Smile
you dance your hips and thighs romance
Silky words
grip my nerves
my words can hardly find me
My dear I'm here and your head lights are blinding
Caution taken
none forsaken
Thoughts were flowing
hearts were breaking
Spoke in pairs none prepared
lines of lies eyes would tear
Paper mache wants
and needs became secondary
Made the mistakes reminded every February
Never scary, never right
Never wrong to get it right
Reading words to find what's yours yeah
I know what that feelings like

Feeling like a misfit when the feelings unlisted
The truth is I've seen death and in that moment I missed it
Things are kind of twisted when you untwist the humor
Life becomes real and your thoughts become rumors
Problems the size of tumors
keep you shackled to the bed
Have a change of thought
the world is only in your head

i wrote this in that quiet room
where we said goodbye
where the silence kept me company and brought tears to my eyes
i looked at you then
knowing you'd never look at me again
something like my best friend
and i think i let you down
it feels like a heart attack.
*did i let you drown?

all i want is to feel
as real as the sun feels
pressed against my skin.

Gaze I wander what you are
My thoughts held close yet you're so far
Dream you're dreams reality or find my mind a casualty
Passionately spoken thoughts awoken
hearts in men
And taught them how to be boys
again
Follow rhythm provoke a rhyme
Stitch yourself through space and time
Dream you're dream reality or find my mind a casualty
Gaze I wander what you are
My thoughts held close... but you're so far

Our different bodies that don't belong to us
will always belong to us
Letting go is nothing more than pushing it away by holding onto the memory
You can't **** a memory.
It lives in you.
Not around you.