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Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
I'm so deep in the water that reaching the surface wasn't an option anymore
So suffocated by the abuse and pressure of the waves that eventually I give in and ride with them.
At first the salt water burned on the open wounds, but then they went numb and eventually I didn't feel the ache anymore.
After coming to the conclusion that there was no way out, it didn't even feel like I was drowning anymore.
I let go of the tsunami and let myself drown in the violent storm, because I would rather ride out the storm with you then enjoy the sunshine with anyone else.
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
It was strong, burned my throat
I tried not to make a face because everyone was starring, waiting for my reaction
I felt warm air rush through my stomach that gave me the motivation to take another shot
and then another and another
Finally the bottle was empty, and so was I
Each person there looked the same except for me
Thats how it all started, the addiction to *blackout
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
You slip off the side of my dress and whisper I love you in my ear
and of course I say it back, and I mean it
The world doesn't matter in that moment
I forget my work, my worries, and my wonders
and I remember your lips, your love, and your laugh
Our phones ring, but we hear nothing
The clock is ticking, but it feels like it has stopped
There's passion, so much ******* passion
But in the morning it's different again
The world matters now
I remember my work, my worries, and my wonders
and I struggle to remember your lips, your love, and your laugh
I walked out the door and you say I love you
and of course I say it back, and I didn't mean it
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
Never forget to turn your straightener off
Always thank your teachers
Buy your clothes because you feel pretty in them, not because it's what everyone is wearing now
Don't give yourself up to the wrong guy, even if he seems like the right guy
Eat your vegetables and finish your dinner
Take off the makeup, you don't need it
No, you don't look fat in that dress
Always pray before bed, it helps trust me
Appreciate your first kiss and tell me before you tell your dad
Don't be selfish, share everything that you can
Be with the guy who makes you laugh
Go to every game and school dance offered
Appreciate the weekend bonfires
Get a job and save your money
Always carry sunglasses in your purse
Pick the college you want to go to, not because it's closer to your boyfriend
Don't sleep in your makeup, you'll ruin the pillows
Set more than one alarm
Go to church even when you have lost your faith
Call me if you got yourself into trouble, and no I will not get mad
Keep a blanket and gloves in your car at all times
Kiss me and your father goodbye every time you leave
Call your grandparents more often
Do it today, don't wait until tomorrow
Appreciate the small things like Sunday morning coffee and hammocks
Take lots of pictures
And always love yourself first
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
You give me your credit cards and grant me with extraordinary gifts,
When all I want is your love and a goodnight kiss.
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
Every time I pick at a flower,
the last petal always reads
"He loves me not"
So finally I just stopped picking
Payton Elizabeth Apr 2016
Some people have coffee
I have *you
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