when the evening gets drunk in the level of my knees, when every clouds gather in one room with umbrellas I begin to question every existence i met today how a dog is called a dog and why they are animals why human is not in the same class as them
"eyes never lie", you said and I can only smile and I hope my tears won't fall and my mind starts playing happy memories "I'm not sad" the guilt inside my stomach starts to twist and form a cancer "I can tell" you said it like you are pointing someone's fatal flaw and i hope you won't leave because of one sad little girl
"you laugh too much; or not at all" to the statement i frown, and find myself in disgust. i don't wish for people to see what I'm trying to hold against; but i wish they knew I'm struggling with things they wouldn't win over