Everybody aims to be the brightest shooting star
Instead of just the shoddy peace of driftwood that they are.

Id like to see your nails grip the bed or the wall
Behind you with my hand in your hair as we fall
Together..
Deep into each other
The daughter of a mother
Your heart could leave mine sundered..
I guess thats the thrill,
Love her till she hates you and your guts are out and spilled
Need her like a weapon in a battle zone of war
Lead her through the temple of your body like a tour..
I hope she likes the architecture..

Fate loves its **** daddy

I often found you more addictive when i was poisioned from loneliness..

Life is butthead.

People make me sad
Everyone wants love but
No one wants to love

The way you put me in just to pull me out..i was like your katana.

You learn to love a pretty face that only loves itself, resulting in much self neglect and wayning mental health..
You take a break from love and all the hardships that come with it..only to be left in black to fight monsters like reddick..

I wish you weren't so perfect..
so beautiful that losing everything seems like its worth it..

Can i merge your soul with mine?
Your lips look so soft.
Your touch is so divine.

Clouds remind me of myself..Always high when you see them..

Have you ever had so much to let out, that it left you gaping when it expelled?

The beauty in her face was like the stature of a tree,
Keeping me in comfort with its branches over me..<3

A love such as this is never valued till its gone
Too late when you have let me sit alone
to move on

Hatred lust and anxiousness so we meet again, hatred saying nothing while my lust moves with the wind. Only after post disaster does my anxiousness attack, finding blades with finer points deep inside my back. I see the sun when time to run in fields with pens of sheep. Where wolves will hide in smaller prides to eat their flesh in sleep. All the love i had malformed to hate, inside my heart does ache, outside the spark is fate.

My friends are always here, cold or hot shoulder. His love was like the burden of a boulder on a cup holder.

Love too much? how does one do that? How did i love you so much that our enchantment flew back? how did I who wanted us high like the sky watch us die while you ascended without me i watch you fly.

My friends, mal or bueno you are here and i love you, you stayed without fear.

Your face does things to me,
My heart cannot contain.
You are so beautiful,
even if you don't agree.
You see so many so many flaws,
In you i cannot see.

Swore to god that i was blessed
threw it all away my mind my devils do infest
Contest ;
or find that you are swallowed most entirely
Had no sleep to lose a victim of intense sobriety...

The story never ends
the cycle must continue with or without closest friends
Pretend ;
that the world around me isn't dieing
Extend my arms and legs as iv been huddled up and hiding

Disease ;
the only homies left were grass and trees
He told em all his problems all while sobbin on his knees
impede ;
Although its hard when demons come in numbers
aiming accurate immaculate to put you under

Repressed ;
i swore to ****** god that i was blessed
Scared away my demons all while screamin from my chest
a mess ;
Normally i walked the path of light
but found a shady tree and rested eyes for several nights..

In the depths of your spine ;
chakras are aligned they'll awaken at a time
When you bout to lose your mind
its fine
I find im stuck in mazes all the time
the visions in my mind often lost as i am blind ;
Unrefined
losing track of all my time
Obtuse to the benign as a god i couldn't find..
stool ;
I find that i am looking like a fool
the confines of my shell which i returned had kept me cool..
But now
i realize to a god a shouldn't bow
Instead i built myself a pedestal and won't come down..

Outlast all my troubles
my demons close behind ;
To get to the end where the light of heaven shines

Apparently im losing
apparently im lost
So viciously unfocused
i fall and pay the cost

Uncanny how they breach in
My pride was like a boat
its dawning several holes
to water im exposed
then drown..

My issues give me pounds on rearrival
lately hits to ego have me feeling small as Fievel..
I feel as though im lacking
or unfit for this girl ;
They tell me play the game
while cheaters run the world..

I smell that i am rotting
the flower by my nose  
Was easily retrieved
from dirt beneath my toes

Distract me from the pain
redirect my sadness
Are those in love sane
or wallowing in madness..?

Everything is potent till you use it all the time
yet your still on canvas in the paintings of my mind
I find ;
i never quite lose you all the way
I tossed you to the ground
but wanted you to stay..

I stayed away from fire
i watched my brothers burn
I waited in the trees
until it was my turn
Success is often yearned
the opposite of failure
Eating at each other
to see which ones are braver
Never did i cater
to devils on my spine
they crawl upon my back
Attempt to touch my mind
divine ;
I clawed my way to see you all the time
love is not for me adjacency to lust is blind
Clinging to the one who made me feel like she was mine
expectations high only to die inside confined ;
You wanted something greater
you swore that things were pure  
Instead she stabbed your back ;
then showed you to the door..

Stars up in the sky,
I long to be like you..
Adjusted to their space,
Content with what they do.
We all just wanna shine..
some for different reasons.
Ill use my light for good,
and show my brothers reason.

