Rise like the sun
fall like the moon
The food is preserved
like tut in the tomb
Ache till you die
or rise from your grievance
Be someone great
they'll marvel at achievement
If they disagree
you'll wallow in a sea
Of what you should've done
of what you couldn't be
Disregard the people
they know not what they do
They do not look inside
they only look at you

You see the pain thats coming
It falls on you like rain
Umbrellas left at home
Don't take the hurt in vain

love is an illusion
a numbing of the pain
that someone that you want
will turn the clear to rain

Fools jump head first in the cesspool
i watched as i watched as the pigs hunt the wolves
Cool
Over clarity he often drooled ,
That temptress mad **** less your mind was made a tool.

His consciousness was spry , like how your third make you when you bout to die.
Why oh why dont we all get along ,
instead of dancin wrong to the fat lady song.

I hope no one else wakes up feeling dead i n s i d e

I see the flower growing
no water just blood flowing
My brothers all distracted
no brains to counteract with..

The violence is appalling
reminders of the drawling
Are constantly broadcasted
incased in shiny plastic..

Beautiful and shiesty
the flower nurtured so
By every evil soul
delivering the blows..

If clarity is water..
most are dehydrated
If wisdom was a homie
most are very unaquanted..

Out of sight out of mind yet i feel it in my spine
genocide left my eyes rolled from behind
Was blind ;
never held the cup when you had poured
Never caught the hawk while it lived as it soured
gored
Easily distracted are my friends ;
who walk without a limp in a bubble of pretend..

It blows ;
blows like the winds in the trees
Blows like her hair when the air lifts the leaves
please ;
Never say that no one else had tried
all of us are kin
Do not believe the lies..

Have you ever had so much to let out, that it left you gaping when it expelled?

Sleep is for the weak
Were all just u's and i's..
Trying to get by with our slivers of the pie
I hope that soon i die
Pray to RNGesus
My brothers leave me crippled and i might as well be speechless..

Used to see ****
on the roads
On the dark sides
Used to love to love
now i hate
Cuz my hearts fried
all i did was give
Gave to much
now im empty
Wanna be alone
not in love
Please dont temp me..

The trees are my friends
also is the moon
I feel their love extend
with people i pretend ;
Weary of the mask
elliptical prescriptions full of chemicals i pass
They told me it would help
mellow out my mood
Smoothen out the edges
no longer craving food
Im sleepy all the time
the opposite of fine
I cry to the devine
so i wont lose my mind
Sever the appendage
take the skin from bone
Allow my soul to fly
into a better home
Hungry for my freedom
we found it isn't free
Detach your arm and leg
to live conveniently

A tree rooted beautifully inside my mind
iv been climbing awhile
iv long lost track of time..

P e o p l e  **** , pretend to care but never gave a *******

When pain becomes an ocean my brain becomes a boat, i brave the waves that attempt to sink my ship then cope. Sirens sing in foreign places which i cannot see, im lost at sea. Now the cold has frosted me.

I found the voice that vocalized its seering pain by will, for some to find while others grind behind with lacking skill. She spoke with me her words of hearty wisdom helped me rise. I left my ship and ocean to became one with the skys.

Advocate for peace
nothing left to lose  
Every one will feast..

The beauty in her face was like the stature of a tree,
Keeping me in comfort with its branches over me..<3

If i die inside my mind ;
there will be no corpse to leave my family behind
Trailing just before me are the monkeys on my back
eating all the crumbs from my mouth i couldn't pack..

This new terrain is dark
the sun hasn't won since my being isn't stark
Often times running in a circle from the past
the last could be first but in line they were passed..

The shadow of someone holding another by the throat..
Feet dangling in the air...
Is very ugly..

Start of as a child
dreams of flying high , super powers , runnin wild
Some ul hold you close while the others do you vile
or try ;
I wondered why my peace had to die
advance ;
My first love had me in a trance
took advantage of my lack of knowledge in the dance
Its cool ;
before i played i should have learned the rules
Fooled by material in earthly realms i drooled..

Still convoluted by material things
i wanted money **** the women they had watered my wings..
Growing older i got colder cuz my brothers were foul
elder told me keep on going never throw in the towel...
I had forgot ;
wildly missed the plot
Results of a recluse who never took another shot ;
at life
I watched my brothers overcome their strife
congratulate from far while eating fruit that wasn't ripe..
Debilitate myself inside my shoddy shelter walls  
never showed my face whenever village elder called..

When innocence is lost
The world will give you shame

The way you put me in just to pull me out..i was like your katana.

