I wish  you knew  the thoughts in my head
i fall down but where this going?
My heart  broken torn inside
The words cut my skin
Dug  a hole  that never went a away
I was never ment to shine in your world
so fast to judge me push me away
Too quick try to  mold me into what your views where
I am just to complex for you or did  you not care to understand
A work of art but  lost in your paint of negative ,
My love was my weakness
Beating my head on this brick wall
It seems to never  end
I wish you  can voice in my head
It time to pick different road.

Years go by
I miss the touch
The feeling of her warmth
Love fills the air
Nothing else matters  but you
Your lips on mine
I leave all my pain behind  
Just let go  
Take my broke heart
Can  you fix me?

Let me open my mind
Shut door on ones who don't  understand me
I can only break those chains
Bring light rather  then darkness
My skin torn cut  fallen
But still shade my skin
So complex but my heart bleeds
I see past your own thoughts
Why did  even care
Was so stuck in negative outlook that you saw in me
So busy bring up past but forgot that we all fallen
Some more then others but we live keep moving forward
I am not blinded just see world in different  light
Time to break those chains

So kind hearted
The years that went by
You are getting older
Time  to get out the  early bird discount
Cover the sofa with plastic wrap
Watch ****** she wrote
As  u go  to bed before 8 pm
Time  to bring out the   check  book    and write a $12 check
Wait  you are not that old

Today was  your day
Look back As sun hits your face
You are one of kind
Loved  by many
I wish i could give  the  you moon
Buy you a five  star dinner
But  in end  all  you wanted  is  for  me to get  a red card
So  Let today be great BC  you are a  work of art.

I battle  myself
A war  that never seems be won
I give in to my own thoughts
I am trapped  inside  myself
I was just second class in  your life
You will never  understand me
So stuck in past as load  your gun
Not with bullets  but mistakes i made
The words cut my skin
Blood pours out on to floor
My tears mixed in
I look up for hope
see  only image you wanted to see
I wish i could be more in your life
But  i can't  be sheep if want become the wolf

Our hearts on line
Broken and hurt at times
Jumping over the zone
breaking down the brick wall
Then to find out you got put in the zone
The hurt and pain overcome
You tell self walk away
But she says lets be friends
Then  you are too busy picking up your heart off the  ground
And ask  your self
Can you get past this
You want  be best guy say yes
But deep down  your mind needs  repair
You broke down the  wall just  find a another one behind it
Months  latter she post
Breaking up and there you are
Picking  and wiping the tears away
All  you ever wanted   to be  was her star in the sky

It started  with hello
But never thought it could been goodbye
So much beauty with heart that i never seen
Time stopes  and all can think  about is her
But this wall was too much
I  just  wanted a   chance  to  swing the bat
Just wanted to  show  her i was more  then  
Another  one  hit  wonder
I  wake up and  miss  the  touch of your warmth skin
Look into your  eyes  and   saw  the world past by
My heart vs  you
you replay the mistakes  of  others
Trying go back  in time
But  the mold just never fits
i can't  be clone of your X
My flaws  never defined me
It was just another layer of my soul
I never wanted be your next mistake
I Just   wanted be the doc to put that heart back together