I should be sleeping,
With soft sheets under my skin.
But my mind wanders,
To memories I can't let go.

It's exactly three months,
Since you left.
But the wound feel so fresh
Like it was  just yesterday.

I browse through my profile,
Jumping from albums to photos.
I realize most of it was you and I.

Hundreds of us together.
Smiling goofily at the camera.
We are so happy that I didnt see this moment coming.

Here I am remembering
What was gone.
Trying to hold something that was just a distant past.
Like pouring salt on my own cuts.

It's 1:45 AM.
I should be dreaming of something,
But I choose to dream of you and I.
A story that already ended.

I missed you.
But it seems my eyes are tired of crying for you.
Maybe its true,
Our heart never stops loving,
But it gets tired of waiting
And gets used to the emptiness inside.
That someone once a plays a big part,
Now an empty hole in my heart.

When I saw you
I feel cold all over my body.

Your smile was like a gift from the angels to me.
I wanted to touch you but I was blinded by your presence.

I’ve waited for 9years
To see you in flesh.

Those seconds that I was able to stand in front of you,
Feels like eternity.

I don’t know how,
But every bits of you
I love it.

You are the imperfect perfect.

How I wish you can be mine.
But, that is too much.
Even if I pray over thousands of falling stars,
I know it is impossible.

But still, I wish that here in my heart that day will forever stay.

My hands are clean,
But I was accused of stealing.
I was left alone,
But I was judge of getting what is not mine.


Am I the suspect now?
When on the first place,
I was the victim.

How could the suspect now
Be the one who is the victim.
And me, as the convicted.

You said it was yours on the first place.
It was also mine when you left it to rot.
I tried to fix it.
Slowly, gently.
Until it shines again.

When you see the beauty again.
You ripped from my hands.
Claiming it was yours
And I;  Stolen it away from you.

I’m the suspect.
The accused.
The convicted.

The real suspect now walked down the road.
With banner on her head saying
She was the victim.

A victim.
A victim with a rotten smile.
Pretending to be nice
When deep inside
Lurks the devil.

Take it.
Take it all.
Leave nothing to me.
Let it rot again in your hands
Until it dims again.

Isang mapait na inumin sa gabing madilim.
Habang nagniningning ang tala gabing mahimbing.

Dahan dahang gumuguhit sa aking lalamunan ang init ng alak.
Kasabay ng pag-agos ng aking mga luha.

Alchohol taste right
When your heart is suffering.
It’s like dabbing it directly to the wound
And would sting like hell.

I assume that the more I consume
The happier I get.

It’s like a bizzare love triangle
Between me, reality and alchohol.
Pulling me in.
Until my world becomes blurry.

There’s no escape.
Nor I wanted to leave.
It was a dream
Where the whole world is happy.

A temporary bliss.
From the struggling reality
I don’t want to face

Isang araw magigising ka na lang,
Ayaw mo na umiyak.
Ayaw mo na malungkot.
Ayaw mo na masaktan.
Ayaw mo na sa kanya.

Ilang araw ka ba umiyak sa loob
Nga kwarto kayakap ang mga unan
**** basang basa na mga luha?
Isa, dalawa, tatlo.

Pinilit mo ngumiti araw araw.
Tapikin ang iyong balikat
At sabihin "Ayos lang yan. Lilipas din yan".

Ilang gabi mo inisip ang mga paano at bakit na hindi nasagot ng tao akala mo'y hindi ka papaluhain?
Isa, dalawa, tatlo.

Lumipas ang panahon.
Lumubog ang araw, nagpakita ang buwan.
Sumikat muli ang araw.
Nagising ka.

Ayaw mo na.
Ayaw mo na sa mga pangako'ng napako.
Ayaw mo na sa matatamis na salitanv puro sugat ang dinulot.
Ayaw mo na sa kanya.

Isang araw nagising ka,
Hindi mo na tinapik ang iyo balikat.
Sa halip, gumising ka na puno ng pagasa.

Ngunit, bakit tila may kirot pa din sa iyo mga mata?
Nagising ka na ba talaga?
O nasanay ka lang sa sakit na iyo nadarama?