To love is to risk loss
to risk loss is bravery
Being brave is sometimes dumb
being dumb is infrequently worth it
Continue lossing you'll feel like ****
feeling like **** will leave you slumped
In a slump from getting dumped
issues of a first world chump..
To love is to open wide
to let someone you trust inside
When indoors they'll see your flaws
Pick the better gifts of yours
leave the shoddy ones behind
if they find you do not shine
why the **** did they come inside
now your dull ? they are blind
throw their poison far behind..
What do you all do when loneliness consumes your mind..?

Stars up in the sky,
I long to be like you..
Adjusted to their space,
Content with what they do.
We all just wanna shine..
some for different reasons.
Ill use my light for good,
and show my brothers reason.

Sit and watch the breeze pass
poison for recreation
Blame the feds after long awaited debilitation
Sit and watch the breeze pass
poison for education
Blame the feds after long endured deprivation
Sit and watch the breeze pass
weaker state of mind
Understanding nothing ever at this point and time
Sit and watch the breeze pass
surprised your still alive
Eating what the fed has to offer to the blind
Sit and watch the breeze pass
Laughing at your kin
Knowing nothing new..
a bush under your chin..

Love can be a struggle
its hands over your eyes
Running into walls as it laughs while your blind
behind ;
Aching from the line called your spine
feeling my surroundings like a mime i cant find ;
An exit
revitalize my brother like a medic
Taking in wisdom to forget it then regret it
obscene
He let her in a place no one had seen
she ****** up the interior and took some of his green
For now
he shouted all his grievances aloud
In hopes that god would hear em and start clearing up the clouds
the shroud ;
Still remaining over his eyes
her words consist of lies in which his dinner comprised ;
Her eyes were like an ocean which he wish he could swim
wished he could thrive
Inside where many men prolly died
when he tried to test the water they had snapped at his pride..
So it goes
since then he never dared to dip his toes
And strayed away from sirens that had called to those on roads..

The sky could teach us lessons,
although its high above.
It never ever slacks in showing whats under love.

I wish that i could sleep forever
avoid my grief.

The rabbit laughing as he passes the turtle
theres a pit coming up
now his body is curdled

Unseen like the breeze
they say its a disease
Mental
existential
Lack essentials
nice parental ;
Seemed it meant nada
remain low key
If you not a top shotta  ;
so it goes
Ache from the soul
never feel whole
Till his hands reach his goal
high like the sun
Drive wasn't fun
regret filled his lungs
Exhaled lots
got got ;
Buried in the shade
trees kept him cool
Against his cards raged
friends out phased
Tall walled maze
pretty ****** lost
Slummed out days

Eating all the fruit in which my guardian had blessed me with
pulling out the blades my crooked homies had addressed me with
Crying tears for nothing in particular infested with
thoughts of sorrow mentally destroying all my tenureship...

I used to never leave my home
humans give me nada but the urge to be alone
Trapped inside a box inside a cage inside a zone
in which i could not leave i could not breathe while still as stone...

Theres so much left to say
many words to spew not enough of time in day ;
Shell ask you to lay on her
but little did you know
That she's a bed of spikes
deep in the ground below

If you could change the past
would you make alterations
Or watch yourself get eaten
in all past altercations..

If you are someones flower
remember all the pain
Of watching pedals wilt
and soiled in the rain..

If you are someones treasure
appreciate your worth
For without those like you
the lives of most are worse..

Smoke reminds me of some people i know
Beautiful..
But easily swayed by the weakest of winds..

First world issues got your bundle in a knot
brothers being labeled by police and getting shot
Many are confused with the delusion in the plot
which keeps us separated so the fed can reap his crop..
Its not
Ok
It stops
Today
The "strong" will pay
The weak
Will say
No more..
show your insecurities the door
We need to build each other like we never have before..
i tell my brother everything his ego needs to hear
So we can push up forward with the ******* in the rear..
say hi ; to victory as weakness leaves your side
Get used to different company and bolster forth your stride..

Severed ties
eating up the lies spewed by the passers by
Demise
stemming from relenting compromise
Knowing that i shouldn't
but couldn't stop the cries
Inside..
id like to say **** joy
It left me far behind
i found myself a void
Adeptly self destroyed
noice
Snug
it fits like a glove
Was never one for faking
no mask on my mug
Id give to the sun a hug
don't wanna be around
****** inside my head
my feet glued to the ground

All cradled tight in the fingers of the clock
All losing track of direction which we walk
All focused heavily on trying to survive
All losing peace as our unity divides

Some losing sleep over failing in the past
Some creeping close to serenity at last  
Some running fast from the doors that they opened
Some bursting through without care for the quotient

Left the group
egg drop soup
Never would i sever when those strings ul leave me loose
obtuse ;
Eating of the fruit that god had blessed me with
some i had let rot he came agressive to address me swift..
Winter days
on the ground he layed
Gazing at the stares as the fed create charades
illusions ;
Many take in what life has to give
others rest assured theres no reason left to live..

