curled in the back corner of the library we hide bounded by the chains of religion one slip of the tongue and all the late nights and secrets will be gone everything we share lost by the whisper of someone near
you apologize twice everyday for things out of your control but you can't help but do it because in your soul you know that we're just temporary and trying to get out of this hole
i want to be free like the birds, i don't want this life - help me find my way - i'm lost - to see things i've never imagined possible - to love like i'll never get hurt - to be my own person with you - love me back - terrifying - pray i'll be loved - i want more than this - i just want you for as long as you'll have me - i'm sorry i'm this way - i'll be happy for good this time
tell me: what you want because I can't figure it out. how to be okay when you say we should stop sneaking around. how to turn off these feelings because I'm telling them to stop and they aren't listening. how to go home and be fine when you kiss me that way. to quit thinking about you because it's late and those nights won't stop replaying. how to move on when you still hold me like you do. how not to fall in love with you because I can't stop shaking at the thought that I am.