Tulala sa labas ng bintana.
Matindi ang trapiko sa Manila.
Busina dito, busina jan
Habang bumubuhos ang matinding ulan.

Madami tumatakbo sa isipan ko.
Mga bakit at mga paano.
Bakit natapos tayo agad?
Bakit hindi mo ako pinili?
Bakit ako lagi naiiwan?
Bakit tayo naging ganito?

Madami beses mo na din sinabi sa akin ang sagot.
Paulit ulit ito sa utak ko.
Sa mga sagot mo umugat ang mga paano.

Paano kung hindi tayo naghiwalay?
Paano kung ako pinili mo?
Paano kung ako ang nangiwan?
Paano ko hahanapin ang sarili ko?
Paano kita papatawarin?

Bumubuhos ang ulan.
Hindi ko namalayan pumapatak na din pala ang mga luha ko.
Pitong buwan na simula ng naghiwalay tayo

Pero bakit para kahapon mo lang ako sinakatan?

Nababasa mo ba ito?
Alam ko oo.
Dahil dito sa mundo ito
Alam ko naririnig mo ako.
Maaring maging mahaba ito isusulat ko.

Pero sa huli pagkakataon magsusulat ako para sa’yo.
Sa huli pagkakataon pakinggan mo ang sasabihin ko.

Naalala mo un gabi sinabi mo sa akin gusto mo ako?
Oo, alam ko na ako yun bago mo pa sabihin.
Nagtataka ka bakit hindi ko sinabi sayo?
Kasi natatakot ako umasa sa bagay na wala patunay.

Naalala mo un araw na niyakap kita mahigpit?
Natakot ako noon dahil baka marinig mo un puso ko kumakabog.

Naalala mo un araw na sinabi ko gusto din kita?
Ilang araw ko inipon yung lakas ng loob na sabihin yon sayo.

Naalala mo yun araw na nagaway tayo at sinabi mo may pag-asa pero takot ako?
Alam mo ba yun araw na yun kinain ko lahat ng takot ko dahil mas takot ako mawala ka.

Naalala mo un araw na sinagot kita ay naging tayo?
Sobra saya ko dahil may tao tumingin sa akin kung ano ako at wala hinging pagbabago sa akin.

Ikaw naaalala mo ba lahat ng yan?
Naramdaman mo din ba yan?

Sa huli pagkakataon magsusulat ako para sayo.
Huli? Oo huli na. Dahil baka kahit kailan ay hindi ka na lumingon sa akin.

Sa huli pagkakataon sasabihin ko sayo,
Oo minahal kita.
Oo mahal pa kita.
Oo nasakatan mo ako.
Oo sobra sakit na mas pinili mo bitawan ako kesa ipaglaban ako.
Oo gusto kita tulungan pero binulag ako ng galit sa puso ko.
Oo galit ako sa kanya sa babae hindi ko mapalitan sa puso mo.
Oo gustong gusto ko na ako ang piliin mo nun gabi un.
Oo na sana pangalan ko ang sinabi mo.

Sa huli pagkakataon, oo kung ako ang pinili mo lalaban ako.

I adore you,

For seeing the Light,

In the infinite darkness of your world.

I bought a lot of lamps,
Rubbing them until a genie comes.
I bought a carpet,
Hoping it will fly away,
And bring me to Aladin.
But, nothing happens.
Its just me and the bugs that keeps biting me.
Well, at least this little creature,
Finds home while I'm in despair.

Parang  alaala na ang sarap balikan,
Lumipas man ang mga sandali sana'y ikaw andyan.
Isang araw ako'y nakakita
Ng bulalakaw sa kalangitan,
Pumikit. Humiling.
Na sana bigyan ako ng pagkakataon ikaw ay makapiling.

Tayo  daw ay nagkakilala sa maling panahon,
Ngunit kailan ba naging mali ang pagibig na totoo?

