love and yourself.
Like you are being skull-****** to death by your best friend.

What would that do to someone like you?
Would you imagine it to bring pleasure of some kind?  
Like a rat trapped in a cage, barely nibbling pieces of cheese in the corner.
While eyes bulging, awaiting the next attack.

Struck by lightening of another kind altogether
The kind that leaves scars and are misinterpreted as happiness
Just more side-tracking and never completely changing
Into who I want to be.
Who I really am.

SLOWLY SIPPING ON THE BRANCH OF LIFE
TAKING TIME TO ENJOY THE TORMENT
THAT HAS BECOME MY EXISTENCE
'JUST FOR YOU, BABY,

SUFFERING IS NOTHING NEW
IT'S ONLY A CONSISTENT NORM
IM FACED WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY
WONDERING IF THIS WILL BE THE DAY  ONE OF US DIES.

FATAL ATTRACTION, OBSESSION AND STALKING ME
-------ISN'T WORKING--------
TAKE YOUR ANGRY EYES AND MOUTHPIECE AND SHOVE IT
SOMEWHERE YOU CAN'T HURT ANYONE ANYMORE.,

FEEL ME, SEE ME AND THEN YOU WILL SEE ME NO LONGER'
FOR I WILL BE GONE LIKE THE WIND IN A CIRCULAR TURMOIL]
I WILL NOT BE FOUND, I WILL NOT BE LOCATED'
AND NOT ONE OF YOUR HOMIES WILL KNOW WHERE I AM
NOW WHAT, MOVE ON... PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER
AND GET TO STEPPING

OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER,..,

Until the day that has ended so abruptly
Until the time that the temperature has dropped so suddenly
Until the day that I first met you
I have come to the conclusion, our seasons are few.

Life flashes by like a comet in the sky
It makes us aware of the beauty that makes me laugh and also, cry.
Time is not an enemy, just a friendly reminder
that we are all here to battle our inner enemy and cause the good of our spirit to be preferred

I asked a bird
Who was flying by
If he ever worried about time gone by?
He laughed and smiled with no reply.

I saw a pig wallowing in complete despair.
I say, old fellow, "what are you doing there?"
He snorted and spit, sat in his own **** without a care.
Yet he seemed content and gazed into his muddy lair.

As I trod onto the the beaten path, i suddenly began to laugh.
And out popped a rattler slithering to and fro.
Not even a daring thought of discussing life with him, my future at that point seemed awfully grim.
My chances of survival were getting slim.
Ill think again before going on another adventure on a dangerous  whim.

Disarray
The things you say
Disagree
The way you bully me
Destiny
Too beautiful and conplex for us to see
Dynasty
Gods will and his legacy.

♡poetlefemme 2016

Im easily led astray like a sheep
But underneath it all, am i really a wolf?
My dreams are of life and life is just a dream...
Sometimes it turns into a nightmare.

Mostly, I can take from what life gives me and turn it into something special.
Gifted beyond what others know
Peaceful feelings are within us all
STAR GAZING IN THE PRESENT

Use your truth and love
To break a brutal fall
Keeping your distance
Again, I replace my wall.

Hug me so tightly
I need your arms around me
Trust and loyalty, violated
Still want to mend the sorrow, you, alone, hold the key

Dont push me down
Ill just get up again
Stop interrogating my every move
Please dont cage me up and lock me in.

Is it possible for you to love me?
Always over-analyzing every word I say.
Yet, I fear being left alone again
Indecision of wether I should go or stay.

Starting anew, with faith our love wont fail
This moment in time, is only ours to find.
Emotionally broken,  full of spirit, faith and hope
We were once so very happy, but I am no longer blind and i do have my very own mind.

You never have to wonder where I am supposed to be.
Love, honesty and loyalty are supposed to be what will hold us together
So, dont hold your breath for us both to change
Because the winds of change are upon us and a change for the better.