Your presence was a blessing
your blessing was a curse
You made me feel the best
you made me feel the worst
You took till there was nothing
now baron like the trees
In frigid winter months
your love was a disease
******
stuck
For months i thought of you
a pain
I let the blood loss soak the floor
and stain
Distain
bitter to the tongue
Shunned
into death traps i am sprung.

I like your nose
Your eyes are also cute
My pain is so minute
when you are in my vision
So much intuition
is given when I'm free
my chains are only broken
when your voice is spoken
See?..
You are actually
more gorgeous than the sun
and star shine combined
Your lips i long to kiss
Your love i long to find<3..

Beauty in the flesh
solace in your soul
Exchange my love for yours
for yours will fill the hole
For years i hunted prey
but let em get away
My gullet would decay
lacking food for days ;

Nothing underneath the blazing sun is new to earth
devils told to follow me the day my moms gave birth
Disperse
a ***** gotta prove what he worth
Or end up like my brothers just another mothers curse.

My patience is the wind blowing in endless feilds of grass.
My joy is like the sun whos shine will fall away at last.
As gorgeous as the sky,
When blue or dark as greed.
My brothers cut down trees,
Instead of planting seeds.
I wish that mine would grow,
Then maybe i could show you.
How special some can be,
Deep in the ground below you..

I feel a pulse of wisdom
It is unlike my own
Not wrapped in loving arms
instead embracing stones..

Its seems
that i
Am caught
in webs
That i
once thought
I cleared
before
They rear
their heads
They mock
they laugh
Im stuck
i cant
Get out
no more

Stepping out on a body of water
Adorned in flower buds
I assumed it was land and sunk

The sky was so pretty
My soul feeling ******
Quite close to letting go

Its hard to see Zion
Underneath your body
Flowers blanket the top

I try to swim up
But i am pulled down
Don't know how to make it stop

My soul began screaming
My energy teaming
A Snake had rose up my spine

It feels like iv lost it
The thing i held precious
Beauty lovingly mine

Ascending through darkness
Clawing through sorrow
I found myself at the top

Upon my emergence
I still felt much pain

Nothing was different
All was the same


Fear is beneath me
No sun above

Wading in water
But longing for love..

I often tried to fly
Like Icarus i pummel toward the ground from the sky..

Is it selfish of my soul to wanna die
throwing every issue
My family behind
im fine
No really
i swear ill be ok
Basking in the heat
as the sun rules the day

Burned into my brain
The way your face is shaped
Entrapped inside your soul
with no wish to escape..

I wish to smell your flowers..
and bask in your suns light
the future seems so blinding..
or is the sun too bright?

I came with tea and magic
you pushed them both aside
I brought you clouds and rainbows
so vibrant from the skys
you let them sit alone
so sorrowfully surprised
always inside my dome
nothing to help you rise
anchor inside your pocket
resulting in your demise
fire burning earths bottom
flames barely touching your soul
i hope that you can love me
maybe then i can be whole

It seems that my depression is garbage at teaching lessons
no food in my digestion
My mind clouded in questions
while looking for the answers
Time was running by
she will not look my way
Until my time to die

The body is a temple
Some are kind of shoddy
Some are monumental..

I like to test the mote
Dancing with the crocks
Maybe i will die
Maybe i will not..

Laughter from the sky
Laughter from my eyes
You see it clearly now
No longer asking why
I told you once before
I had a lot in-store
A lot of renovations
For my temples nation..

The people that it houses
Shouldn't be inside.
The doors aren't fit to walk in
They aren't very wide.
My temple is unfurnished
and hot like a furnace..

If you don't like it leave..
I don't have doors though so you can come any time..^.^
I dont really mind.

I planted many seeds of hate in my past
I watched them bust through my walls
hoping my house wouldn't crash

I tried to save you but the tide was too strong
Feather lost in the wind;
my gut was right all along

My hopes were hardly grounded;
They flew into the breeze
managed to grasp my dreams nd stuff em past my pocket seems

I watched how greed destroyed you
I watched pedals expand;
into flowers that resembled ones which sliced my hands

I had so much to say,
about the worlds decay.
Now i can walk by,
without batting an eye..