Sana tayo'y pagbigyan ni inang tadhana,
Tatlo, dalawa o kahit isang araw lang,
Maparamdam ko lang na ikaw...
Oo, ikaw na nga at wala ng iba ang sinisigaw ng puso ko sinta.

Maglalakad ako ng nakuluhod,
Kahit pa saan sulok,
Marinig lang ang dasal ko na maging tayo.
Kahit kidlat man yan o bagyo ay susuungin ko,
Para lang sa iyo.

Kaya sana samahan mo ako,
Hawakan ang mga kama'y ko,
Pangako sa'yo hindi ko bibitawan ito.
Dahil alam ko at ng puso ko,
Na tayo sa habang panahon.

Ngunit tulad ng bulalakaw nung araw na iyon,
Ikaw'y naglaho kasama ng pangako,
Ako'y binitawan sa gitna ng bagyo.
Ngayon isa ka na lang alaala sa buhay ko
na dati ay umiikot sa iyo.

“Hello” I said to myself.
I was blank again.
She visited me again.
Who you say?
The blankness visited me.

She was like a wall.
A blackout.
I once caught myself staring at nowhere.
I can’t think, but I know I’m there.
I tried to talk but no words came out.
I fought it, but I was shut down.

Can anyone tell me who she is?

She visited me on days that I am alone.
Sometimes a minute, or an hour.
Everytime she is around,
I feel nothing.

The sun will not hurt my skin.
The noise will not make me deaf.
The rain won’t feel cold.

Is she my friend or my enemy?
I don’t know.
But when she is there,
I lost my senses.
I lost my dreams.
I lost my will.

It’s like I’m a bottle and she is sipping out my juices.
Little by little I became an empty vessel.

Can anyone tell me who she is?

She leaves without any warning.
And when she is gone, colors will burst.
The world will be so noisy again.
The wall will be gone.
I was like a child left in the middle of a parade.

They're like candies,
Sold on the streets,
With different flavors,
You will surely love.

Sweet like a cotton candy,
My friend you make my day,
With a smile away.

Sometimes I want to hit you in the head,
Because your like a jaw breaker
That don't want to bend.

I really hate that bitter taste,
Like your face when your wasted,
I told you its non sense
But you keep making that mistake.

That sour flavor makes my eyes tear,
Like when I need you and your not there.
Don't worry I will forgive you over and over,
For I believe in forever.

I want to keep this candies in my mouth,
But they melt so easily without a doubt.
I thank God, I met a friend like you,
At least I will never run out of candies because they are as sweet as you.

How many chances should you give someone?
Once? Twice? Or a lifetime?

Every chances you gave,
A part of you fade away.

Can you still be you with the missing pieces?

Now I ask again, how many chances should you give?
Once? Twice? Or a life time?

Every chances you gave,
You expose yourself to pain.

Can you still manage to get your pieces back after?

Now I ask you again, is it worth giving another chance?

Tick tock! Tick tock!
"It's 12 midnight" said the clock.
My time is up,
I need to go back.

Am I cinderella?
Wearing a beautiful gown and a glass shoe.
Running out of time to be with you.

You who is holding my hands right now.
Staring at me like I'm your world.
How can I leave you behind?


Love, this is love.
Fading away slowly like the stars at the night.
How can destiny be so unkind?
That even our love expires.
Hold me. Hold me close.
I want to be with yours forever.


Tick tock! Tick tock!
"It's 12 midnight" said the clock.
I need to say goodbye.

Can you give me one last kiss?
Our love maybe short, but my heart will always be yours.

I will look for you beyond the horizon.
Where the sun kisses the sea.
I'll shout your name,
Until you hear me again.


Love, this is love.
Fading away slowly like the stars at night.
How can destiny be so unkind?
That even our love expires.
Hold me. Hold me close.
I want to be with yours forever.


Remember, my love our paths will meet again.
So don't let go for this love will always win.
I love you. I love you.


Love, this is love.
Fading away slowly like the stars at night.
How can destiny be so unkind?
That even our love expires.
Hold me. Hold me close.
I want to be with yours forever.

Till we meet again.

I was like the coffee I left on the table...

