Or if the morning doesn't come
by the time you find home
I'll paint white doves by your feet
to take care of your bones,

so that if you can't open your eyes
by the time I come around
I'll lay in your grave, meet the gray ocean and
let you be

and then
maybe
you'll get to know peace,

and the wind will tell me it's okay for you to leave.

It’s easy to smoke the pain away

But its hard when the pain comes back the next day

Everything just be so temporary

That’s why I make my body a sanctuary

I praise my thoughts

I’m in a close relationship with my mind
and today is our anniversary

Sometimes I be feeling so out of place

I be wanting you close to me but I’m so use to space

You could be perfect for me but I would still push you away

Don’t take this personally I’m just so use to pain

I hate this tension but tbh I just be wanting your attention

It just ***** cause my hearts not really attentive

I’m in a bad place mentally

Can you make love to me physically

And spiritually heal me inside

I swear I don’t hate you

I’m just inside my mind...

A

B-beaten
R-ripped into pieces
O-overwhelmed
K-kaous
E-evil
N-neglected

H-hated
O-ordeal
M-manipulated
E-exhausted; environment.

In this poem, as I continue to roam, where have I gone, and where is my home?

I hate the way you treat me,you make me want to yell at the top of my lungs and scream!
Is this the way a home is supposed to be, I thought we were all supposed be in peace and harmony.
I tear these walls down and destroy this house that we all share,
Revealing all the "love and care"  you where supposed to bare.
I'm sick and tired of all the fighting and all of the  manipulation, you say we're all family, I call it humiliation.
Your such a 2 faced person your like a dime, you say one thing and then say another you can never make up your mind.
I'm glad I'm moving out, joining the marines was best decision with out a doubt.
You say your tired of everyone's ****, yet we're tired of it all maybe it's time we call it quits.
Don't get me wrong I love you all, but sometimes I honestly wana break down these walls.