I'm always distant,
Content of stealing glimpses of you from afar.
But never have I experienced sharing the same glance with you.
You never look at me like I do,
You never cared, for in your world,
I am a thin air; invisible.
I am only a dust in a desert,
I am nothing, for in your world I don't exist.
Envy is what I feel whenever I see you talk and burst in laughter with your friends.
They are lucky for they enjoy your company; I couldn't.
I'm afraid to get close to you.
I fear your rejection.
If you think I'm being irrational,then forgive me.
Forgive me for noticing you.
Forgive me for loving the way you are, Because I did not do this on purpose, It was a pure accident.
Until stars burn old and fire turns cold.
Your smile will be treasured forever... If only you can offer me one..? For once, just this once,
Let me own a smile from you...

There are some words that touch you so deeply, they break you...

-Ravanna Dee

Scratching for quite some time
on this blank white page,
my emotions flow
shine and glow
till the emptiness
imbibes my thoughts
like raindrops after a **drought.

Your voice was like a
- s   i   r   e   n   -
that lured me to the depths of your
*-c  h a s m i c    h e a rt -

I’ll sleep away all the grief,
Hoping one day I’ll find relief.
I’ll wait till the sky turns golden,
Hoping someone will come help me with this burden.
So wake me up when it’s over,
Till then I’ll lay down in a bed of clover.
At night when the lights will go down,
There will come a moment when I’m lost but found.
There will come one day,
When there will be no regret, no more nightmares and waking up covered in sweat.
There will come one day,
When I’ll finally fall asleep, somewhere far away in a slumber dark and deep.

Perhaps you would be happy in those endless dreams,
To drug your way out of this pain,
To drift silently into and enchanted sleep from which you would never have to wake up again,
But I ask you this. I ask you this out of pure selfishness,
Come back to me. Come back for me,
And when you do you, you will find me waiting here
And I shall love you the same.
I will love you with every broken heartbeat.
Always.