Cold and half empty.

You know,
You're like my favorite cup of coffee.
You're sweet at the start,
But after I indulge the whole cup,
The bitterness would kick in,
That will keep me awake the whole day.

You know what this
World taught me?

No one in this world is consistent.
Today they like you,
Tomorrow you will be nothing to them.

In this vast world,
Loyalty is so rare that finding
A gem in a dessert
Is much easier.

You see,
we made promises to compromise
Our mistakes.

But in the end,
we are prisoners in  each others  words,
Full of lies and pretentions.

You were blinded by what you called Love.

A love that imprisoned you for years.
We thought you were finally free,
But you go back to the cage on your own will.

You accepted hate.
But you got angry when hate was thrown at her.
Saying I don’t understand what she is going through.
That she is in pain.

How about you?
Before you stand on her side,
Do you know how much hate you implanted on me?

Yes, I won’t ever understand her.
Nor I wanted too.
Because same as you,
You never understand how I felt.

She’s an evil *****.
Standing on her own shoes.
Hurting her for what she did.

Me, I’ll watch her bleed.
Cause she deserve for what she did.
I’ll sit here.
Wear my crown.
For I don’t need a king who treated me like a trash.

To my first love,
The man who would always be in my dreams,
To the guy I want to be with me till the end of time,
My knight in shinning armor,
Now, I want to be your princess willing to slay any monster who would dare to hurt you.

Love,
Your daughter

You were my favorite.
My favorite "Good Morning" text.
My favorite on-the-go friend.
My favorite midnight thoughts.
Yes, you were.

I always think how my favorite "person", became my nightmare.

You are now a stranger in this vast world.
You are my "who are you?", in my contact book.
You are a dream I never wanted to see.

But still.
I still think of you.

I have no intentions of seeing you fall down.
Nor be happy while everything crumbles in front of you.
I've been there, where you are right now.
The reality you wanted to see,
seems like an impossible dream.

You've turned your back to me when I offered my hands.
You've pushed me away when I'm willing to hug all your
broken shards.
Your broken pieces cut through my heart.
I was wounded by my own love to you.

Dear, I'd still wanted to hold you close to mine.
Until all your pieces are fixed together.
While mine are being cut apart.

But seems like this is not what  you want.
If seeing you fall down is what you wanted me to look,
I won't see it.
If cutting all of ties will bring you peace,
I'll grant it to you.
If me being out of sight would relieve you,
I'll gladly walk away.

I covered up all my love for you with words of hate.
If that would help you feel a less guilty.,
I'll live under that covers.

I don't mind being branded as the bad person in your story.
But if blocking me away will help you,
Then I'll be the first to leave.

Finding happiness is what I wanted to see from you.
No tears, just smile.
But I know that happiness is not with me.

There's no greater pain,
than tryingto mend what was broken.
You may put it back toegter,
but it will never be the same.

I once caught myself,
Staring at the person who broke me to pieces.
I wonder why he never tried to put me back together,
But then, every ounce of me long for him.

I fall ******* the ground,
That every bits of me shattered.
I pick up the pieces slowly,
But I still ended up hurting myself with my own fragments.

Because loving someone is letting yourself be fragile.
Either to be loved or to be broken.

I kissed a frog,
And became a prince.
But, was stolen by another princess.

I was blinded by the word "Love".
Like entering a world full of sparks.
I remembered the time when they try to pull me out,
But I was to stubborn to stop.

I didn't listen to their advices,
I never gave any second glance.
I offered my heart,
As a ticket to a place I thought would last.

One day, everything shattered in front of me.
I tried to fix things but never succeed.
I plead to give me a seconde chance,
But was not granted.

I was like a child being thrown out of a house,
Looking for a place to hide,
When the storm arrive.

I cried in the corner,
Waiting for him to rescue me.
But he never did.

I walk.
I run.
But then, this time they pulled me again,
Back to the reality I thought I will never see again.

