Perri

Perri Feb 2019

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I only love you when I'm manic
All those other times?
You're just tolerable.

Perri Jan 2019

I miss being cold from my head to my soul;
I want to be ****** back in to the dark hole
I found comfort in for years.
I long for the feeling of lack of touch; hungry for the deprevation of human contact.
So please listen when
I wish to be ignored,
I pray to be unloved
and I beg to be forgotten.
Because that's where I feel
most at home.

#depressed #lonely #cold #unloved #unhappy

Jan 2019

Joseph Schneider

Echo

We fight day in and day out
Filling voids we fail to understand
Yet nothing changes
We remain a record on repeat
Like an echo
Nourishing every last emotional strand
Thoughts turn into dreams
Dreams turn into dust
We craft days into a delusion
A delusional repetition
For all the wrong reasons
Not knowing what we have done
We obey
Why do we have no guidance
Through ruins we make home
We become truly alone
An echo isn't as beautiful as it seems
An echo is a lie

-Joseph B Schneider

Perri Jan 2019

others

I think about other men
while laying cold next to you
not because I don't love you
but because you don't touch me

#lonely #love #relationship #*** #needs #want #men #man #boyfriend #sad

Perri Nov 2018

home

I wish I could describe
with words of the unknown
the quivering of my organs
and the shaking of my bones
from heat of your mouth,
the potentness of your tone
because with every ' I love you'
I feel more at home

#love #relationship #inlove #happy #ily #boyfriend #favourite #home #warm #warmth

Perri Oct 2018

Hope

It's okay
It's okay
Someone will love you deeply
One day
But until then
Lonely with him
You will stay
Until you gain the strength
To turn the other way
Because you know the love you need
To keep your soul at bay
And anything less
Isn't a price you should pay

#lonely #sad #depressed #relationship #alone #love #hope #worth

Perri Sep 2018

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I have this RAGE burning in me
that I can no longer hide
You make me feel so worthless
that daily I pray
that I die
because I can't stand your face
your stupid ******* hair
and smile so wide
but you wont let me leave
for a year now, I've tried
so please, sweet souls
that reside in the sky
take me up there with you
for every night that I cry
I am drained of hope
as I let out an exhausted sigh
I'll be waiting for my turn
As I am ready to say goodbye

#lonely #hopeless #relationship #mad #angry #hate #depressed #sad