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Auss May 2014
How do I tell you I failed again
Ill never recover or make amends
Sadness overcomes me  
To think of something ill never be
My mind sails
As my heart fails
Whover thought  
That happiness could be bought
Im in a battle
But all you do is tattle
Youre just not seeing
So Im fleeing
My dear friend Platiply wrote it. She wanted me to post it.  Enjoy
Auss Feb 2016
Never in my life has the silence of this place
Been so deeply filled with His grace
I start to smile and begin to cry
Finally learning happy is no lie

I feel the wind blow
I smell the earth
Finally I have come to know
All that is my own worth

He gave his son for you and me
So that we can live sin free
I fix myself and begin to walk
While to him I continue to talk

Along the empty path
To help free others from the wrath
Auss Mar 2015
What has come of me?
A hero to be?
The one to save thee?

Nay,  i need the saving
I'm the one who's dying
all the while my mind is screaming
Whilst the world burning
admist the light thats drowning
Auss Apr 2014
Burn ***** burn
Take a **** turn
Hell cares not
You've been caught

Scalpel, dirk, or sword?
None are Sharper then the word
Standing alone
Among my blacked bones

No gas
Just ash
To fall from the sky
To choke the air from your lie

Welcome to my playground
We live here underground
Daring not to make a sound
Bones that are unbound
Skeletons from all around
Dead thoughts dead dreams
All the things that never seem

Welcome,  
we've been expecting you
Us
Auss May 2015
Us
You say you don't want to hurt me
I said you never could
in reality,  I meant you never would

I opened up to you
And to you I am 100% true
Please remember that

We have history you and me
You think you and he have any?
I want to be yours for once

Can't we just forget about you and him?
It makes my future start to seem really grim
Why not us like it used to be
Auss Apr 2014
Sharp needle going in
Killing son with sin
Unborn cries
New life dies
And sinners repent again
Auss Nov 2013
Wake up in the morning
Hes slammming on the door
I yell im up so he could hear me
He screams back and i just ignore

I step out to go and make food
He gets angrier and yells louder
"Do a work out, Lose weight"
I blow it off, dont let it bother

Disrepsectful?
I hate you!
Bipolar?
Thats you!
The reason I hate life?
Guess who!

Its a day of thanks
A day of family
it really stinks
tell me this is trickery

I cant go anywhere
I cant do anything
I cant be me
without your disapproval

Go ahead and scream
It doesnt phase me anymore
Around you im in a bad dream
to me you are no more
Auss Nov 2013
We bonded over god
We kept each other sane
I decided to go a little deeper and then everything changed?
what happened?

We swore to change the world
We were going to fix religion
No one would stop us
but the only thing to change was your mind
What happened?

You were my best friend
but you died and got replaced
Same body, same soul,
What changed?
what happened?

different time, different place... i guess
but you changed so suddenly
i randomly committed blasphemy?
what happened

you lost your mind
but i guess you got hers
we were all good friends
but i was a heretic?
or did you become fanatic?
what happened?

we knew i wouldn't change
we knew id stay the same
the only question to me is
what happened?
Auss May 2014
I am not a sheep
I am not a lamb
I will not docilate our race
That's just the way I am.

Humanity is a strange beast
we claim to be the sheep,
But for our Shepherd we do not weep

We are like the Hound
to the "Laws of Claw and Fang"* we are bound

We are a pack
Not a herd
Upon the weak we feed
Not upon those whom might attack.

So to call us a sheep
Is really quite absurd
For at least a sheep
Is safe in its loving herd
A reference to call of the wild.  I do not wish to receive any issue with this.  But it's a great book. Worth a read.
Auss May 2014
Hello,  my name is wrath
I live in your soul
I'm carving a path
And giving your soul a hole

A hole for the darkness
A hole for the pain
A hole for the betrayal
A hole for the shame

Its like an infection
It will start out small
Then will cause you destruction
Until you'll surely fall.

Then you I will greet
It not being the first time we meet
I'll pull you up,  up to your feet
And then we will blow,  blow up the street
Wrath.  My favorite sin.  It's my weakness and my strength
Auss May 2014
My name is wrath
I'm full of hate
full of anger
And I can not wait

I'll make you trip
I'll make you fall
I'll steal your world
Then burn it all

There is no mother
From which I spawn
There is no father
To do me wrong

Satan's the boss
He is my lord
My every action is his word

My name is wrath
So write it down
Because I'll carve a path
then make you down

There is no pity
There is only fear
There is no God while I am here
I needed to release every ounce of anger I built up.  It's extremely twisted but I needed to get it out
Auss Aug 2014
You will
Only
Unlearn things
Needed
Growing up

And then
Negate the
Developing

Oppressing their
Little
Dreams
I was talking to my father earlier and he said that because I'm young that certain things don't matter.  HE wants me to care if people consider me different or strange,  HE wanted me to conform.  HE said that when I'm older I will care about things like that, but appearances only go so deep.

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