They saved me from the depths of the dark hole I created for myself.
Slowly, I'm trying to fix myself,
patching up the fragments left broken somewhere.

a heart is made up of muscles,
to pump blood and keep us alive.
But, why does it hurt when someone leave us?
'cause in our mind,
we made an imaginary heart.
Like cinderella's shoes made of glass.
When we try to fit someone inside,
who is not meant for that place
it gets broken.

An old man sleeping on a bed.
Machines work side by side.
I can feel his soul drifting out.
He seem so fragile.
Every touch may **** him anytime.

I want to touch him,
But I can’t.

He was once a strong man.
He smells like cigarette in a summer breeze.
His back is like a mirror of his hardwork.
His feet full of scars but strong enough to walk any fields.
His hands are rough.
But his heart is soft.


He kissed me on the forehead.
Lifted me when I cry.
Sweets come out of his pocket when I am sad.

Now he’s lying there like a lifeless man.
Are you following your wife?
I wanted to ask.


I pray he would stay.
A little bit more.
I pray.

Isang tahimik na panalangin.
Habang ang mundo’y nagkakagulo.
Hinahanap ang paraiso
Sa lugar na puno ng mga armado.

Maaari bang ako’y sagipin?
Sa madilim na kwartong akin kinaroroonan.
Tunog ng baril at wala humpay na pagsabog ang akin hele sa gabing malalim.

Nasan si inay?
Nasan si itay?
Ang katawan nila ay kasing lamig ng yelo.
Hindi na sila nagsasalita.
Hindi na sila gumagalaw.
Tulog na ba sila?

Maaari bang ako’y sagipin?
Sa bangungot na sa akin ay kumakain.
Sana sa akin pagising isa maliwanag na kinabukasan
Ang sumalubong sa akin.

Mga masasakit na salita,
Mga matang nangdidilat.
Minulat ako ng lugar na ito
Sa marahas na katotohanan.

Sa likod ng mga ngiti,
Mga tawanang nakakabingi,
Ay mga tao sinasaksak ka ng palihim.

Mga halimaw na nagkatawan tao,
Mga sungay na nagtago sa talinong may dugo.
Hahawaan ka hanggang ang dugo mo'y maging kulay asul.

Unti unti, dahan dahan
Ang puso mo'y didilim.
Ang boses mo'y tataas,
Ang mata mo'y manlilisik.

Nagising ka,
Humarap sa salamin
At isang halimaw ang iyong nakita.
Naging isa ka na sa kanila.

Ilan taon na din ang nakaraan
Noong huli tayong nagmahalan.

Mga batang sabik magmahalan
Kahit ayaw ng magulang.

Naaalala ko yung mga lihim natin
Paghawak kamay sa silid aralan.

Mga tinginan kasing tamis ng candy.
Sulat na punong puno ng pagmamahalan.

Ngunit kung gaano kabilis ang atin pagmamahalan,
Ganoon din kabilis ang katapusan.

Ilang taon na din ang nagdaan,
Naaalala mo pa ba ang ating nakaraan?

Sa ating muling pagkikita,
Ang mga puso'y sugatan.

Takot magmahal dahil sa sugat na
Iniwan ng iba.

Handa na ba tayong suungin ang
Pag-iibigan naudlot?

Handa na ba tayong ipaglaban ang pagmamahalan ito?

Andito lang ako maghihintay sa sagot mo.

Painted in my life,
Always in my heart,
Unable to forget my
Love for you will always remain.

Gone in the wind,
Acted like nobody cares.
Because you left me alone,
Reality slowly pops me like a balloon.
I never thought you would leave like this
Even the wind didn't feel,
Like a ghost that never exist.

Hoping someday I can smile,
Out of this black hole I hide.
Forgetting about the past,
Ending  a story that can never last,
Risking everything I have.

I am a girl who aims something else,
I am a girl who goes somewhere else,
I am a girl doesn't want to be stop by anyone else,

I have flaws that are so visible,
Scars that are undeniable.
I've learned to love myself,
Without listening to your voices.

You can hurt me.
You can judge me.
You can pull me.
But you will always be a step behind me.
Like a shadow always aiming for the light to be seen.
And dies when darkness fall.