Why chase after people
they drop you when your heavy
Inside overflowing
its broken through the levee
Lonely
distraught
Why should i try
feels better when i lie
Wishing i could die
eyes to the skies
Nature talking wise
don't always understand
Though ears are open wide..
most days im like..
*******  everything
humanity concerned with making money over everything
I probly wont be happy even when iv obtained everything
walking towards success is tiresome my insides hemorrhaging..
On the days i wanna live
i have so much of it..
So much love to give
it oozes out my mouth
But no one hears me out
i feel too weak to shout
Theres too much oozing **out

You let me go like my lungs allow the smoke to float away. The sun didn't shine on any days you strayed away from me. For me, Our love could conquer everything. Fear in your heart left us dropping dirt on everything.

Eating well anticipated now i long for anything, anything you'd give me would so soothe me from this hemorrhaging. Nothing you will tell me will convince me of your reasoning, The love you let me have was like cold chicken no seasoning.

I learned to fly alone, you used to be my wings it stings cuz thoughts of you hit home. I grew my own alone and found a land where none discovered. I basked in Joy no love no ploy can take me from my brothers.

My patience is the wind blowing in endless feilds of grass.
My joy is like the sun whos shine will fall away at last.
As gorgeous as the sky,
When blue or dark as greed.
My brothers cut down trees,
Instead of planting seeds.
I wish that mine would grow,
Then maybe i could show you.
How special some can be,
Deep in the ground below you..

Open up your ears as Superiors move their lips
Their tongues coated in wet lies
Weapons on their hips
Weapons can be lips
Please don't be mistaken
So many are already
Too far to be awakened

Eating all the fruit in which my guardian had blessed me with
pulling out the blades my crooked homies had addressed me with
Crying tears for nothing in particular infested with
thoughts of sorrow mentally destroying all my tenureship...

I used to never leave my home
humans give me nada but the urge to be alone
Trapped inside a box inside a cage inside a zone
in which i could not leave i could not breathe while still as stone...

Theres so much left to say
many words to spew not enough of time in day ;
Shell ask you to lay on her
but little did you know
That she's a bed of spikes
deep in the ground below

If you could change the past
would you make alterations
Or watch yourself get eaten
in all past altercations..

If you are someones flower
remember all the pain
Of watching pedals wilt
and soiled in the rain..

If you are someones treasure
appreciate your worth
For without those like you
the lives of most are worse..

Will you be empowered or devoured by the madness?
The victor rights his story while the loser basks in sadness,
Keep your homies closer, closer then before.
Who knows whats to come, deaths an open door.

Holding you close with your lips against mine, is an ecstasy i haven't felt in a while.

Love is like a riddle,
It leaves you open wide..
Tryna to figure out what you should and should not hide.
More so at the end,
When no one can pretend..
What if's plague your mind,
like sorrow plagues the poor..
you do not ask for less,
you always long for more..

Dreams become reality through blood and tears that gradually, overwhelm your sanity. Dreams overtake Humanity.

Devour the greatest and you will become the greatest..right?

Longing for the touch of the wind and the leaves, hearing all the woes of the birds and the trees. The wind speaks wisdom...all across the lands,Those who'v never heard it...would not ever understand.

Id like to take your hand, show you that the grass is just as green in other lands. Flowers only grow if sunlight radiates in air, Sunlight only radiates if clouds will let him by. The wind will intervene and the let the rays flow through the sky.

As a sprout ,
I watched my elders burned to the ground
As a pup ,
I watched the other dogs eat each other
As a boy ,
I questioned wether people need each other
constantly backstabbing and beating on one other..
The spider and the frog do it better than my brothers,
sucker fish and sharks do it better than you sons of mothers..

As a seed ,
I watched my father die off inside
Watched him struggle to provide the walls in which i reside.
As a pawn ,
The powers cut me down like a lawn
For some the grass is very green iv only dirt to stand on...
Trying my very hardest , the existential dread spreads its wings inside regardless. If only it could fly, away with all my rage. A bird is cramped inside, My soul a shoddy cage.

Living where my mother be
inside america the land of infinite discovery
Utterly
shaken by words the prez is uttering
Bludgeoning the labeled "foreigners" for their said struggling..
i see your ways
Its usually quit disgusting
Grab em by the twuat you will get got and thats for sure
unpure
I hope that soon we get see some gore
i prey that you decay your toupee through the air will soar
Unsure ;
are yall the people which i should be blaming
You asked for this destruction now you ******* and complaining
god ;
How many claim to see through the facade
yet sit and watch their brothers getting buttered by the odds..

Friends dip off
Guess they wasn't homies
dont be comin back and actin cool as if you know me
Unholy
I swear to god y'all ****** make it hard
fearing letting others slip up underneath my guard
God;
i pray that you would give me all the strength
I pray that you would work me through my troubles like a shrink
to think;
I valued your existence as a gem
To think that you would label me another one of them
Its cool;
As if i could play karma for a fool
i did the same to others used my brother as a tool...

Used to think that i would know y'all forever
used to bank on y'all whenever my depression would sever
Used to be my crutches when i lacked the muscle to walk
back when devils stalked my being mind outlined in chalk...

I wish y'all the best
i still harbor all the love that i once held in my chest
i revoke you from that special place inside of my mind
the area my most ambitious demons struggle to find..

