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Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
waking up in a world full of grey
try to see the bright and amazing colors i know are there
forcing a smile when i want to cry
pop a pill and wish to be happy again
don't know what wrong with me
all i want to do is cry and rage i have no idea why
depression is darkness that creeps with in me
as i where a mask of happiness
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
I am not any better then you
I am not better then anyone else based on skin color
I am not better then any one be cause I am a male
you are no better then me cuz your straight
every one is equal
you fall and I fall to
you bleed red like me
every body's not the same
but every body's equal
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
gifted is what they say to me
gifted at writing
gifted at math
gifted at reading
man i wish i cloud be you
really me
yes
gifted is my curse i am not gifted i am but a normal person

if the price of gifted is being depressed all the time anxiety attacks at 3 AM.
if being gifted is being on sleeping pills and anxiety pills
i want to return being gifted to high a price to pay
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
happiness comes in a cheek
happiness comes rapped in plastic
happiness is the first new i phone
happiness is 8 car in your drive way
money is happiness?
happiness is spending time with your family
happiness is playing with a ball and a stick
happiness is making a space ship out of cardboard
wealth is not happiness
things are not happiness
people are happiness
imagination is happiness
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
he is like a virus
not wanting to have him
catching him with no clue
do anything to rid him of me
but he's my virus
i like it that way
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
I hope change is not hopeless
I hope I child will never bear the weight of a gun
I hope no ones is jugged by the color of there skin
I hope we can fix every thing wrong in this world
I hope no one will ever feel the pain of hunger
I hope we can make this world a utopia
I hope for change
Oscar Tarango Jan 2016
I am gay
it's a phase
another wound that hurts more and dose more then a bullet choud do
he meets a new boy they both think he will never under stand
well they mask there wounds from each other
they think they are perfect but is going back in to battle the best thing
well they nurse each others wounds they think its better not to die
because one day
your wounds become scars
and scars fade
Oscar Tarango Jan 2015
what an amazing year
full of tears
full of joy
full of everything amazing
full of everything horrible
don't cry because it over
smile because it happened
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
marriage is love
strong love is marriage
you get married before you say i do
marriage is more then a piece of paper and the same last name
marriage is a special love
marriage is love
gay people have been getting married years before there marriage was legal staying 10 years says something raising a kid say's something
marriage is love not i piece  of paper
= rights
Oscar Tarango Jan 2016
the mask
the mask she dose ware upon her face
the mask is and work of art
a work of strength and pain and lies
everyone wares one some for longer
under her mask she crises and won't stop
she takes the pill to make the mask more realistic
but still under her mask
a heart is broken and it will
never be prepared
i am oscar and i want to meet a a guy who under stands what i am going thought my number (575`635 1092
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
never make excuses not to talk to some one or see them
it when they are gone you miss them the most
and regret all of the excuses you made
if you love some one never let them go
good bye you may never see them again after those words
if you don't maybe when there carried by 6 and six feet under you might rethink all the thing you never said
all the visit you never visited
all the time you thought you had to see them
Oscar Tarango Jan 2015
we enter 2015 new
reborn
clean slate
we enter every new year like a new born
we are reborn
what will come this year
the world can change in a year for the better or for the worse
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
the shot didn't work
noticed to late
cities  empty
hospitals locked
99% dead 1% infected
the world belongs to the dammed and the dead
every sign that we where hear
no reson to miss us
war
Oscar Tarango Dec 2014
war
war it been been fought sense the beginning of time
we will never learn from our past
war is never the answer
but why dose it keep happening
war is between nations
war is never between humans
war is a high price to pay with a low pay off
war it the lord of evil
war is the finale price to pay for so many

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