Remembered my dreams
When I wake up.

But all I know
I was terrified
When my eyes opened.

Sometimes,
I want to keep my eyes open.
Not wanting to blink a second.
For I might fall in a deep slumber.

I guess,
When my eyes are closed
My soul is drifting
In a world unknown to all.

You’ll find this little poem
I wrote for you.

I forgive you.
I have already forgiven you.

Let’s set each other free
From the pain of the past.

I will live happily as I am today.
So remove all the guilt in your heart.

I hope we find happiness in the roads we take.
Cause we deserve joy in the pain we encountered.

Isang patak ng luha,
Para sa damdamin naguguluhan na.

Isang tingin sa mga tala,
Hiniling ang sagot sa Bathala.

Isang hingang malalim,
Dahil mundo  ko'y bigla nagdilim.

Isang tanong na narinig,
Paano ko sasagutin.

Itinaga ko sa bato,
Sinigaw ko sa harapan ng malalakas na alon
Ang pangako hindi na ako iibig muli.

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Tatlo beses ako niloko.
Tatlo beses ako iniwan.
Para isang laro,
Naka-bingo na ako.

Dumaan ang mga araw,
Lumipas ang buwan,
Nagsimula ang bagong taon,
Ngunit ang pangako sa nakaraan
Aking dinala.

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Hindi na ako muling iibig pa.
Pinagdamutan ko ang sarili ko
Magmahal ng iba.

Kaya ko magisa.
Mga katagang lagi kong binubulong sa sarili ko.
Papatak man ang mga luha ko,
Pero hindi na muli madudurog ang puso ko.

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Nahipan ng hangin ang pangako ko.
Isang araw nagising na lang ako,
Inaantay ko ang mga mensahe mo.

Ikaw ang una naiisip sa umaga,
Kausap sa magdamag,
Panaginip sa gabi.

Sa mga araw na mapait,
Ikaw ang nagpapangiti.
Sa mga araw na magulo ang mundo ko,
Ikaw ang nagliligtas nito.

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Ayaw ko mahulog sa iyo.
Takot akong madurog ang puso kong
Pinilit kong binuo.

Ngunit paano,
Kung ikaw lang ang nais sa piling ko.
Kaya ngayon itong nararamdaman ko'y itatago muna sa iyo.

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Tatlo hakbang palayo sa iyo.
Dalawa tayo sa istorya na ito.
Isa lang ako na may paghanga sayo.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo lang tumagal ang relasyon natin.
Pitong araw lang nagawan mo ako bitawan.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo ako kinain ng galit.
Sa iyo at sa babae mo.
Sa nakaraan **** pinili kaysa sa akin.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo puro patawad ang nairinig ko sa iyo.
Andali sabihin tulad noon sanabi mo mahal mo ko.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo ako umiyak.
Dahil sa mga pangako mo na napako.

Isang linggo.
Hindi ko kaya kalimutan lahat ng nagawa mo sa isang linggo.

Sakit.
Galit.
Lungkot.
Isang linggo lang naitanim mo sa puso ko yan.

Isangdaan at limamput limang araw simula noon kahapon na iyon.
Parang kahapon lang ang iyong mga kamay ay akin lamang.
Parang kahapon lang ang mata mo'y ako lang ang nakikita.
Parang kahapon, ang bawat daan ay tila paraiso sa ating mga mata.
Parang kahapon na ang simoy ng hangin ay ang iyong mga salita.
Parang kahapon lahat ng tala sa kalangitan ay nagniningning na parang walang umagang darating.
Parang kahapon ako'y naniwala sa walang hanggan.

Ngunit ang kahapon ay parang mga bulalakaw sa langit.
Sa iyo pagpikit ikaw'y humiling.
At sa iyong pagdilat ay nawala.
Umaasa na ikaw ay narinig ng mga tala.

Kung ako'y tatanungin kung gusto kong balikan ang kahapon natin?
Oo. Paulit ulit. Kahit na alam ko na masakit ang bukas na naghihintay.