Nobody knows the stupidity Ive seen, Brothers follow each other into ponds and drown in stream. Try to pull them out and they will ask why  won't you join them. I let go of their hands and watch stupidity destroy them.

Try to calm down, i always feel the drops of rain my back they slide down. Richer men placing fences round the high ground, taxing you for passing through exposing lies found.

No one is amazed, at least where i reside we often see right through the haze. Poison in the dirt where the dumber cattle graze, the shepherds ill intention working through his mental maze.

Wool over your eyes, some pull it off some choke some die. Watch your brothers struggle till they fumble and they fall, nobody wants to help unless they have a gain involved. Unless your soul is bright, if so i bet ill see it through the darkest of the night. illuminate the skys with your joy like the sun. Brothers unenlightened far from clarity they run.

Your eyes make me realize i want you
Your lips make me wish that you cared
Your hairs smell has me ensnared
Enthralled in you to my despair

Threw his heart like fast ball
bad call sitting very high on his last straws...
Nothing really changed ;
continued broken cycle
His fortitude deranged

Why bring pain on yourself like that
better to have loved than have just sat back
Cookie crumble crumbs didn't feel very filling
arms outstretched to embrace empty feelings...

Usually he saw very far in the path
lately lacking nourishment his eyesight has passed
Crutch grown weary as the burden grows more
flower full bloom turned to an eye sore..

Sleep is for the weak
Were all just u's and i's..
Trying to get by with our slivers of the pie
I hope that soon i die
Pray to RNGesus
My brothers leave me crippled and i might as well be speechless..

A man who shines fine
His Being very prime
Adored by all his friends
No matter what the time
When you do go away
I feel so led astray
Like watching sunsets die
You fall and i know why..

M a y b e..
i learned to hate that word
You want no strings attatched
so kick me to the curb
No ?..
wanna see where things will go ?  
Unless of course somebody follows through and steals the show
maybe..
I swear i hate that word
its tears apart the fibers forming love that i had slurred
I understand your movements
to keep yourself a float
You hang me off the side
i dont fit in the boat
I noticed theres some holes
i see them from below
You aren't in control
go on and let me go

Used to have a dream ;
used to have a love from above though it seemed
Serene
the color of your eyes hid the lies
The fog in the skies symbolized my demise..

No remorse
no affiliation
Federal's amphetamines ensue debilitation
at last ;
He had the heart of someone in his grasp
clutched too tight so it didn't really last...

Used to have a dream
used to being last
Used to being separated by my skin or cast
or both ;
Told his brothers not to give up hope
whoever is your god he or she will shift the *****..

My hands are mad ugly
My face is ok sometimes
My mouth often says rhymes
By the dozen..
or
More or less by the second
I don't talk to my cousins
My family is too far
I long to shine afar
and be the light that guides you
like slaves running away
Looking at the northern star
Never led astray
Unlike their ****** brothers
Who wanted them to die
Or plow dirt in the fields
Will you bow and yield?
or is your strength revealed?

It seems i cant escape
sleep would overtake wake and still it devastates
Depression ;
crushes me with marvelous aggression
Feast for the beast find me deep in its digestion...

Never did i see
the sun shine on me as i sat beneath a tree
Shady ;
victory thrown like Tom brady
Pride chopped off like umbilical on babys...

Lazy summer days
sorrow acrobatic
It set his mind a blaze  
tryed to find comfort in a sister softer soul
Left his heart contorted
for every bridge a toll
I guess ;
usually he'd cross and watch it burn  
Trying very hard to not forget the lessons learned..

Left the group
egg drop soup
Never would i sever when those strings ul leave me loose
obtuse ;
Eating of the fruit that god had blessed me with
some i had let rot he came agressive to address me swift..
Winter days
on the ground he layed
Gazing at the stares as the fed create charades
illusions ;
Many take in what life has to give
others rest assured theres no reason left to live..

Tension in my tendons
My hands itch badly
My palms sweating profusely
I need to love you sadly
You leave me broken down
To wither in the wind
Eroding by myself
To conjure strength within
Your blow had took its tole
As man takes hands from thieves
Nobody taught me bout
The birds and buzzing bees

The trees are my friends
also is the moon
I feel their love extend
with people i pretend ;
Weary of the mask
elliptical prescriptions full of chemicals i pass
They told me it would help
mellow out my mood
Smoothen out the edges
no longer craving food
Im sleepy all the time
the opposite of fine
I cry to the devine
so i wont lose my mind
Sever the appendage
take the skin from bone
Allow my soul to fly
into a better home
Hungry for my freedom
we found it isn't free
Detach your arm and leg
to live conveniently

Aint nuthin changed
still the same ***** head shaggy soul deranged
its strange ; i swore that i was out my devils range
my piece of pie lost for clarity i exchanged
In pain ; but i know that im not alone
wouldn't call depression a first world problem
They got em ; right where they want em all confused
your everything to gain will be everything you lose
Obtuse ; to that main stream y'all been drinking
The propaganda strong , i long to change your thinking..