Think of the stars
You may think of shimmering lights in the sky while I think of her.
In the darkest times she would give us light.
On the gloomiest nights she would be watching from afar only peeking out for a second to show she was there.
And when you needed her most, she would shine the brightest and lead you safety.

We look up at the stars and think they're beautiful
But the tragic truth is that most of the stars in the sky are already dead
I guess that's why we leave flowers on headstones
Because somewhere in our history, death has become beautiful

we were sitting in your car
in the church parking lot
and you told me about your
dad and i told you about
mine and you said you really
liked me and all i could
think about was everyone that
left only minutes after
saying they never would

You always know what to say
I think that's one of the things I like most about you
Like when I told you I felt like an icicle
Unloved and cold
You told me icicles were your favorite when you were little
And you'd make your dad drive you around
Just to find the biggest icicles
Or the time I told you I cut myself
And you told me nothing would change the way you felt about me
Out of all your absolutely amazing qualities
This is one of the best

When I was both young and nieve I believed in everything
you told me of love, light and magical things
I wish I still believed this day but darkness soon came my way
Without you to walk with me I fell into the darkness it became my everyday
You left me too soon I wasn't ready for that
I see the shining star that I know is you, trying to light my life up like you used to do
Your just too far away dad I know you try every night but the light just not enough to save me from my dark filled life
I wish I could tell you how alone I feel this day but it's pointless anyway
The darkness is in me now my magic taken away the dreams gone the laughter too I don't know what to say I'm sorry I wasn't strong I didn't do enough your little girl lost the fight iv tried but I give up

when i first met you
i thought that you were to good for me
but now as i have figured out
i am not good enough for me

I never thought
that you could love me
because i never even knew
how to love myself