Pero ang kahapon ay pawang kahapon na lamang.
Hindi ito pahina sa libro na pwde **** balik balikan.
Walang na ko magagawa kundi harapin ang bukas.
Ang bukas na gagawa pa ng madami kahapon sa buhay ko.

Maari ikaw ay parte ng kahapon ko.
At sa pagdaan ng panahon ang kahapon natin ay mababaon sa limot.
Kaya ito ang huli mensahe ko sa iyo,

Ikaw ang akin kahapon.
Ang pinakapaborito ko sa lahat.
Isang daan at limamput limang araw simula ng naging parte ka ng kahapon ko.
Isa kang pahina sa libro ko na pilit ko binabasa paulit ulit.
Isa kang bulalakaw na hindi nakarinig.
Darating ang araw ikaw ay mapapalitan ng iba pangkahapon na mas mahalaga

Huwag ka mag-alala.
Sa darating natin annibersaryo
Ipagsisindi kita ng kandila.

Para sa mga damdamin namatay
At emosyon naibaon ko na sa lupa.

Ipagsisindi kita ng kandila
Para makita mo ang liwanag
Sa mundong panadilim mo.

Ipagsisindi kita ng kandila,
Para maramdaman mo ang init na hindi mo na mararamdaman.

Ipagsisindi kita ng kandila,
Pero huwag mo ito hawakan.
Mapapaso ka lamang at sa huli
Ay papatayin mo lang ito para mapasaiyo.

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(Everything has ended) I didn’t even start yet
(We broke up) I haven’t even heard the reason yet
Everyone around me keeps asking me why I’m like this
Why are you like that, why are you like that? I’m already the bad guy

(If it’s a sin) If loving you was a sin
(If that was a shin) If being genuine is a sin
(I’ll keep it low, I’ll keep it low) I’ll hold it in and stand my ground

(Keep your head down)
You look pretty, but inside you’re so different, that’s what I’m afraid of
(Keep your head down)
I said I loved you but I’ll let you go

(Why?) Did you leave me so easily
(Why?) Did I look easy to you?
(Why?) My heart is ripping to shreds
(Why?) If every moment was a dream
(Why?) If only I had the time to set it right
(Why?) I prayed for your happiness

I was always satisfied with having you
I was happy to dream the same dream as you no matter what they said
I had to let you go, but I’m just walking my path anyway
Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing

It’s too late, you said you can’t come back
You’ve always believed that I’d crumble without you
That’s a misunderstanding, why would I do that? why, why, I told you I wouldn’t

(Hey) I was really, really sad, because you were so immature
and I was afraid you’d meet someone bad (Why? baby)

(Keep your head down)
You’re really pretty, but that’s all there is to you, there’s nothing important inside of you
(Keep your head down)
A nail is driven into the heart that is holding in the pain of love

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

Ha~ Don’t play with people like that
In front of me, all you do is speak of lies
You’re such a two-faced person
(Why why why) Since when did our crystal-like feelings become so opaque?
Our love has ended, I’ve let you go, and now my heart is empty
But my future is gesturing towards me to get up and smile
I’m letting you go, live happily (why why why)
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortably

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve burned to death in my heart
(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve died in my heart and you no longer exist

ikaw ang istoryang ayoko matapos.
talatang ayaw ko tuldukan.
mga pangungusap na walang hanggan.

sa bawat taong nagsabi sa akin itigil na,
ay ang puso kong nagsusumigaw na laban pa.
lalaban pa ba? o bibitaw na?

araw araw ko tinatanung ang sarili ko,
sabay ang panalangin sa Diyos na bigyan ng sagot
ang magulo kong isip at puso.
.
ilang tula pa ang akin dapat isulat,
ilang salita pa kaya ang akin iaalay,
hanggang sa mapagod ang pusong ito
at tuluyan ka ng bitawan.

pero sa ngayon, lalaban pa ako.
lalaban pa ako habang ang puso ko'y ikaw pa ang sinisigaw
at sana bago ako'y mapagod ay mahawakan mo ang kamay ko
at sabihing ako din ay mahal mo.