I wish I could have been a bit more selfish than I'm now, so that I could live the life my way,
I wish I had a little more courage than I have now, to face the people who come in my way everyday,
I wish I could have told people what it felt like when I was with them, so that they could have stayed a bit longer with me,
I wish people had not taken me for granted, so that I couldn't have shown the awful side of me,
I wish we talk like before, so that I could still share those secrets with you,
I wish life would have been more beautiful than now, if I had you by me.

I've no memory
from before the words began.
They were always there.

I would be gone,
Gone very far away from you,
You won't be able to find my existence  anymore,
I would be gone.
The time which we spent will now be a memory,
And I would like you to remember me for all those smiles which you gave while we were together,
Sooner you'll realise that I'm gone.
I don't know if you'll ever try to find me,
If you would ever search for me,
But I would be gone.
My silence would be my presence,
And the stupid **** I talked would be just words,
Words which you'll never ever hear again,
Words which were the strongest thing I ever held,
Now seem to fade away.
The voice will fade away,
And soon I would be gone.
The love for you would always remain in there,
And I would be happy enough if you would retain it.
For long time, as soon as the world would be ours,
With no complaints,
I would stay there in your heart.
I'm gonna go far off,
And my presence would be an empty slot in your arms.
And then you would look back,
But I will been long gone.