If only you knew how I feel about you, Would it make any difference to the things that you do? Do you always look this good, or is it only for me? Can everybody else see what I see before me, or are they unworthy?
If they do not see your shining beauty, Then they are losing out on the best thing they could see. I realise they know you are beautiful, But why are people not surrounding you to be close to you? You are a world above, one I could love, If I ever believed that is what you want and that you could.
If only you knew how I feel about you, Would it make any difference to the things that you do? I wish I could speak your mind, So I could tell you my truth. You could make me feel; You could make me feel brand new.
I could fall so deep into your arms, If you would only ask it of me. I could stand ten feet tall, to reach up to your star heart, If I knew that is what you wanted… But that will never be.
I came here for criticism To be loved by many I came here to share my truth To see if I was any good But how will I know If you don't tell me So all I ask is to review my work as if I was good enough to be here Will i get rejected? Or will I aspire? How will I know? I am not looking for approval. Just to become a better writer So if you hate my truth then tell me why.
I wish I could go back and say no louder I wish I would have pushed you off of me I trusted you with everything I had, and you ruined that with a few simple actions Why didn't it stop that night? Why did it continue for months? I knew it was wrong, but I just went along with it My body ridged with fear I remember saying stop But the words I said were ignored So you could be in bliss I still can't remember it all My brain has saved me from the details But it is etched in my memory and will never go away That I am a survivor of an assault An assault on not just my body, but mind and soul Trust shattered I can't even kiss without thinking of those night I lay under you If I just said something after that first night. That first kiss. That first touch... Would I still be broken?
He said, "Your attraction elongates my friend with one eye" Magnetism gets confused with pleasure and quick steam of flying juices A one sided satisfaction A distraction That's causes a reaction For me to see you completely different The excitement is gone Disastrous Insecurities releases Now you got a problem I'm surrounded by a **** boy Who can't control his ***** The ***** controls his sentence Pleasure is his witness A temporary fix Unity disappear Don't **** with chemicals You don't see clear I swear I feel different when I release that energy Cuz there's no understanding to this attraction He said, "you got me up" But there's more to my attraction don't be blinded by what you can get into To make your organs loose Why can't a man be attracted to a woman or a woman attracted to a man and not engage in those yin/yang wonders
waking up in a world full of grey try to see the bright and amazing colors i know are there forcing a smile when i want to cry pop a pill and wish to be happy again don't know what wrong with me all i want to do is cry and rage i have no idea why depression is darkness that creeps with in me as i where a mask of happiness