Pax - Hello Poetry

Pax Apr 2018

You were the dimlit star
I am trying to reach.

You've lost much
of your glow
how I wish
my light would reach you, and
teach you
that in life
you're ever so beautiful.

How the harsh words of the world
barricades you soft spoken heart
into stones.

thank you all in reading my lightly lit star in my so dim world.

ive secluded much of my world into the four corners of my home, hated to see how harsh can the world judge me. also hated this part of me, a coward. I needed to remind myself of this feeling to move forward even a little step will do.

#dimlit #star #pax #heart #spoken #stones #light #glow

Pax Mar 2018

lost

You've loved them
enough to know,
- You'd lost.

A quote

#lost #love #pax #enough #knowing #quote

Pax Mar 2018

envy

At most insecurities defines every envy.

a quote, 6w.

not sure either ill come back or not, writing seems so far away. my darkness keeps invading. life's darkness its weakening my defences..

I truly wish everyone is okay here and doing fine.

#envy #insecurity #insecurities #6w #life #quote

Pax Jan 2018

never have i

Never have i lived to cherish
a bloosoming flower nor
never have i found one
to begin with.

Never have i been cherished
for people only see my dying
roots nor
never have i reach my full
growth,
i remain the
sapling who have
been judge too
many to count.

Never have i want to reach
the losing end
a certain limit
So near, i fear.....

a poet for me - are thinker, observer, admirer of beauty, emotionaly smart but most at the time they're sad people looking for understanding. @pax

#pax #neverhavei #life #judge #growth #fear #limit

Pax Nov 2017

Indifferent

as much as I crave warmth
I can't when
my veiws of the world
are much so
indifferent.

A shoutout. A qoute. Alone.

#world #warmth #life #love #indifferent #cravings

Pax Nov 2017

Grounded

My life is not fair and square
it's round and grounded.

Hello my friends sorry for being away, for the past previous months i was busy transferring my things exiting saudi arabia... Now im back here in the Philippines finally, its good to be home and the bad thing is im jobless for the mean time which is challenging considering our country's situation as usual.. Thanks for reading...

#pax #life #fair

Pax Aug 2017

unglowing

I was the star
who lost his
glow -

automated
as I function
living for the
sake of living
as my heart
has stop breathing
the love he
suppose to
give.

so...
I burried my own
unglowing star
thinking
its hopeless.

I've been reading, reading,
watching, watching,
and working, working
same old, same old
until I lost my glow
and stop being wishful
as I know time has stop
as I drop
my dream,
sometimes....

I lived because
I can still pretend.

I guess this will be my last post for a while but I will not be gone just around. writing seems so away now, I guess that my life becomes dull as my heart slowly turning to a stone. this piece pretty much explain what ive been doing. I will write again when im back in my own country, it's good news to me that im exiting suadi Arabia, soon...sigh... another big challenges will come to me, another big step i'll take....

#unglowing #life #star #dream #alone #lost